Part 5 - Broken

Mahir's Pov

We are in her class now.

Kal jo kuch bhi hua. I can't forget in my life. I didn't sleep for the whole night..How much pain she has gone through. But I feel happy that she shared this things to me. how could she bear all this alone. She is the strongest woman I have ever seen.

After classes, Amelia declared that tonight she has to come in a pub.

Bela: Amie, try to understand please. I can't come. You know na I don't like parties, loud music and all this things. So what would I do there.

Amelia: I don't know anything. You had always denied. You are just 23. Stop behaving like oldies. You are coming. That's it!!

Bela: Sorry Amie. I can't. You go n enjoy.

Then Bela left. I ran behind her. She sat in the car. When Amelia came to me and said me to convince her.

Amelia: Please Mahir, Do something na. We all are going. And she is my best friend. These are the last few months of our college life. All of our friends are coming. She also needs relaxation. All the time she just works or involves in studies.
You just convince her and come with her at the pub . I will be waiting bye .

Me: Bye, I will try.

She is right. Bela has all rights to be happy. If that party would relax her mind then I should try.

I sat in driver seat and start driving.

Me: Mam, please agree with her. She was looking so sad.

Bela (instantly): Oh, so you also get sad after seeing her sad. And that's why you are saying me to go. Whom do you work for? Me or her? Mr. Bodyguard.

Oh my god. She is thinking that I am here to convince her for Amelia's sadness!

Me: No mam, you are getting me wrong. I want you to go enjoy with your friends. We all need relaxation sometimes.

Bela: I don't need....

Me: Please, mam pleasssse... I also want to go.

I made a puppy face. My puppy face always traps my mom. I hope it works today also.

She stayed quiet. I am sadly continue my driving.
After sometime,

Bela: Ok, I will go.

I instantly stopped her car and looked at her. I am so happy that she is going to enjoy like all other. I grinned ear to ear.

Me with a huge grin: Tonight 10 pm mam.

Bela: Hmm
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At around 10 pm,

I was waiting for her outside of the mansion. I wear a black shirt and denims.

Finally She came. I was stunned. I forget to breathe. My mouth got hung open. My jaw dropped. She is looking outstanding.

Bela's outfit

She came towards me. And she says something. Again I can't hear anything like the previous day. I was so lost in her Beauty. She just made my heart skip some more beats by her single appearance.

She shook my shoulder. And I came back to world.

Bela: .If you have done with staring at me, then can we go now?

Me(stammered): So-Sorry mam. ,I-I mean, I didn't do it in-intentionally

Bela: I understand.

She smirked.

Aarggh ,Mahirrr.. What did you do? Kya soch rhi hogi mere baare mein. She just caught you red handed this time. Control Mahir, control yourself. But it's became really difficult Infront of her!

I opened the car door for her and started driving.
Ummm, should I complement her?
No, no Mahir , you are just a bodyguard. Achha nhi lagega.
But she is looking stunning.
She caught me when I got busy staring at her. Ek complement to kar hi sakta hoon.
Bol doon? Bohot man kar raha hai.
Aur agar unhe bura lag gaya to!

Suddenly she broke the silence.

Bela: Why are you so silent today. Waise to itna bolte rahte ho. Is there any problem?

Me: No mam. Wo actually.. wo aap, I mean.. y-you..

Bela: Why are you stammering Mahir?

Me:.....

Bela: wo to tumhe washroom jana hai?

Me: What! No,No mam.

Bela: Then? then what?

Me: Ca-can I co-com-complement you?

Bela: Say it clearly Mahir. What's the matter?

I take a deep breath.

Me: Blue suits you. You are looking breathtakingly gorgeous.

Her cheeks are getting pink colour.
Was she just blushed!?
I can see from the mirror.
OMG, I can't believe it in my eyes.

But she isn't replying anything. Kya unhe bura laga hoga?
But I saw that she blushed.
I think I misunderstood.

Me: Sorry I shouldn't say that.

Bela: Kyun? Kya main tumhe acchi nhi lag rhi hoon?

Me: Noooo, You are looking heavenly beautiful, I just can't take take my eyes off....

I said in one breath.
Shit! Mahir!
Yeh kya bol dia. Control yourself.

She chukles and said

Bela: Thank you Mahir.

After this we reached.

We entered to the pub. It's really huge. So much loud music all around. All are drinking and dancing.

Suddenly someone came and hugged her tightly. My jaw clenches. I instantly pushed him. He fell down on the floor. How dare he! He hugged her that too Infront of me.

Bela held his hand and helped him to get up.
Bela: Are you ok, Daniel?

That clingy irritating jerk: yeah, I am.

Bela: Are you out of your mind. What's wrong with you?!

Bela yelled at me.
I can't speak anything. I am so angry right now.

Bela: Ok. I apologize to you behalf of him. I think he misunderstood you.

Clingy boy: Oh c'mon Bells. It's absolutely fine. You don't need to apologise to me sweetheart.

Bela: That's really sweet of you.

Then she turned to me and says,'' He is my friend, Daniel. And Daniel this is Mahir"

I composed my self and said

Me: Hello Daniel, I am sorry for my behaviour.

Daniel: It's cool bro. Come, Let's have fun.

Amelia came with 3 more boys, Alex, Kim, Ethan .She introduced them to me. They are her friends and as well as Bela's.
They pulled Bela with themselves, and I sat at the bar counter with Amelia.

Amelia: So, How's it? Are you enjoying it or not?

I am looking at Bela. She is dancing. Wow, She is a fantastic dancer too. I have to note it too on my heart book.

Amelia shakes me and said, " Stop staring at her, and do something. You have many compitition here."

I blushed.

