Part 18-- Drunk, Tears and Goodbye

Author's Pov

Few days later.

In a Bar,

Amie: Bells, enough. Look at you, you can not even stand properly.

Amie snatched the bottle from her hand.

Bela was in a highly drunken state.

Bela (drunken voice): Why would I stand? When I can seat. Give me back my bottle.

Amie: No.

Bela: Ok, waiter one more.

Amie glares at her him but waiter serves her as she already ordered to serve her as long as she says and she has already paid.

She got her drink and again continue.

Amie in a concerned voice: Bells, why are you doing this? Why are you hurting yourself?

Bela laughed a little: Hurt!? Am I ? Thank lord, atleast someone can see it. Oh my true bestie,can I get a hug?

Then she hugged Amie tightly. Amie patted her back to give her consolation.

Bela: But why am I hurt exactly???
Ummmm... I forgot. Can you tell me. But you know, I feel something is not right, something is broken inside me...but I couldn't point out exactly.

She keep blabbering...

Amie: Should I call Mahir?

Bela  broke the hug, saw her confused. Then something hits her.

Bela in a low voice: No. Never. I hate , I just hate...

Her throat dried, she choked her drink.

Amie patted her back to calm her down.

Bela: No, I can say it.

She tried to say again.

Bela: I just ,I just hate him...

Then tears clouds in her eye again.

Bela: Amie, you know na, how much I loved him....

Amie: Yes baby. I know, calm down. Relax.

Bela: But he, he doesn't. Or he does?? But Whatever he is doing,he is hurting me. I tried all possible way. I changed myself, my ways, my everything for him. But he didn't put any effort. Why?

Amie: Bells, ok. We will talk about it. Let's go home.

Ba: No. I will not go there.

Then she again starts drinking more. She is become uncontrollable today.

Mahir's Pov

I run towards her.

Amelia was trying to stop her, then she spotted me, give me a disgust look,shook her head and left the place.

I saw Bela put her head on the counter, holding a bottle. There are three more empty bottles. Amie told me that she became too impossible When she drinks, she got insane, and forgets everything next day.

Bela start saying something in a very low voice: Amie, where are you? You also left me alone. Everyone left me.
I am missing my dad.My dad always showed me the right way, when I felt like that.
He told me that He will always be with me. But he leaves me...
My mom also doesn't talk with me. No one loves me.
I am missing my country, my childhood memories, my home which I left in India. I didn't want to, but I have to came here...I am feeling so alone.

She cried.
I feel pain in my heart. I wish I could borrow all her pain to me. I wish I could do something.

I went to her and put my hand on her shoulder.

She turned back. Her eyes are completely red. She not even see properly.

Bela: Who are you?
Don't touch me.

She pushed me hardly.

Bela:I have a bodyguard ,you know. If he get to know na that you are trying to touch me. Then he will... , he will let you touch me.

She laughed.

Bela: Even he will help you to touch me.

My heart pierced, She thinks that I let any stranger to touch her.

She again took another bottle of vodka and start drinking.

Me: Bela, just stop it.

Bela: Ufff, stop shouting. I don't like noises. And who are to stop me,haan? I will do whatever I want. You are noone.

She again start drinking. I can see the bar boy is looking at her lustfully.

Me: Bela come with me. Please stop all this.

Bela: I don't go with any stranger.

Me: I am Mahir, your bodyguard.

She instantly turned to me.

She opened her eyes widely. Then keep blinking. Then she came to me and pinched my nose.

Me: What are you doing!?

Bela: What are you doing here. You just go. I don't wanna talk to you. I don't wanna see your face. I hate you to the moon and back. I just hate you.

I know she is not in her senses, but that word Hate when left from her mouth, my heart dropped in my stomach. I can not bear that she hates me.

I somehow control myself.

Me: Okay, we will talk about it. Now let's go.

I saw that the boys are ogling over her as she is the last piece of meat. I want to snatch those eyes right now. But right now Bela is more important.

