Jaxon's heart sat in his throat, waiting, unaware of how long he'd been kneeling in front of Rayne. The seconds spanned into minutes—or so it seemed.  Doubt cruelly taunted him.  Sure, she would put an end to this...whatever it was.

"Yes, Nathan."

Jaxon double blinked. Fuck me.

"Then ask him nicely, sweetheart."

Her stormy greys lifted to greet his feral lustful stare. "Will you touch me please Jaxon?" Nathan cupped her breasts offering them to him.

His eyes glanced to Nathan's before returning to sight before him—beckoning him. He wouldn't refuse such a request from her sweet, full lips.  "Gladly, Rayne."  He nudged closer and took her each breast in his hands to hear her suck in sharply.  It had never felt so good to hold a woman's breasts before.  Soft, warm, filling his large hand as his thumbs slid across her hard, tight nipples. Pink small peaks, just as he'd pictured. He almost salivated as his cock throbbed painfully.

"Aren't they perfect, Jax?"

His lips pulled to one side, as the heat in his eyes cooked her insides. "Yes, they are." He squeezed, pushing them together.  "Makes me want fuck her beautiful tits."

"Rayne, do you need Jaxon's touch to be firmer?  And remember you steer this ship, we can stop at any time."

Rayne nodded her head, swallowing to ease the dryness suffocating her throat.

"I need words, Rayne."

"Yes, Nathan, I need Jaxon to be rougher with me," she answered breathlessly.

Jaxon needed no further invitation.  Squeezing firmly, he tugged each nipple, increasing the pressure until Rayne moaned out, her eyes rolling back slightly. "Yes," she moaned.

Sweet music to Nathan's ears, his jaw clenched as he gave one hard thrust deep inside her pussy to feel her clench him tightly. "Fuck, you feel so good, you're making me so goddamn hard sweetheart."

"Perfect," muttered Jaxon, tugging harder, the ends darkening as his eyes lifted to watch Rayne scrape her teeth across her pouty bottom lip. Fuck, he wanted to taste, run his tongue across them, bite, suck. But he knew better than to take without permission.

"This is all about your pleasure, Rayne.  I want you to have this pleasure without shame." reaffirmed Nathan.

"Yes, yes Nathan."

"Good girl.  I'm going to fuck your tight little cunt nice and deep and Jax is going to touch you. You have to tell me now if you don't want that."

Rayne closed her eyes. "Yes, yes I want that." Oh god, did she want that. To feel Nathan deep inside her and Jaxon touching her, wanting nothing more than to take pleasure and to please Nathan.

"Good Rayne, now spread your legs wider for me." Raye complied as he released her arms, running his hand down both her arms, whilst giving his brother the nod.  "Make our girl come, Jax."

Rayne didn't miss his use of the word 'our' as something detonated, spreading warmth like a nuclear reactor.

Jaxon also didn't miss the reference, disappointed that he couldn't see Rayne's eyes for their reaction. "How?" Jaxon focused on Nate, waiting for instruction, needing to take more of what Rayne would offer him.

Cocking a brow, Nathan smirked. "Touch her with your hand, Jax. Lets see how much our girl wants to come."

Jaxon released one breast to trail his hand down her torso, over her smooth pussy. Her swollen clit peeked through her fleshy folds. Circling slowly with his finger, Rayne moaned out, clenching down on Nathan as he thrust up once more to hold himself buried deep.

"Your aching to come aren't you little one?" Jaxon's top lip curled, pinching her nipple hard, whilst torturously slow circling her clit. Rayne moaned out, the sweetness of the pleasure and pain electrified each nerve. "Do you want me to help you come, little one?"

"Yes, please...please, I need it," she whimpered.

"How does it feel, my brother touching you Rayne, fingering that sweet little clit of yours?"

She could hear the excitement in Nathan's tone. "Good...it's so good." Her eyes fluttered open to meet Jaxon's. The desire for her in his eyes sent a throb to the centre of her core.

"That makes me happy, Rayne." He looked at Jaxon. "I want you to make our girl come with your mouth." He thrust again. "Relax on your hands, head down for me, sweetheart." Easing her forward, trailing his hand down her spine round over her firm ass.

Jaxon went down quickly, lying on his back.  Upside down, Rayne's darkened eyes met his as she moved her hands further apart so Jaxon could fit beneath her.

Although upside down, Jaxon cupped her face for a brief moment.  "Rest your hands on me, if you need to little one."

Shuffling back, he could see where Nate and Rayne joined, almost buried to the root as he reached up slightly and found her swollen peeking clit.  The smell of her arousal was his undoing as he flicked his tongue to hear her gasp, her warm hands moved across his rapidly heating body, fingers embedding themselves just below his ribs.

