A/N: I forget to mention that the slanted words are narration!!!!

...Lloyd was hiding three things from the outside world.

1) His constant "battles" with the left over evil from when Morro possessed him.

2) His growing depression

3) His cutting

And lastly...

4) The every once in awhile suicidal thoughts.

Even though he wants to keep it a secret, he doesn't think he can (or wants to).  He wants to tell at least one person. That person is...

...Kai

He believes that he can trust him with his secrets and has faith in him that he won't tell anyone.