I tried several times to convince her. But she is just so angry, she doesn't even ready to hear me. With no other option left I took her on my shoulder and start walking to the exit.

Author's Pov

Bela keep protesting with all mighty. She keep throwing her legs in airs, beating his back with her tiny fists.
At last she got exhausted, and keep quiet.
At that moment, Mahir dropped Bela from her shoulder, she pushed him and climb on the car.

Bela: London walo, dekhiye is ladke ko yeh mujhe kidnap kar rhe hai, aur ap sab ko pata hai he is my so called bodyguard.

Bela shouted and Mahir huffed.

Bela:You know what Mr. Bodyguard, My brother will kill you for this. I am so powerful you know.
Aur Power se yaad aaya dekho mujhme itna zyada power hai ki main chalte car ki upar bath sakti hoon. Can you do this??

Mahir: No, i can't. You are really great. Now can you please come down, We will go home.

Bela: Mr. Boring bodyguard, I don't want to go there. You just leave.

Mahir: How will I leave you alone here?

Bela: Like before. Like you always do.

Mahir didn't say anything.

Bela: Or by the way I am not alone. I can see everything double double, see there, there is three light pole...

Then suddenly she stands up the car with a shock expression.

Bela: Hey why didn't you tell me that your mom had triplets?

Mahir: Whatt???

Bela: Yes. There are two more person are standing beside your both side. They are exactly look like you.

Bela smiles at him and waves her hand.

Bela: Hello, Shahir. Hello Tahir.

Mahir: ...

Bela: Umm. Why are you guys not responding? What's wrong?

Mahir: There is no-one. Just you and me. It's just that you are too much drunk.

Bela frowned.

Mahir: Ok I'll give you alot of ice creams, now come.

Bela: You kidnapper!! I am not so naive. What do you think of yourself. Main tumhare jhase baar baar nhi fasne wali. Pahle hi main tumhare jal mein itna phasi huyi hoon.
Now I know, You are a thief. You stole my heart, you stole myself from me....

Mahir: Ok, aap niche aa jao. Aur mujhpe jitna chillana hai chillau.
Ap mujhe mar bhi sakti hai.

Bela excitedly: Really???

Mahir nodded: Yes..

Bela: Ok.

Then she came down, and Mahir helped her.

Mahir: Ab jitna marna hai, maro.

She punches on his arms several times. Then she stops.

Mahir: Kya hua?

Bela: Tumhe dard ho rha hoga na. Maine tumhe itna mara.

Mahir smiles: No mam.

Bela: You are too bad. I am angry with you. But still I am thinking about you. You did some black magic on me.

Mahir: Okay, now come here.

Bela: No...I am angry.

Mahir: Okay. You can punish me whatever you want to but after reaching to your Mansion.

Bela: Noo... I don't want to go there.

Mahir: So where do you want to go?

Bela keeps thinking. Suddenly she saw a mosquito on his cheeks.

Mahir: Did you decide?

Bela sushed him: Don't move. Just stay like that. Aj to main isse mar hi doongi. How dare she. How dare she kissing you, that too Infront of me.

Mahir: Who? Who is kissing me? What are you saying, I don't understand anyt...

Mahir got a tight slap from Bela.

Bela: Mission accomplished.

Bela rubbed her hand and smirked.
Mahir is still shocked.

Then she realised what she does and starts apologise to him numerous times.

Bela: I am sorry. I am so sorry. It was not intensional. Please don't be angry with me. That bloody mosquito was kissing you, you I just got jealous.

Mahir smiles at her and makes her seat in the car and he also get into the car.

He starts driving.

Mahir: You don't need to say sorry Mam. Mujhe utna bhi dard nhi hua.

Bela: Pata hai. Utna nhi hua hoga, jitna hurt tumne mujhe kiya.

She looked outside the window and burst into tears.

