Chapter Seven
Oh What The Fuck?

3rd Person POV

selene went home and walked up the stairs to their balcony as they unlocked the door and let beetle into the house before they walked in and looked around at their room. nothing had changed, they would've thought that their mother would've snuck in and moved something but she didn't. she wasn't hurt, she was mad.

selene was the one that was hurt, they felt alone without their father and knowing that their mother would never understood hurt them. they laid down on their bed as they unhooked beetle from his leash and he jumped up

"oh god this sucks" selene stated and beetle nodded his head before selene turned their head and looked at their side desk. they were wrong , something had changed. the picture with their father

it was gone and selene knew who took it. they shot up out of bed and opened their door as they ran downstairs and there sat their mother on the couch and she twirled the picture in her hands and looked up at selene

"i miss him too you know" she started and selene scoffed

"mom can i please have the picture, i don't have any other and it's all i can look at" selene asked and she shook her head

"he's not dead you know, just not here" she exclaimed and selene nodded

"i know that mom but it doesn't make it easier" they said and they watched as tears grew in their moms eyes and they sat next to her

"mom please" they begged and she turned to look at her

"you always loved him more than me, you know that" she said and selene shook their head fastly

"mom no that's not true" they tried and she shook her head again

"but it is true, he was always nicer. he never pushed you, i was a horrible mother and i still am" she said and selene looked down at their lap sadly

"you're trying" selene said and their mother handed them the picture as they grabbed it and held it closely to them

"not hard enough and that has to change" she said and selene nodded

"night mom" they said and they got off the couch as they walked upstairs and sat on their bed again with beetle and sighed

"i lied to her bee, i couldn't even tell her the truth. i couldn't even say that i hated her" they said and they laid back down before they turned and out the picture back in the photo case

"ruff!" he barked and they laughed as they ran their hand over his ear and nodded

"yeah it's pretty rough right now buddy" they exclaimed and he leaned against their chest as they laid there and sighed. they lifted their shirt to their nose and they sighed

"i've been around her way too much lately buddy" they spoke and he chuffed as they nodded too until their phone rang and they turned. it was now 6:30 pm and they sighed as they picked up their phone

"metri, hey what's up?" they asked and demetri smiled as they sat up and looked around

"we're going to the arcade, do you want to come with?" he asked and selene sighed

"yeah i'll be there soon" selene said and demetri sighed gratefully

"thank you sel" he said and they nodded

"of course metri" they stated and they ended the call and got up out of bed. they changed their clothes and snuck out of their room. they climbed down their stairs and they walked to the arcade as they found demetri and sam quickly

"hey" selene called and they smiled at her happily

"hey sel" demetri said and selene looked at sam

"so what are we doing here?" selene questioned

"do i always have to have an alternative motive?" sam asked and selene shrugged

"i don't know do you?" selene contained and sam smiled sadly as she stared at them

"they're messing with chris again" sam said

"you do realize that i'm not on anyones side right?" selene asked and sam sighed

"i know but we need your help" sam tried

"if you truly need it i will help" selene stated and they smiled gratefully

"let's go inside alright" sam said and they both nodded as they walked into the arcade

"they're in the laser tag" chris said and they walked into the laser tag spot as they started to look around and they shut off the lights as they walked in

"what do you want?" hawk asked

"payback" sam said and selene raised their hands as they leaned againsr the wall and watched them fight until someone ran at them

"OH WHAT THE FUCK" they yelled as they ducked down and uppercut them and then they fought

"sam larusso where are you bitch?" tory caller and selene sighed

"oh fuck" selene said and they looked to see hawk holding demetris arm and they scoffed

"OH NO YOU DONT" selene ran forward and they grabbed his hair and pulled him back. they punched him in the face over and over as no one stopped them

"youre all pussies" they said as they stepped over hawk and helped demetri up

"all of you" selene said as they looked at tory and then at demetri

"we may have started it today but almost breaking his arm, his ex best friends arm, fuck all of you" selene said and they wrapped their arm around him

"this isnt over larusso" tory said and they walked out as selene watched with demetri

"are you okay?" selene asked as they looked at demetri

"only because of you, thank you sel" he said and they nodded before they turned and saw sam

"hey hey sam , you're alright they're gone. breathe" selene said and they ran over to her as they knelt down and held her hand

"just breathe" they said and she nodded as they took deep breathes together

"i'm glad you were here" sam said and selene nodded

"me too" they exclaimed with a sad smile. they only worried how this would effect their relationship with hawk and tory

but it would. there was no way it wouldn't

-ABBYS NOTES-
i love angst