Ten years ago I threw a stuffed animal at a picture on the wall and knocked it down and it fell on top of the Chinese three wise men, Fuk Luk Sau (the gods of wealth, prosperity, and longevity), And I Fucking smashed Luk and Sau and I let my parents blame my brother and that is my biggest secret

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Frank hurried inside and I followed as we went to the garage.

"Look at the ultrasound!" He exclaimed.

Linda took it and he smiled as she looked at it.

"Twins?" She gasped and frank nodded. "Oh my god, that's amazing."

I smiled softly as I went upstairs with Frank. I cried quietly as I looked at the picture.

"Baby, what's wrong?" He asked.

"It's just...It's twins!" I cried. "There are two babies here, two little babies that are all ours, we made this."

"And in a few years when we're married and done with college then we'll be able to have our own kids," he said.

"But What are the chances of us being able to conceive twins again?" I asked. "I love these babies, I don't want them to be given away. I-I don't wanna give them away."

"I don't want them given away either," Frank whispered. "M-maybe we can actually make it work, maybe we can keep them."

"I want to keep them," I said.

"These are my little babies, my two little sweethearts," Frank whispered, a hand on my stomach.

"My parents would kill me," I muttered.

"My mom will help us," he said. "I want this, Gee, I love these babies already. They're my sweet little babies. I love these little babies."

He gave me a soft kiss and I smiled.

"I love you," I said.

I gave him a kiss, sniffling as I curled up in his arms.

"I love you too, Baby," he said.

I looked down at my stomach and smiled.

"Do you really think we'll be able to be raise these little babies?" I asked.

"Yeah, I think we can," he said.

"What about college and stuff?" I asked.

"I don't know," he mumbled. "I wanna go to Rutgers, it's right nearby so I'll be able to live at home and hours aren't as long so my mom will only have to watch them while I'm at class."

I nodded. "I don't even know where I want to go to college or what I want to do. But maybe now I can just be a mom, I can just take care of the babies and work while you're at school."

"Don't you wanna go to college, Baby?" He asked.

I shrugged. "I know my parents want me to, they want me to be a lawyer like them. But I kinda just like to draw."

"Maybe you can go to art school," he said.

"No, I'm not good enough to get in," I mumbled.

"Yes you are," he said. "You're an amazing artist and you're gonna be an even more amazing mom."

"You think?" I asked and he nodded. "Maybe one day in the future at our wedding the babies can be either the flower girls or the ring bearers or maybe even one of each."

"Do you want a boy or girl?" He asked.

"Ideally one of each," I said. "But I don't know, maybe two little boys that are gonna be as cute as you."

"Thank you," Frank said. "But maybe two little girls that are as beautiful as their mother would be even better."

"I'm tired," I muttered.

"Alright, I'll let you get some sleep and I'm gonna go down and talk to my mom about keeping the babies," Frank said.

I nodded, curling up under his blankets. I slowly fell asleep, a hand resting on my stomach.

I woke up to the smell of food and saw that it was a little past one in the afternoon. I stood up, yawning as I walked down the stairs. Frank and his mom were sitting at the table talking over cups of tea.

"Hey," he said softly.

I sat next to him and took a drink of his tea.

"I'm happy that you're keeping the babies," she said. "These are my little grandchildren."

"I don't want to tell my parents, though, they would be so mad at me," I said.

"I'll always be here for you, Gee," Linda said. "And I understand why you're scared to tell them."

"Thank you," I said.

My phone buzzed and I saw that it was from Lindsey.

"Hey, I'm gonna head over to Lindsey's house for a little bit," I said.

"You should eat first," Linda said. "I made veggie and hummus pitas."

She handed me a plate and I took a big bite.

"It's so good," I muttered.

I finished mine pretty quickly and ended up eating Frank's too.

"Sorry," I mumbled, looking at both our empty plates. "I'm just really hungry."

"It's okay, Gee," he said. "I'll walk you out."

Frank walked me to my car and I smiled, giving him a kiss.

"I love you," I said.

"I love you too," he said.

I gave him one last kiss before I got into the car. I went to Lindsey's house and smiled when she opened the door. Jamia was up in her room when we went up and I smiled.