Bela: Kyun kiya yeh sab Mahir? Why did you do this to me? Kya kami hai mujhme. Agar tumhe mujhe badalna tha to main wo har kosis karti.
She turns to him, put her head on his shoulder.
You are too bad. I just hate you.

She keeps blabbering that she hates Mahir.

Then they arrived to their office.

He picked her up in his arms and goes to her spare room in the office.

He put her on her bed.

Then they looked into each other's eye. Tears are falling from their eyes. Their nose are touching, Bela's hand around his neck and Mahir's are on her waist.

Bela: Yeh sab kyun kiya Mahir? Tumne sab kharab kar di. You destroyed everything. Agar kuch tha hi nhi to itne pas kyun aye tum. You broke me Mahir. That's why I didn't like crying infront of anyone. It shows your weakness to them. Bohout dard ho rha hai Mahir, I hate you.

Mahir: & I love you

Bela: I hate you.

Mahir: I love you.

Bela: I just hate you.

Mahir: I love you.

Bela sobbed again: You are a lier. You are again playing with me.

Mahir looks into her eyes straightly: There really is no more truth in my life bigger than this. This is the biggest truth of life. This truth has became my life. I can live my life with this truth.

Bela: What do you want?

Mahir: Your happiness.

She laughed.

Bela: And you think that by doing all this you make me happy?

Mahir: Hmmm.

Bela: You are damn wrong. Mr. Bodyguard.

Mahir's tears are falling on her face. They get more close to eachother. Mahir left his one hand from her waist and hold her cheek. Bela put her one one hand on his cheek and pulled him closer. Mahir saw her finger and that ring.

Mahir in a low voice: This is not right.We are doing wrong....

Bela in lower voice: Kiss me Mahir.

Mahir: You are engaged with Asad.

Bela: Who is he?

Mahir: Bela please. Yeh hum teeno ko bohut hurt karega age jake.

Bela: Jitna ho rha hai usse bhi zyada??

Mahir: ....

Bela: These is all because of this ring.

Before Mahir could do something, she harshly pulled that ring out from her finger and throw it somewhere.

He pulled her hand, saw blood is flowing down on the bedsheet from her finger.

Mahir: Yeh kiya kya apne?

He took finger into his mouth. He sucked her wound gently. It was a small but deep cut.

Mahir: Kyun karti hai ap yeh? Why are you hurting yourself? Apko pata hai na apko taqleef mein dekhke apse zyada mujhe dard hota hai.

Bela didn't say anything and keep staring at him.

Mahir: Is it paining?

She smiles.

Mahir brings the first aid kit and banded her finger.

Mahir didn't say anything to her, just stared at her.

Mahir: I am leaving this job.

Tears are continuously rolling down from her eyes.

Mahir: I hope, after this, our life would be a little easier.

Bela keep sobbing in his arms.

Mahir: Hum mile hi kyun... I wish hum kabhi mile hi na hote.
I hate you Mr. Bodyguard.

Mahir pecked her lips.

Mahir: And I will love you all my life.

Then again he captured her lips in his. and lost in her. His hands lost in his hair. He sucked her lips, chin. Then he sucked her tears away. Bela then again pulled him in a long passionate kiss. She hold neck and hair tightly. Mahir enters his tounge in her mouth. They tangled their tounge with eachother. Bela moaned in his mouth. They keep kissing each other again and again. He taste every corner of her mouth. He can taste the alcohol she have. He poured all the love he has for her, and she poured all her pain in that that moment.

After this, Mahir backed up. They touched their foreheads with eachother. Both are breathing heavily.
They looks at eachother's eye for a long time.

Mahir: I am leaving mam.

Bela cried more and hold his hand more tightly.

Bela: No. Please. Don't go. How will I live without you. You said you love me. And you are leaving me alone.

Mahir: You are not alone anymore. There is someone who will take care of you. Who will love you more than me. Who can afford your happiness, your dreams. Who, made for you.

