Sunshine flooded the room as Rayne awoke. A stark awareness inched across her skin, not needing to open her eyes to know she was alone in the bed, and she didn't like it—not one little bit.

She had fallen to sleep with two men and woke up with neither. Eyes adjusting to the brightness they settled on the clock. Earlier than usual. Much too early for Nathan to be up. She wasn't sure of Jaxon's sleeping habits... yet.

No time to worry regarding the reasons they had left her to sleep alone, the extra time would give her the incentive to complete the chores she had overlooked and get a head start on breakfast. Flicking the covers back, she tensed at the soreness between her thighs; a heaven-sent soreness as the previous night's activities unfolded in her mind to flood her body with delight.

Dropping from the bed, she quickly headed to the bathroom. Her routine would run as clockwork with no one to interfere as the spread of familiarity warmed her tummy. She had neglected her routine over the past few days and although she would never complain. It left her feeling on edge, aware too much change too soon would lead to no good.

~ ~

Two hours later, the kitchen floor sparkled, breakfast arranged, and she had showered and dressed. The weight lifted was like nothing she could easily describe; the sense of calm was beyond measurable.

Looking in the mirror, she left her hair down, her wild curls framed her face. Tempted to clip it up, she stopped, knowing that both Nathan and Jaxon preferred it down.

That left her with one that thing to do... find her men!

Wanting to locate Nathan first, popping her head out their bedroom door, she would check the guest room next to their bedroom. Peeking inside, she saw a familiar and welcome sight. Nathan was sleeping peacefully, flat on his back, his hand rested on his chest, moving up and down with ease. How could she be upset with him when he looked so handsome and peaceful?

Heading toward Jaxon's room with a spring in her step, she refrained from knocking and cracked the door to slip her head inside, sure he would be asleep too. "You're awake?" she whispered, surprised to see him exit his bathroom, with a toothbrush perched in his mouth.

He held up his hand to signal her to come in whilst he turned and returned to the bathroom to rinse his toothbrush. Hearing Rayne humming, he stopped in the doorway, leaning his heavy frame against it to find her eagerly stripping the sheets from his bed. "I see you're on top form this morning?" he pointed toward his bed.

"Oops," she shrugged and blushed concurrently. "Sorry, its habit. You weren't planning on going back to bed?" Her eyes strayed over his broad shoulders down his bare chest, slightly pink and damp from the heat of the shower.  Lower her eyes widened; those sexy black boxers did little to conceal his growing erection. 

Her breath caught; a swirl of arousal sent a burst of heat through to her thighs. He affected her just as much as Nathan.

"Not unless you were planning on getting in there with me, little one?" He lifted an eyebrow to watch her cheeks singe a deeper pink.

Rayne double blinked—was he serious? She wasn't sure how she felt about being alone with Jaxon without Nathan.

True, they had got a little carried away the previous morning, but how would Nathan feel if she were to make love to Jaxon without him being there?

Jaxon observed her grip the sheets tightly, her knuckles whitening, lack of eye contact.  Worried that he may have overstepped the mark, he pushed from the doorway, stepping into the bedroom. "Everything okay, Rayne?"

Her eyes flicked up, giving her head a small shake.

Was that a no? "Talk to me, Rayne."

"What?  Oh, sorry Jaxon, yes, I'm fine. " She wasn't as she bit her lip, confusion running rampant. "I was distracted." 

Forcing her hands to relax their grip on the sheet, the urge to wake Nathan, seek his guidance on their relationship etiquette was overwhelming.  She had barely scratched the surface of a relationship with one man, and now two? It boggled the mind.

Drawing her attention back to Jaxon, his eyebrows furrowed.   Not wanting to worry him. A change of subject was necessary. "Why did you both leave me... to sleep alone?"

Jaxon walked around the bed toward her and sat at the edge. "Come here." He gently tugged the sheet from her hand and pulled her to him.

Fighting the rising confliction within, she didn't resist as he opened his legs. Now firmly planted between his thighs, his warm hands ran over and around her hips.

"Is that what's upsetting you, Rayne?"

Unsure how to answer, her brain debated. Surely Nathan wouldn't mind her being alone with Jaxon in his room without him.  Would he?

A slight shrug lifted one of her shoulders. 

Relief swept through him. "We didn't want to disturb you. In addition, that bed is too small for all three of us and neither of us was willing to let the other be in bed with you. So that left the only other option. We would all sleep separately.