"Hey, guess what, I'm pregnant with twins," I said.

"Twins!" They gasped. "That's amazing!"

"I know," I said. "And Frank and I decided to keep them, we love them."

"Oh, that's so sweet," Jamia said.

I smiled, laying on the bed. Lindsey picked up a bottle of nail polish and I giggled as she pulled my foot into her lap to paint my toenails.

"How is the pregnancy going?" She asked.

"It's alright, I just can't wait until the nausea goes down," I said. "I guess it hasn't been too bad so far but I know that I'm only going to get more uncomfortable."

"We will always be here for our relaxing home spa remedies if you need it," Jamia said.

"Thank you," I said.

"And Frank is helping out?" Lindsey asked and I nodded. "Good because if he ditched you when he found out you were pregnant then I would've found him and beat his ass."

"Me too," Jamia said. "He shouldn't leave you all alone to take care of the babies."

"Didn't you use condoms?" Lindsey asked.

"Yeah of course we used them but it just still didn't work," I said. "And his mom is supporting our decision to keep the baby. And Frank told me he's going to be here for me and the babies."

"That's really great, Gee," Lindsey said. "Frank is really great, I'm really glad you two started dating. I remember when you just used to have a crush on him freshman year and finally had the confidence to talk to him in class and oh, Frank is seriously just boyfriend goals, I wish I could get a guy like him or a girl like him. I just want someone who's always just so supportive and sweet and caring."

"Yeah, I think you got the only god guy in New Jersey," Jamia said. "I one time dated a guy who broke up with me because I talked about my period once and Frank will go out and buy tampons for you whenever you ask. Oh my god, one time you were wearing a skirt but fell and scraped your knee pretty bad and you didn't want anyone to see because it was gross so he actually switched clothes with you so you could wear his jeans and he could wear your skirt in public."

"Yeah, that's so sweet, I don't think any other guy would do that," Lindsey said. "Frank is amazing, are you two gonna get married one day?"

"I hope so,' I said. "We were talking about it earlier and talking about having the babies as the flower girls or ring bearers. Frank seems to want to get married. Before when we weren't gonna keep the babies Frank said that in a few years after college we could get married and have kids so yeah I think that he wants to get married, I know I really do."

"I can't wait until he proposes to you," Jamia said. "Oh, I bet Frank is gonna make it so beautiful and romantic. I'm gonna cry at your wedding, I just know it. It's gonna be so romantic and beautiful."

"You two are gonna be my bridesmaids," I said. "I really can't wait until we can get married. And we're gonna have our little babies there too and that's gonna make it so much sweeter."

"We're gonna be the best bridesmaids ever," Jamia said, kissing my cheek.

I smiled down at my baby blue toenails as Lindsey painted them.

"We'll make sure it's beautiful," she said.

I smiled, putting my hands behind my head.

"I love you guys so much," I said, my eyes watering. "Y-you've always been here for me and you're so amazing and I'm so emotional right now."

They chuckled as I cried, both of them giving me hugs. I sniffled, wiping my eyes.

"Can I have food?" I whimpered.

Jamia giggled and went downstairs.

"Alright, I'm done now," Lindsey said.

I smiled, sitting up against the headboard as I looked at them.

"They're so nice," I said, wiping my eyes. "Thank you, Linds."

I kissed her cheek, holding her hand.

"I love you," I said. "And I don't want to cry again and ruin my eyeliner."

"It's okay," she said.

Jamia came up with food and I smiled happily as I ate.

"You are the best," I muttered. "I swear I've been so hungry all the time, I've gained about eleven pounds now ever since I got pregnant."

"Well, you're gonna be a really great mom," she said. "You two are so sweet together and you're gonna be the best parents and have the best little kids."

"And you two are gonna be the best aunts," I said.

They squealed happily, giving me hugs.

"I love you, Gee, you're the best friend in the whole world," Jamia said.

My lip quivered. "Oh, d-don't get all emotional on me, I'm gonna cry again."

They laughed and Lindsey turned on the tv. The three of us curled up on the bed, watching tv together.