It's been long and i forgot the whole plot 🤦🏻‍♀️ I hope this part is good!

Well it's been a month and shehnaaz and family is now well settled in mumbai. And in these months Sidharth and Shehnaaz hardly met each other. Well it's been a month since she saw Sidharth. She was just escaping from his sight. That night he observed many things and She just couldn't handle his stare at her. So she made sure that she didn't go to naina's place but instead call her. And whenever she would go she  always made sure that he's not home  and would leave early before he came making some lame excuses.

While settling she took the room that was connected with sidharth's balcony. And he was such a dog he used to wait for me till 3. I only knew how I controlled not going and seeing him. It broke me every time but my past..my past couldn't let me move. Sidharth bhi mujhe chod ke chala jayega no no  it's better to stay away him.  It's the month of May and shehnaaz's and naina's 10th result will be out anytime any day.

The nervousness could be seen in their face. Naina and Shehnaaz coincidentally scored the same percentage of marks just with a difference .75 marks. 88% was scored by shehnaaz where as 88.75% was scored by Naina. Naina wanted to do distance education because of her coaching whereas Shehnaaz chose the stream commerce and got a nice college for her +2.  

Today after the results she went to Naina's place just praying outside the door that he's not home but today God was not on her side and  to her surprise Sidharth opened the door.

Hey! Shehnaaz said awkwardly not knowing what to say after 

Hey come in 

Actually no sid.. aa no actually bh..bh..bha

Don't you dare complete that word, call me Sidharth or anything but not that word understood. And no Not even in your mind you can complete that word he said in utter dominant voice and He sounded so offended and left without letting me complete.

Shehnaaz pov!                                                                                                                                            Oh! what the fish happened right now. Did he just give me a hint. No no I'm thinking too much. Call me Sidharth. Gosh! what an authoritative tone. Siyappa ab kya sab ke samne bhi sidharth bulau? It will sound so awkward. Aap Aap keh ke bulaungi . No no shehnaaz not the same mistake again. He is just a neighbour apna dimaag sahi jagah laga. And I came back from my thoughts when naina called

Hey shehnaaz darwaze pe kyu khadi hai andar aa.

Sidharth's pov!
What the fuck did I just do. This girl has stolen my peace. And how dare she think of calling me bhaiya. Fuck not even in my dreams I can think of her as what  no no let's not complete the word. Did I do right? I hope I didn't scare her. Shehnaaz shehnaaz what have you got me into? This is not me, so not me. But what if she does not feel the way I'm feeling. This fucking whole month she did not visit my place and to add to it she was about to call me bhaiya like seriously. I need to get a check upon myself and her. I need answers and i need answers now and i know what to do.

Shehnaaz came in and both the friends were  just chit chatting and that's when Sidharth barged in. He said Naina that mom's calling her downstairs and she Instantly went. Shehnaaz saw sidharth leaving she sighed and she too thought of leaving but sidharth came back to the room and to my shock he locked the door.

And my eyes widened and I feared no not feared but I felt something I don't know may be nervousness. But why did he close the door.

Umm wo wo I need to lea..but couldn't complete as his stare made me conscious. He was leaning on the door and his hands folded on his broad chest. So I just took small steps towards the door and before my hands reached the lock he grabbed my hands and twisted it at the back turning me to the opposite side.

What are you doing with me shehnaaz and why are you doing this he whispered near my ears and  his face dug on my neck.

Wha.. what did I do I wanted to sound shocked but it more sounded like a moan maybe . My voice felt shivering

This..this what you're doing, he further twisted my hands pulling me more closer to himself. His face digging more and never leaving my neck which were sending all the new sensation that I've never felt.

Sid.. sidharth aap kya bol bol rahe mujh..mujhe kuch samajh nahi aa raha.
And as i said his name he bit my neck softly.

Jab se aayi ho tab se bhul gaya hu sab kuch. I forget to eat, classes me dhyaan nahi hai mera. I want to study but I can't because I keep thinking what you must be doing. And for this whole fucking month you didn't show me your face. You know how restless I was. Balcony me bhi nahi aayi but room ke lights 3 baje tak on rehte the sata rahi thi mujhe and he again bit the same spot and I gasped.

I waited for you in you in the balcony. Mai daily 3 baje Subaah tak wait karta tha shehnaaz but no sign of yours. Why tell me haa jab mai jata tha tab tere rooms ke light off hote the aisa kyu  he said further twisting my hands and this time it was hurting me. But I didn't say anything and he further twisted giving me pain

I was in a dilemma myself what would I say Sidharth.