Amelia: Oh my god Mahir, you are blushing. ICBI . Bells is so lucky to have you. You are too cute.

Me: You are getting it wrong Amelia. We are just friends.

I said bending my eyes down.

Amelia: oh c'mon. You can not hide it from me. I can see how much you like her .

Me: what makes you think like that, I don't know.

Amelia: So why you pushed him when hugged her, you were jealous, It was so clear. Anybody can see that.

Am I jealous??

But I don't have any right to feel jealous. I am just worker for her. Her Mr. Bodyguard that's it. Nothing can ever happened between us. She is rich, very very rich, she is beautiful, she has everything. She deserves better. And she will choose someone better than me one day. & I will pray to god always that she would get the best always, may she get all the happiness of this earth. May she gets her Mr. perfect soo, someone who will always love her more than himself. Someone who will respect her whole life.

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She is dancing with Kim.
I want to be happy that finally she is enjoying . But I can not. I got tears in my eyes. They started flowing without my permission. I cursed myself. Be happy Mahir. Look she is happy.

But as we all know that we have not any control in our heart. And whenever he touches her my heart clenched, whenever she smiles at him my heart breaks into hundreds of pieces.

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Bela's Pov

My legs are hurting now. Mahir was right. I really enjoyed here.
But where is he??
I was looking around suddenly my eyes went to the bar counter. He was sitting there. I went to him. He is looking down. I put my hand on his shoulder,

He looked up, and our eyes met. His eyes were red. He is not at all looking fine. I touched his forehead. If he has fever but no.

Me: Are you ok?? Why are you sitting like this. Why are your eyes got red?

He didn't reply anything. He is behaving strange.

Me: Let's go home now. Enough of all this.

He turned around showing me his back and say, " No mam, I am ok. You don't need to spoil your night for me. You go and enjoy with your friends.''

Something is definitely wrong .But we should go now. So I went to Amelia and others and said them ,''Bye, we need to go now, you guys continue."
They start requesting me for wait here some more time. But I don't have any mood now. I said them bye went to Mahir.
We left the pub and going towards the car. Suddenly I feel a hand of my shoulder. Mahir was before me. I was about to scream to but that person put his hand on my mouth and started dragging me.
Thankfully Mahir turned around and sees them. His eyes got more red.
He took of his hand from me. And slightly push me behind.
He beat them badly, very very badly. He screamed loudly at them that how dare they to touch me. I was numb on my feet. I never saw him like this before. He is always very calm. But today he is totally different. He palm and knuckles got hurt by beating them and started bleeding badly. I rushed towards him to stop him. he can murder those goons right here. Suddenly I heard a glass broken sound and turned around and saw that one
of them was trying to attack on me with that beer bottle. But Mahir saved me by hurting himself more. He hold that bottle behind me and that broke in his hand. I closed my eyes. There is so much blood. Mahir beat him into pulp . I tried to stop him with all my power but he was in another zone. Now all are on the floor. There are no chance to get up for them.

I took Mahir towards the car.
He was in devastating state. His eyes are blood red, his hairs got fully messy, his buttons are open. And and his hand! It's injured very very badly, look like they got rotten. There are still glass pieces in his hand. His knuckles are bleeding. I closed my eyes and started doing his first aid. But it's impossible I have to do it properly. I carefully take out the glass pieces from his hand. He flinched. I looked at him .still He is looking down . I applied antiseptics to his wound. suddenly I saw some water drops fell on his hand. I didn't realise when my eyes started flowing. It is the first time when I am crying Infront of someone after that incident. When my father died I didn't cried that day. I went all numb.
But today I can't stop my tears. They are just continuously flowing.
I bandaged his hand.
There are some more cut on this forehead and chest also.
I started applying medicines on wounds of his chest. He flinched by the action of antiseptics. I blew air from my mouth carefully. There are one more cut around his neck. I went close and ...I held his neck by one hand and went more close.

We are so close, our cheeks are touching, I can feel his hot breath on my neck. His intoxicating manly smell making me loose my senses. We stayed like this for sometimes.

Suddenly he jerked me away.
I opened my eyes and come to my senses I looked at him baffled.

Me: Are you fine, Mahir?? How can you do this? It's.....
He cut me.

Mahir: Let go home mam.

Me: What's wrong Mahir? Main tab se dekh rhi hoon tum bohot wierdly behave kar rahe ho.

I hold his another hand and said, " If there is any problem, you can tell me."

He try to open the car door and it's started bleeding again but he pays no attention to it.

I hold his another hand and stopped him.

Me: why are behaving like this? Why are you hurting yourself? If there is any problem share with me na. I can't see you like this please. M,Mahir, don't do this to me.
I cried.

Mahir: Mam you don't need to do all this.

Me: you can't tell what should I do and what not.

Tears are flowing continuously. They are like find their ways. And now they are unstoppable. How can he just say I don't need to all this. Anger started surfacing around me
Me: Then why did you do all this things for me that night? You also didn't need to do all that.

Mahir: I am your bodyguard. It's my duty to take care of you. I was just doing my job.

His words pierced my heart. That mean all this while he was just doing job and nothing else. And I fool took it in wrong way. It's all my fault.

Me: You are right Mr. Bodyguard. I took it in wrong way.

I started the car. Tears are continuing their job. They also ditched me today. Now It shows my weakness to him.

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Mahir's Pov

What did you do Mahir.
What does she do?
You just poured all your insecurities over her. She just wanted to help and you , you pushed her away. I decided that I will not expect anything from her and what did I do.
You are the one, whom she share her pain and now you are the reason behind her tears. . She is continuously crying. I didn't even deserve to be her friend. You hurt her Mahir. I should rot in hell .

I have to do something .

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