Judging by the way people at school get all excited about Fridays and getting to relax for a few days, I'm assuming I'm one of the few people who feel this way but I hate Fridays. For starters, big effing deal. Two days to either sit around and do arse all or two days to attempt being social or productive. Not much time to realistically do anything. But that's not the worst part about a Friday. The worst part is knowing I won't have any friends to be around if I need someone. Everyone either has plans or doesn't want to do anything. I don't care about being bored however, frankly I'm not a social person. So if I do try and do something with my weekend it's usually binge-watch Netflix and tune out the little amount of real world that still attempts to exist. But I don't do that for fun, I do it because most Fridays end on a bad note and it's a responsible teenagers' equivalent of boozing away your sorrows. Take today for example. Great fun. Skipped fourth period to play Super Smash Bros with a friend at his house then spent my after school hours with another friend. After hanging out for a few hours I bussed to her work with her then got a drive home. Not bad right? Well here comes the bad part. I found out a close friend of mine might be pregnant again. I won't get into details but it pushed me over the limit. Now more than ever I need a friend I can just sit with and wrap my arms around and cry. But I don't have that. I have myself and this stupid book when what I need is a friend who can talk me through my problems and promise me it will all be okay. Who will give me advice and always be there for me no matter how many times I screw up. A friend that will still welcome me with open arms even if I let my emotions get the better of me and cause an argument. If there is a God, please send me a friend like that. It feels like I'm asking the impossible, or maybe I'm just clueless. But please, I need someone I can see all the time. Who can help me when I need it. Please. Please...