Aap..aap mujhe hurt kar rahe sidharth

Or jo tumne kiye mujhe hurt pura 1 mahina Maina bola that you're hurting me and he left my hand but instantly clutched my waist holding my hand.

He said he just wants to know one thing...do I feel the same he feels for me but this..this will not be for life time it's just a attraction may be something more than that may be attachment that he cannot promise. You feel the same restlessness I feel. I just want to give a try to figure out what this is, trust me if it's love I'm never gonna leave you but for now it's just an attachment may be we're soulfully connecting because of your pain that you've beared. But for that you gotta speak what you feel for me. Because I'm getting mad over head over heels. I'm just not myself. You said not to smoke and will you believe that i I left smoking. It took me time but I reduced..and finally left for you. I was so frustrated but still I didn't choose to smoke

I..I don't know. And as my mouth left these words he turned me to himself cupping my face he said I want answers in a authoritative tone. And me I felt jelly.

We were so close that our breaths were mingling. I closed my eyes I just could not see that desires in his eyes.

Shehnaaz a yes or no he said angrily

And before I could respond the door bell rang they were back. Fuckk!! Leave me sidharth please they are at the door.

Answers shehnaaz and i'll leave you he said rubbing his nose on mine and clutching my waist tight.

And the door bell rung again.

Sidharth please let me go and open the door atleast what will they think

Answers shehnaaz I cannot bear this. I just want to know your answer and you're free. And trust me even it's no I'll not bother you again. But for now I want answers.

Okay okay it's a yes now leave me please Sidharth.

My room at 12 at night I don't know how or else I'll come to your room choice is yours. And with that he started leaving.

and I sighed and saw him going towards his room Aap darwaza nahi khologe?

He turned back and said No baby it's you who took to answer so you'll open the gate and with that he left for his room.

I rushed to open the door and saw only naina standing thank god aunty nahi thi or what would I say

Itni der se bell baja rahi you slept or what.. where's bhai mom bhi nahi thi neeche mujpe prank kar rahe the..bhaiya shouted naina

I.. I don't know kaha hai wo or mai washroom me thi sorry.

Kya hai naina.. shehnaaz you still here mujhe laga tum chali gayi said sidharth smiling mischievously.

Umm wo wo mai naina ka wait kar rahi thi aap ghar pe the toh aapne gate kyu nahi khola?

But before sidharth could answer naina asked bhai why did you prank on me? Maine kya kiya?

But I didn't prank tujhe tera surprise nahi mila neeche? Go n check the parking lot.

Sachi bhaiya am I thinking right asked naina all shocked

Yes now rush I'll join you in 5 minutes where naina rushed down and shehnaaz eyes widened.

And I stood there and sidharth chuckled at my expression Mai mai bhi ghar ja rahi bye sidharth.

We've 5 minutes shehnaaz he said coming forward.

Haa haa wo mai soch rahi thi raat ko kaise aaungi it's not possible. Balcony me mil le?

Ye tumhari problem hai shehnaaz bahut sataya hai tumne mujhe ye 1 mahine ab meri baari. Tum agar nahi aayi to mai aa jaunga choice is yours.

Sidharth please samajhiye na mai kaise aaungi?

Tumne samjha tha? You instantly knew we had connection, we could talk and meet, to itna pagaal nahi hota but you chose to stay away so now deal with it he said kissing no biting my cheeks.

And before I could react he pulled me outside his house locking the door he said let's go down or what will naina think what were we doing.

Karna sab kuch apne hai or fir bill mere pe fadna hai. Aap jaiye mai baad me aati hu. But ye banda meri ek bhi baat sune aisa ho nahi sakta

Chaliye shehnaaz ji bahut mushkil se mujhe ye samay aapke saath milte hai or abhi toh apko bahut kuch sehna or dekhna hai. Ye jo apne 1 mahina tadpaya hai na gin gin ke badle lena hai aapse.

Sidharth aapko samajh nahi aa raha kuch shayad? Ya fir dekh kar bhi andekha kar rahe aap? But he didn't pay any heed to my talks and we were in the lift alone and my heart accelerated.

Forgetting there's a camera in lift he pulled me and hugged me and whispered I missed you..I missed you so damn much.

And my heart fluttered I was falling yet again but before that I need to tell him I need time because he needs to know alot about me, my past and my ex.

Okay that's all for today!! Tell me how was the part. Well it's a short story so gearing up!! Vote and comment if you are liking the plot.

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