Nathan thrust again, tilting upwards, deeper now with her legs spread wide. The heat of her almost scorching his cock.

"Oh my god!" cried out Rayne, eyes widening, mouth parted as Jaxon's tongue licked and teased her clit whilst Nathan was buried so deeply, his balls pressed tight against her.

Jaxon latched on to her sweet little bundle of nerves, sucking eagerly, drawing on every ounce or oral skill eating her sweet pussy.  With each broken gasp and cry the beat of her clit throbbed against tongue, his heart beat faster. Fuck at this rate he would come without even being touched, his balls tight and heavy.

Rayne closed her eyes, letting her feelings stream through her. No shame. No routine. No doubts—just feelings, overwhelming feelings.

"Good sweetheart?" He wished he could see Jaxon eating her pussy. His cock swelled at the mental image.

"So, so good," she replied, her head dropping slightly.

Nathan withdrew and pushed in again, slowly finding his rhythm before increasing the pace.  It wouldn't be long before she came undone if her accelerated breaths and moans were anything to judge by.

Rayne couldn't think another conscious thought, as Nathan braced her hips, his fingers digging in as his cock stretched her wide, delving deep on each thrust.  Jaxon licked and sucked from below.  Her cries became louder and louder as Nate's sweet cursing and filthy words licked at the darkness, she held so tight inside.

"Hold her still Nate," cried Jaxon as his fingers parted her folds so he could suck her whole clit into his mouth. She shuddered above him.

Nathan grunting, droplets of sweat beaded at the back of his neck and ran down from his temples. As he held onto her sweet hips, digging in his fingers a little more securely, he was sure he would leave a mark—his mark.  "Come for me Rayne, I want you to come on my cock, fucking come for us." His breathing was heavy, laboured as his balls slapped against her hot flesh as he pounded her harder without mercy.

Rayne was sure she would detonate any second, not sure if to scream or cry, awash with some many feelings, heading towards that place when she felt nothing but calm, elated... peaceful. On hearing Nathan's words, she set herself free. Her fingers dug into Jaxon's abdominal muscles.

Jaxon felt Rayne's arms tremble, knowing her orgasm was already underway. He changed his technique from a suck to a bite, and in that ultimate final act, Rayne tensed and stilled, releasing a keening cry and came harder than she'd previously known, her whole body quivered with fiery sensations, juddering as the pain and pleasure were one within her.

Jaxon's dick so hard, he too released hot streams of come straight into boxers.

"Fuck! Fuck!"  Nathan swiftly followed, bursting deep inside his little Rayne-drop.  "Fuck, fuck, fuck." He lowered his wet forehead against the damp skin of her creamy smooth back.  "Perfect Rayne... perfect."

Jaxon let his head drop, the taste of Rayne's abundant cream on his tongue.  He had tasted nothing as sweet.

Nathan's cocked twitched, emptying his final offerings as her tight walls squeezed every last drop from his now softening cock. Still breathing heavily he managed to bring himself up, running his hand around her waist to pull her tightly against him before pulling them both back, he sat on the floor, his heart swelling with every single pound.  Shifting Rayne onto his lap he gripped her tightly as she trembled from the force of her orgasm. "I love you sweetheart, thank you." He whispered into her hair.

Jaxon sat up, looking back towards his brother and Rayne.  He couldn't see her face, her wide curls messily covering her beautiful face from view.  What he felt was familiar and strong—the burn of jealousy.  He wanted to hold her against him, feel her in his arms.  Getting up from the floor, he adjusted his sticky boxers and left the room, heading back upstairs. Ignoring Nate as he called his name.

~ ~

Half an hour later, Jaxon cleaned up, hair still wet from the shower, lay in bed with one arm behind his head, staring at the ceiling above.  Thoughts came fast, mixed scrambled messages, each one offering no comfort from the confusion jumbling his brain. 

He heard a light tap on his door.  "I'm awake." He lifted his head.

Nathan entered the room.  To be greeted by Jaxon's angry glare.  "What's crawled up your ass?"

Jaxon forced himself to sit up, running both hands through his hair, before throwing them up in the air.  "You, you're really fucking me off, Nate."

Nathan stood at the foot of his bed, folding his arms across his chest.  "Why—what did I do?"

"Are you for fucking real, Nate—Why?" he muttered a few more chosen curse words under his breath. "Well, let's start with the fact that Rayne knows nothing about how we've shared all our past lovers.  And Rayne's special, unlike anybody we've—you've been with before. I don't think you realize what you're doing with her.  She could get hurt here—we could hurt her."

Nathan bristled at his brothers' tone, his nostril flaring. "Keep your voice down. And did she look like I coerced her into what just happened?"

"You damn well know It's not the same thing, Nate.  Every one of our past lovers has been well aware of what we want, who you are, who we are." He rubbed his forehead in despair. "What we just did down there, Nate—was wrong."

