So....what makes people like "stars", huh? People contradict one another....people ask too much of one another.....people want other people to be their role-model, their self starter. What if those role-models don't want to do everything for the person? 

Like a goddamn dancer, I fucking dance under the star speckled sky to some out of tune song with some boy I think I know, but I am not quite sure. The thing is, I don't really know myself. But I am trying to find myself. I am trying to fit in; trying to not shine too brightly...

But what's the point of that??

What's the point of trying to be someone else- trying to do something else....

When you know you have the music in you?? I know that people say things like "Why are you doing that?" or "Why are you not following the rules?" or

"Do this, but no don't do that!" 

"Be this, but no do not DARE be that..."

"Have a fake smile...don't show your real emotions....," 

"Be a lady...and don't be loud....don't pound on the drums....don't play those notes so goddamn loudly,..."

Well I'm sorry

But I can't help it; I'm as loud as fuck

If I want to sound like a duck, I sound like a duck

If I want to jump like a rabbit, I fucking jump like a goddamn rabbit

If I want to be loud, I sure as hell am gonna be loud

This star-speckled sky and star-speckled world could not give me any more hope

Hope 

Hope for the future, hope for the next generation 

Kids like to be kids

They want to talk, play, be loud, laugh, laugh until their gosh darn lungs hurt, have their heart feel electric while they look at the person who has made them feel so gosh darn happy

While they look to their role-models, while they look to mom and dad, but oh noooo

Where did mom and dad even go?

Why would mom and dad encourage their kids to be silent when all those kids ever wanted was to be fucking goddamn loud

Sorry, excuse my language....

It just comes naturally out of me

Naturally....so naturally that I don't even notice I'm swearing sometimes

Like I'll sign stuff like, "fuck that shit" and I'll immediately regret it....

I sign things that I don't mean to sign sometimes

I do things that I don't mean to do sometimes

I be things that I don't mean to be sometimes

This star-speckled earth has got a lot brighter, we just need to get some sun shine inside our damn minds!