"What? From now on?"  No, no, no, that would not do. This would need to aired and righted.  She added it to her list of queries for Nathan.

Jaxon smirked. "Don't worry, I have a huge bed back in the city. We will organize movers to get it here by the end of the day. Neither of us wants to be separated from you, little one."

His words only aided in her confusion. So, neither wanted the other to sleep with her alone?

Jaxon ran his hand down to rest on her ass, gently squeezing. "I believe I'm owed a proper good morning... I missed you."

"Good morning Jaxon." She giggled.

He shook his head. "No, little one. I want a kiss from those pretty lips of yours."

Rayne blushed, averting her eyes as shyness raised its head—but how could that be when only hours before he'd been buried deep, touching nerves she didn't know existed?

Jaxon sensed her hesitation, confusing it with doubt, stoking on his own fears. "Are you okay with yesterday Rayne and last night—with me?" His jaw clenched. "Do you need to talk about it?"

Rayne met his eyes, doubt and unease tangled in the depths, darkening the edges of his irises'. She wouldn't let her shyness drive his insecurities. And aside from the confusion, she was happy, thrilled.

But to remain happy, a balance was needed. Boundaries and rules needed clarifying. And above all else, Rayne was clear about one thing—they played by Nathan's rulebook.

"Yes, Jaxon, I'm fine, honestly." She placed her hands on his bare shoulders. "It's an adjustment and if you asked me a week ago if this could happen, I would have thought you crazy. But now the three of us—together. I can't imagine you not being here."

That was her truth.

The tightness in his chest eased somewhat. "Good, little one.  I don't want to be anywhere but here with you and Nate." He shifted one hand, running his thumb across her cheek, down and across her full bottom lip. She was so fucking beautiful, not even needing to try. Sliding his hand around the back of her head he pulled her down towards him, their lips connected.

Rayne relaxed into his touch, her small hands gripping his broad shoulders tightly as his fiery mouth engulfed hers.

Pulling back breathless, their eyes locked. Desire had replaced his doubt.

Jaxon wasn't one to beat around the bush and in one swift move pulled her down onto the bed and rolled himself on top to cage her beneath her.

His lips seeking hers, his tongue dipped into the heat of her mouth, her flavour teasing his hunger for her.

Rayne moaned as Jaxon kissed her deeply, as with every kiss from Jaxon, he demanded all her attention. She could feel his heart racing, beating a rhythm that matched her own.

Jaxon couldn't ever recall feeling this excited from kissing a woman. She did things to him that no other had.  Taking a last sweep of her soft tongue, he withdrew reluctantly, needing his intention to be clear.

His hardness pressed into her as he groaned above her. His eyes, the deepest brown she recalled seeing as he remained motionless above her. "I want you little one."

Rayne stilled, blinking rapidly. Bringing her hand from his shoulder to lay it flat against his smooth chest.

He sensed the change. "Rayne?"

"I—" she paused.

His spine hardened, tone firm. "Talk to me."

Heart beating fast. "I'm not sure how this works Jaxon." Sure, her heart was a beat away from bursting from her chest.

Jaxon took a moment to process, the anxiety in her eyes sobering. "Do you mean between me and you—when Nathan isn't with us?"

Her breath left her lips in a whoosh. Relief that he understood. "I want you Jaxon, but will that upset Nathan?"

He rolled from her lying beside her looking up to the ceiling.

The air chilled around her. "Have I upset you Jaxon?"

Jaxon exhaled. He couldn't be angry with Rayne; this was new for her. "No, I'm not upset, little one. Perhaps you should find Nathan and talk to him."

He sat up and shifted to the edge of the bed, scrubbing his hands through his hair.

Rayne sat up the need to ease the thick tension grew. "I want you Jaxon, please never doubt that. But I need to know the rules. I don't want to upset either of you."

~ ~

Leaving Jaxon in his room, she returned to Nathan's room. Stepping inside, he walked from the bathroom, with a towel wrapped around his waist.  Relief seeped through her small body as he smiled brightly.

"You're a sight for tired eyes, sweetheart, come here."

She walked towards him, wrapping her arms around him, pressing her cheek against his warm, smooth chest. "I never want to wake up without you again."

"Ah, yes, I'm truly sorry about that." He rubbed her back soothingly. "I didn't want Jaxon to feel you favoured me over him. But have no fear my love, I shall rectify it by this evening."

Being in his arms reminded her just how much she loved this man, he was as always her anchor. "I know—I just spoke with Jaxon."

Stiffening in his arms. "Something on your mind, Rayne?"