"I would never do anything to hurt her Jax.  You damn well know that. That woman owns me, body, heart and soul." Irritated by the indignation of his accusation.   He reigned in his frustration.  His brother's words burned because some truth lay behind them.   "I'm going to talk to her later, tomorrow.  I tried to talk to her earlier, when she told me what had happened on the boat.  But the moment run-away from me."

Jaxon sat up fully pressing against the wooden headboard behind. Yanking one knee up and closer he rested his elbow on his knee whilst sighing.  "How is she?"

Nathan watched Jax's arms flex, he was trying to keep his anger under control.  "She's good.  Just drifted off to sleep."

"And what if later when she realizes what occurred downstairs, and she's not okay—what are you going to do then?"

"I will talk to her, Jax.  But I need you to be honest with me.  "Do you want this?"

Did he want this?  For once, he realized he selfishly wanted Rayne to himself.  But he couldn't deny the rush of familiar feelings when it had been him and Nate together sharing a woman.  Although it had been very different too.  Nathan was gentler with Rayne.  "I've been seeing Nicole."

"I know, I'm not stupid.  And don't think what you said to Rayne about Chinese food slipped my notice, either."

Jaxon wondered if Nate would remember.  It was petty, and he knew it.

"Make a decision, Jax.  Because one thing I won't allow is for Rayne to get hurt.  This all depends on if she wants this." He stopped to consider his words.  "And if she wants this.  Then you need to make a choice.  Cut all ties with your past and give everything to Rayne.  Or step away."

Silence filled the space between them.  Jaxon finally cracked. "Do you think she will want this... want me?"  He hated the fact his deep rooted insecurities surfaced, rendering him weak almost.  Second best to his brother once again."

"She likes you, Jax."

"What, Rayne said that?" The increase to his heartbeat didn't go unnoticed.

Nathan nodded, stepping around the bed. He sat on the edge. "Yes. At the front-door, when she first met you, she ran away because she felt an instant attraction to you.  That's why she turned and ran.  If freaked her out—Guilt that she wanted, you."

A swell of pride overwhelmed Jaxon's chest.  Rayne had wanted him.  She liked him!  "And what happens if she doesn't want this... both of us?"

"Then it stops. It never happens again.  But I'll be completely honest with you, Jax.  I won't give her up.  I love that woman more than I love to breathe.  She's my everything."

"Then why do you want to share her—with me?"

Nathan sighed, looking up to the ceiling before lowering his gaze back to Jax. "Because I love you too, brother.  I wasn't lying when I said I'd missed you.  At the start of my relationship with Rayne, I felt as if half of me was missing and I've been suppressing a part of me. She doesn't know who I—" he paused, rubbing his forehead.

"I knew she was different from the second I met her.  I've been gentle with her—so not scare her." He looked down to examine his hands.  "You've always been my calm, Jax.  The softness to my rough edges. I'm holding so much of myself back." 

Jaxon was speechless.   Nathan continued. "But I've also come to accept over these many months that I can do this without you if needed.  I'm trying to be less... me.  More what Rayne needs. But I don't want to if given a choice. And I think Rayne would be happier, if she had us both."  Running a hand through his hair, he sighed. "Listen Jax, I will not force or demand anything from you or Rayne, but I loved tonight even more so than any of our previous lovers.  And I'm pretty sure you did too."

Jaxon nodded, there was no point trying to deny it—but where would that leave him? Out in the cold again if she said no. Then again, he had always felt out in the cold when sharing Nicole with Nate.  Nicole never hid her obvious favoring of his brother.  "I can't be second best, Nate.  If Rayne wants to try—and by that, I mean you don't talk her into anything."

"Of course. This will be her choice.  Not mine."

Jaxon continued. "Then I need her to love me as much as she loves you. We need to spend equal time with her."  He had resented that Nicole always requested Nate attend any social event and to the outside world only appear to be in a relationship only with his brother.  He needed more this time.

Nathan could hear the fear in his brother's underlying words.  "Rayne's different to Nicole, very different.  Like night and day different."

Jaxon nodded, agreeing wholeheartedly with his statement. 

"But I know this to be true. If Rayne feels for you what she feels for me, then you do not have to worry about being second best brother."  Silence once again settled between them.

"What are you thinking?" asked Jaxon.

Nathan smiled. "It was good to see Rayne let go, surrender with no shame. It was beautiful—She was beautiful."

Jaxon thought back to the closeness he had shared earlier in the day with Rayne, or yesterday now as he looked at the time.  She had told him things she said she had never shared with anyone else apart from her doctor.  Again, the pride swelled his heart muscles. Perhaps this relationship... if Rayne wanted them both, could be different after all.

Perhaps.