"i think about how we deserve a soft epilogue, we suffered enough."

I suffered enough.
she never felt like this before , she starting to felt like she never belonged anywhere, except when she laying in her bed.

"wasn't it nice?" i said to myself into the silence.

"to feel wanted even if it was only for a little awhile?"

"and even if it wasn't real?" came the voice critically, scrutinising me.

I squeezed my eyes shut and thought for the moment "it was nice, even if it's not real"

"but sometimes i wish i had a proper goodbye from everyone"

"or perhaps the proper goodbye from me to everyone"