Moving her head, she looked up at him. "Can we talk Nathan, I'm a little—" How could she phrase it? "Unsure."

Goddammit!  Had he pushed her too far, ran before they could walk? Internally cursing. "Unsure sweetheart?"

Rayne stepped out of his embrace, clenching and unclenching her fists. "Yes. I need to know how this all works."

Tension eased somewhat from his shoulders. Okay, that didn't sound like regret. "I'm going to need you to clarify what you mean, Rayne." He held out his hand, relieved when she entwined their fingers. "Let's sit." He led her to the bed, sitting he pulled her onto his lap.

Rayne sighed. It would be better just to blurt it out—pussyfooting around would not benefit her apprehension. "Am I allowed to—" she paused, furrowing her brow. "To be with Jaxon, when you're not there and the same goes for you. Am I allowed to be with you without Jaxon?"

"I see." The remaining tension slipped from his body. "Simple answer is yes, sweetheart."

Sagging against him. "And it won't upset you?"

"No. There are going to be times when I want you all to myself and the same goes for Jax.  Just as there will times like last night when we want you together. Does that help explain it?"

It did, somewhat. "And last night, you were fine with Jaxon—" She didn't care for the word fucking  first thing in the morning and making love didn't hit the mark either.

He sensed her struggle. "Rayne for this to work, we have to be open and honest. I'm more than happy for Jax to fuck you and I'm certainly happy to watch as I'm sure you grasped last night."

Her blush brought a smile to his lips. "But you have to be okay—you come first in this picture. And that is one thing me and Jax agree on."

That helped. "So, you really enjoyed... just watching?"

"Yes, but that doesn't mean I won't fuck you and Jax watch or and I'm hoping that sometimes we can both make love or fuck you sweetheart... at the same time."

Her eyes widened, gulping.  At the same time?   She remembered the other night when he touched her... there, his tongue wet and hot against her back hole. Her mind couldn't quite picture it.

Knowing exactly how her brain worked, he would set her mind at ease. "You don't have to be worried, Rayne. We don't have to rush into anything you're not ready for." He ran his hand through her curls. "But tell me, did you enjoy last night?"

She nodded. "Yes, very much." An image of Jaxon easing himself inside her forced her sex to clench.

"Good, and I can promise you're going to love having us both. I will make it good for you, sweetheart."

A rush of excitement swelled in her tummy. Heat rose within her. That she could be with both men was a thought that would not easily be pushed aside.

Nathan, never one to waste an opportunity decided a little push in the right direction. "Would you let me give you a taster, sweetheart?"

She didn't quite understand. But watched his eyes darken and him harden beneath her. "Yes."

"I can't tell you how happy that makes me Rayne."

Those words heated her insides.

"I need to get something from our room and by the time I return, I want you naked and lying face down on the bed."

"Here?" she asked.

"Yes, sweetheart. Here."

His tone as last night was one she would not oppose. "Okay."

"Good." She raised from his lap as he lifted her chin leaning in, a chaste kiss followed. "Be right back."

Rayne watched him leave and quickly undressed. And as commanded, lay face down on the bed.

Nathan returned moments later, happy to find her naked.  His cock swelled, tenting under his towel.

Eyes big, she turned to face him.

"Don't look so worried, sweetheart. You trust me?" He ripped his towel from his waist throwing it out of Rayne's sight.

She did trust him, completely. "Yes Nathan."

Placing the item on the bed, he climbed on, straggling her slight frame.

"Nathan?"

"Shush, you need to relax, first."

"Are you sure you have time... for this?" She didn't want him to be late as he hadn't stated he would take another day's leave.

"For this Rayne, I have all the time in the world. Now I need you to be quiet and still—can you do that for me?" 

"Yes, Nathan."

"Good." He reached for the bottle, popping the cap he poured a little oil over his hands working into through his fingers.

He heard her sigh as his hands made light work of exploring her upper body, her skin so soft and warm as he headed lower, he felt her wince. "Relax sweetheart. I want you to close your eyes and breathe."

Unknowing of what was to come, she breathed out and forced herself to relax.

He quickly found a rhythm, running his hands across her shoulders, down her arms, her back, waist.  No curve was left without attention, her tension melted away under his touch. "You are so beautiful, Rayne."

Carefully adjusting himself, he shifted her legs apart, planting himself in the middle. His hands worked across her thighs, dipping inside and up towards her ass.

Soon she was putty in his hands. Small sighs of contentment came forth.

