27: Your Fault
*Ayesha's POV*
Inayos ko ang sarili ko bago ako lumabas ng cr. Pinunasan ko ang luha ko. Pagkalabas ko ay nagulat ako dahil nasa labas si Andy at Joe na mukhang inaantay ang paglabas ko.
"Guys what are you doing here?"
Tanong ko.
"What did you do inside?"
Tanong ni Andy.
"Duh? Why do you have to ask?"
Sarkastikong sabi ko. Natawa naman sya.
"I'm sorry, I wasn't there when you finished the show. I have to go to the cr."
Alibi ko. Nag-inarte na naman kasi ako.
"It's okay. I can give you hugs anyway."
Sabi ni Andy at niyakap ako.
"Jeez Andy! Your sweaty!"
Angal ko. Buti na lang may suot na syang t-shirt, pero basa pa din sa pawis.
"Uhm, did Pete saw Sofia?"
Tanong ko.
"Yeah, she's in the dressing room."
Sabi ni Joe. Tumango naman ako. Nang pabalik na kami sa dressing room ay nakita naming papasalubong sa amin si Sofia, at mukhang galit na galit.
"You! You fvcking slut!"
Dinuro ako neto at akmang sasampalin pero biglang pumagit si Joe kaya sya ang nasampal nito.
"You stole my boyfriend! Fvcking whore!"
Pagwawala nito. Teka? Hanudaw? Stole? As in ninakaw? Wala akong ninanakaw ah?
"Hey! Watch your words Sofia."
Sabi ni Andy. Inaawat naman ito ni Joe.
"Stole your boyfriend? What are you talking about?"
Sabi ko. Manunugod na lang sya bigla?
"Don't give me that shit! You're trying to get Pete's attention! You like him!"
Pag-aakusa nito. Nagulat naman ako.
"Woah? Me? Trying to get Pete's attention? Hey for your information, I am not trying to get his damn attention! And second, I am not a fvcking whore!"
Asar na sabi ko. Ako naman ang inaawat ni Andy.
"You liar!"
Tinulak nito si Joe at sinampal ako.
Nasapo ko ang pisngi ko dahil sa sakit. Nagmamadali na itong lumayo. Parang sandaling tumigil ang paggana ng utak kosa sampal nya. Parang bumaon ata ang french tip nya sa pisngi ko. Bwisit! Unfair!
"Hey Ayi! Are you okay?"
Nag-aalalang tanong ni Joe at Andy.
Inalalayan nila ako papuntang dressing room. Pagpasok namin ay nagulat kami dahil magulo ang loob, parang dinaanan ng bagyo. Napadako ang tingin ko kay Pete. Umiiyak ito at pinapatahan ni Patrick.
"Heck! What happened here?"
Tanong ni Andy.
Tumingin lang sa amin si Patrick.
"Man, what happen?"
Tanong ni Joe kay Pete.
Ako naman ay nanatiling nakatayo lang, pinipilit isink-in sa utak ko ang mga nangyayari.
"We broke up."
Mahinang sabi ni Pete. Bigla akong nakonsensya. Kasalanan ko ito lahat.
"Then why did Sofia, slapped Ayi? What did she do?"
Tanong ni Andy. Nag-angat ng tingin si Pete sa akin.
"This is all your fault."
Galit na sabi nito sa akin at lumabas ng dressing room.
"I'm gonna follow him."
Sabi ni Patrick at sinundan si Pete. Naiwan kaming tatlo sa dressing room. Parang binuhusan ako ng malamig na tubig sa narinig ko mula kay Pete.
This is all your fault.
Nakaramdam ako ng kirot sa dibdib ko. Ako ang sinisisi nya. Tama naman sya eh, kasalanan ko lahat.
"Hey Ayesha."
Niyakap ako ni Andy. Ang sakit pala talaga na kamuhian ka ng taong mahal mo. May tumulo na namang luha sa mata ko. Kung hindi ako nag-aasume, hindi sana magkakaganito. Ngumiti ako, kumalas ako sa pagkakayakap ni Andy.
"I'm okay Andy."
Sabi ko sa kanya at pilit na ngumiti. Binalingan ko ang kalat na nandoon.
"You're not okay Ayesha."
Sabi naman ni Joe at pinigilan ang mga kamay ko. Binawa ko iyon.
"I am Joe. Pete's right. This all my fault."
Sabi ko. Kahit anong pagpigil nila sa akin na wag iligpit ang kalat ay sumuko lang sila dahil nagmatigas ako. Pero mayroong tumutulong luha sa mga mata ko.
Bumalik na kami sa tour bus, wala doon si Pete at Patrick. Dumiretso ako sa higaan ko. Hinayaan naman ako ni Andy at Joe. Tahimik akong umiiyak.
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*Joe's POV*
I can see through Ayesha's eyes the pain when Pete told her that it was all her fault. She's trying to distract herself by cleaning the mess that Pete made. Andy just give a concern look. After she's done, we went back to bus, she rushed into her bunk and cried silently.
I am in the sofa together with Andy trying to absorb what we are watching. We tried to call Patrick and Pete but none of them answered.
"I thought this is gonna be a great day."
Andy said.
"Yeah, I thought so."
I said as I browse the channel on the tv.
"But Pete sang that song for Ayesha. And now his trying to blame her? Is he crazy?"
Andy said again. I agreed with him. I know Pete that dedicate that song for Ayesha, for the entire time that he's singing Miss Missing You, he was staring in to her. So we know that it was for her. And Pete, never did that, even in Sofia and Ashlee or his previous girlfriends. A part of me want to punch him because of what he did to Ayi, she don't deserve it, she already went through a lot.
"We don't know the whole story Andy, maybe we ask Patrick about it when they got back."
I told him. I pick up my phone and tried to text Patrick again.
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*Patrick's POV*
I was shock when Sofia blurted out those words. I never thought that she will insult Ayesha just like that. I can't blame Pete for defending her. I mean she never know her then apparently she will talk like that. I know that Pete likes Ayesha. I can sense it because of his attitude towards her.
Pete threw all the thing that he holds. I tried to stop him but he's just pushing me away.
"Fvck! Fvck!"
He cursed.
"Pete! Stop!"
"Leave me alone Patrick! I such a mess."
He said between his cries.
"Heck! What happened here?"
I saw Andy, Joe and Ayesha standing on the door, looked horrified.
My eyes caught Ayi's face, it was red, and there's a hand mark there. Did Sofia???
"Man, what happen?"
Joe asked.
"We broke up."
Pete said.
"Then why did Sofia, slapped Ayi? What did she do?"
Andy said. Me and Pete looked in to Ayi. I can see in Pete's expression that he's worried. But suddenly, changed. He stood up and walked away.
"This all your fault."
Pete told her. She froze. I gave Andy and Joe a quick look.
"I'm gonna follow him."
I told them and followed Pete.
"Pete! Where are you going?!"
I ran after him. He didn't say a word. I keep following him. He went straight in to a bar.
"Pete, let's go back."
I told him but he just pushed me away.
"Leave Patrick. I want to be alone."
He said. He ordered a drink.
"Did I said that to her? Did I told her that it was all her fault?"
Pete said.
"Pete, you didn't meant it."
I comforted him.
"No Patrick. I said it to her straightly."
He cried again. My phone vibrated, it was Joe, asking if where are we, I hit a reply.
"I'm sure she will understand you man when you told her everything."
I said.
"This feeling. I'm really confused."
He said then drink the glass of liquor. I can say that this man is already in love with Ayesha. I didn't see him like this before.
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