Bela: No. Please don't say all this. Please don't go. I am begging to you. I promise ,tum jo bologe wo karungi. Please don't leave me.

Mahir's Pov

I sat near her and stroking her hairs.

Me: You should sleep. You need rest.

Bela: I know, you'll go if I sleep.

Mahir: Close your eyes Bela.

She closed her eyes.

Bela: Ok, see. I am listening all your words. Please don't leave me.

She hold my hands tightly and keeps on her chest.

I keep stroking my finger in his hair

Flashback

Eleven days before her before her birthday,

Arav called me in his room which was quite unusual. He always talk with me in his study room.

Arav: Seat Mahir.

I took a place on the couch.

Arav: I need a favour from you.

Favour?? Favour is a so small word. I can sacrifice my life if he asks. His father and he helped us on our most crucial time. He was always there to help. I only took favours from him. Actually I can't disrespect it by naming their kindness with favour. It was much more than that. I will be obliged if I can do something for him.

Me: You don't need to ask for any favour. I owe you Arav. Which you did for me, I can not forget in my life. I can give my life you.

Arav: Make Bela convince to marry Asad.

And that's when actually he ask something which is more than my life.

Arav: Asad's family send alliance for Bela. There are already thousands of alliance for Bela. But I want to choose the best for her. And I think he will be the best. Asad loves her a lot. Nowadays I am observing so many changes in her you. She keeps smiling all the time. She started partying around with her friends, She started expressing her feelings. Which she never did after that incident. I think Asad is behind all this. He is capable to take care of her, he is capable to protect her, he is capable to keep my sister happy.
But I know, she will deny as she don't wanna leave us.
And I know what happened in Asad's birthday party. I think Bela is still somehow angry with that fact. But look at Asad, he personally said sorry to you. He is so down to earth, he is a billionaire businessman. I mean, kon kisi bodyguard ko aise sorry bolta hai. Make Bela realise that Asad was not wrong that day. And if possible try to convince her for him.
I hope, you understand what am I trying to say. She is my responsibility. And I want a best life for my sister.

Arav: What are you thinking Mahir?

Me: No, nothing. You are right. She deserves it. I promise you I will try my best.

Arav: Thank you Mahir.

And then he hugged me.

I left that room.

I realized that my illusion comes to an end. Everything has finished. My imaginary world, my hopes, my heart everything broke down. My world crumpled down. That day , that nightmare where someone come and take her away from me is going to happen very soon. But god why me? Why do you choose me to convince her for all this?
I can't say a no to Arav as once he helped us when we needed most. I owe him. It's more than us. And moreover, it is the right decision. Later or now someday it has to be happen. I am the one who wants a best life for her, and that Asad is able to give her that life, that happiness. What do I have to give her? Nothing. I have nothing. It's only possible in films, novels and dreams. But it is reality. I am a worker like thousands other. And she is a Queen. I think it's the time to take a exit from her life and let someone enter into her life. Bela's Mr. Perfect is finally here.

Flashback ended

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After tonight, I will never show my face to you again. I am sorry, I am sorry for all, what happened between us. I am sorry for hurting you, I am sorry that I came into your life,I am sorry for the mess that I create, I am sorry that we can't be together ever. I hope you'll get all the happiness, love and success. I wish you never cry after this. I love you.

I kissed her forehead. She is sleeping, but her tears are flowing down, I wiped those tears.

I don't know how will I live after this. Tonight is the last night I am seeing you. Tonight is the last night we are together. I wish time could Stop here.
I wish I can tell you how much I love you, i wish I can cherish you for our lifetime, I wish we could stay together forever, I wish we can marry to eachother and live happily ever after, I wish we could make babies, I wish we could grow old together.
But I want to thank god that he gives me a chance to meet you, to know you, to love you. I will live my life with all the memories we had together. I don't know tomorrow you will remember tonight or not. But I hope you'll not remember anything. I hope you will forget me as soon as possible.

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