He let his fingers slide down, slipping inside her pussy.  Damn, she was soaked, clearly aroused.

His eyes widened as he brought his fingers out and turned his attention to her ass, spreading her cheeks wide, bending he ran his tongue around her puckered hole. She flinched but then relaxed.

He ignored the unceasing throb to his dick as his tongue explored, pushing in the tip whilst slipping his finger back inside her wet heat.

Rayne moaned at the strange sensation of his tongue there and his finger inside her pussy. She couldn't deny the rush of excitement to see or feel what he would do next.

He pulled back, licking across his bottom lip. "Do you want me to keep going sweetheart?"

Did she?  Yes!  "Yes, please."

Smiling he watched her pert butt wiggle to tempt him. He ran his hand down the crease of her ass, pressing his thumb against her tight hole. "Have you ever had anything in your ass Rayne... a finger... vibrator?"

"No," she whispered.

"We're going to go slow then. You're going to feel a bite of pain, but I promise it will only last a moment."

"Okay."

He reached for oil, rubbing a little more into his finger and thumb. Rubbing it into over her ass. "Take a deep breath sweetheart." he pushed in his thumb.

A squeak broke free. "Breathe Rayne."

Rayne's breathing quickened, he was right, the pinch of pain increased as his thumb went deeper.

"Good girl."

Pulling out his thumb, he quickly replaced it with his finger, pushing in till it buried his knuckle within the tight ring of muscle. "Feel full sweetheart?"

She wondered how she would ever take anything bigger down there. She hissed, but the pain was welcome as it faded to the release a wave of pleasure.

Making tight twirls inside her, her muscles contracted as her hands clenched into fists.

Shifting slightly, he let his other hand run underneath to find her clit. Rubbing, he pumped his finger in and out of her ass. "You with me Rayne?"

"Yesss," she breathed out.

"You're doing so well, sweetheart."

Deeper and faster, she gasped for air, suddenly needing more as her stomach tightened.

"I'm going to have my cock deep inside your beautiful ass...soon.  Would you like that, Rayne?" He pushed two fingers into her pussy and now fucked her ass and pussy in tandem.

Rayne cried out as she pushed backwards. "More...please."

Pushing onto her knees, she tightened around his fingers moving in and out of her. Raising her head high, her moans filled the bedroom.

Nathan knew the moment his brother had set foot in the room. A quick flick of his head had Jaxon slipping from his joggers as he walked towards the bed, his heavy erection in hand.

Jaxon climbed onto the bed, kneeling beside her as she looked toward him.  Lips parted, eyes glazed over, heavy with lust. "Those moans from that sweet mouth of yours are driving me crazy, little one."

Nathan continued his quick shallow thrusts, reaching for her g-spot. "Fuck her mouth Jax, she's close."

Jaxon ran his hand under her chin as she licked her lips, her mouth watered extending her neck to lick the end. He groaned, his eyes closing for a brief second. "You have a beautiful mouth, little one."

"It would be even more beautiful with your cock in it," quipped Nathan.

Rayne was sure she heard an impatient edge to Nathan's tone.

Jaxon moved closer as the broad head of his cock pushed past her waiting lips, forcing himself further to pull back and then push in again deeper. "Fuck little one, yes, like that, wrap your sweet mouth around my cock."

Nathan suddenly removed both hands and lined his cock up with her pussy and slammed it home, making her tits bounce. He clasped her hips, pumping hard and fast, his cock was fit to burst, it wouldn't take long for him to erupt.

Rayne tried to remain still as Nathan fucked her punishingly from behind, each thrust forced a grunt as his fingers pinched her skin on her hips.  One hand shifting, snaking around and under to rub her clit.

Jaxon found his rhythm, as he watched his thick cock slide in and out, her eyes watching him through her long dark lashes.

Having two men inside her furthered the knowledge that she wanted this, wanted them.

Jaxon pumped steadily in and out of her mouth and Nathan fucked her tight pussy hard and fast.

"Come for me Rayne." Nathan yelled out, pinching her clit hard as she shrank around him.  He exploded deep inside her.  At the same time Jaxon released his hot strings of come down her throat, pulling out just a little to allow room.

Rayne sucked and swallowed until he was spent.  As he withdrew, all three panted before collapsing onto the bed, a tangled mess of arms and legs.

Jaxon pulled her tightly against him, his unease evaporating as she snuggled closer to him. "You take my breath away little one," he whispered as she found his hand resting on her tummy and squeezed it tightly.