"I found a love for me
Darling just dive right in
And follow my lead
Well I found a guy beautiful and sweet"

Naalala ko nung una kong nakilala ang pinakamagandang taong nakilala ko.

He has this beautiful eyes and when he smiles his eyes smiles too. Sobrang ganda niya. Maraming nagkakagusto sayo. Maraming may gusto sayo.

I still remember when you always greets me the most jolly hello you can muster every morning.

"Hi, Mr. Park Chanyeol" Baekhyun said and cutely smiles towards me. "I love you~" he sing sang.

I pulled him for a tight hug and kissed his forehead.

"I love you too, Byun Baekhyun."

And I know. I cant let him go.

"I never knew you were the someone waiting for me
'Cause we were just kids when we fell in love
Not knowing what it was
I will not give you up this time
But darling, just kiss me slow, your heart is all I own
And in your eyes you're holding mine"

I met you during our training days. Still kids. And childish. But I know. You're different. You makes me nervous. And happy and you makes my heart flutters.

Ginawa ko lahat para maging kaclose ka. We became besfriends.

Hanggang ipakilala tayo sa ibang exo members. Ipakilala tayo bilang exo. Hanggang sumikat tayo. Hanggang maging tayo. 

Sobrang saya ng puso ko tuwing shiniship tayo sa isa't isa. Firelights ang tawag sa shippers natin. ChanBaek ang ship name natin.

Pero syempre hindi naman tayo lang ang OTP sa grupo. Nabuo ang SeBaek hindi ba?

Super close niyo kasi ni Sehun. Minsan nakakaselos na. Pero alam naman nila na para ka sa akin. Na ang isang Byun Baekhyun ay pag mamay-ari na ng isang Park Chanyeol.

Naaalala ko tuloy nung nagselos ka kasi super sweet ko kay Kyungsoo. Hindi mo ko pinansin ng two days. Sobrang cute mo. Pero sinuyo kita. Baek, mahal kita. Tandaan mo yan.

Pero siguro nga, hindi lahat ng kasayahan ay pangmatagalan. Na-link ka kay Taeyeon-noona. Na nagpaingay sa mundo natin.

Sobra kayong pinag-usapan hanggang i-announce ng Entertainment natin na in a relationship na kayo. Sobra akong nasaktan. Sobra akong nasugatan. Kahit alam kong scripted lang at inutos lang ang lahat sayo, para pagtakpan ang issue ng pag-alis ni Kris-hyung at Luhan-hyung. Pero bakit ikaw pa?

Nagbigay ako ng agwat sa ating dalawa. Nilayuan kita. Kahit masakit. Nanahimik ang ship natin. Dahan-dahang lumubog. Sailing to sinking.

Naghintay ako. Na matatapos din. Na maghihiwalay kayo. Na babalik ka rin sa akin. 

At dumating na nga ang araw na yon. You and Taeyeon-noona broke up.

Hindi mo alam kung gaano kasaya ng puso ko. Sobrang saya parang gusto nang sumabog.

"S-sorry.." He whispered. Were both lying on my bed. Cuddling. "S-sorry, Yeol. Hindi ko alam na ako gagamitin nila. Alam Kong nasaktan ko. Sorry"

"Don't feel sorry, baby" i whispered and kissed his hair. "I love you and you love me too right?" Baekhyun nods. "That's enough"

And I will love you till the end 

"Baby, I'm dancing in the dark with you between my arms
Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favorite song"

Do you still remember the first time we've date? You feel nervous because of your what if's. What if we've caught by the fans.

For me it's okay, mas magandang makita nila. Actions speaks louder than voice ika nga. Siguro para sa iba, friendly date lang yun. Pero friendly acts? May couple rings kami ni Baek at may couple shirts. We're secretly dating.

"Dance with me"

"Walang music, Yeol" sabay tawa niya. Tiningnan niya yung langit at kasabay non ang pagtama ng sinag ng buwan sa mukha niya. Sobrang ganda niya.

I pulled him for a hug. I started to dance slowly and he follows me.

"You're so beautiful." i whispered.

"Yeol?"

"Hmm?"

"Sana dumating yung araw na pwede na nating ipahayag ng malaya ang nararamdaman natin. Sana maisigaw na nating mahal natin ang isa't isa" siniksik niya ang mukha niya sa dibdib ko at niyakap ako ng mahigpit.
"Sana dumating yung araw na malaya na nating masasabing mahal natin ang isa't isa. Yung walang manghuhusga. Yung malaya tayong magagawa ang gusto natin."

I kissed his hair.

"Malapit na, Baek."

Dahil gusto kong ipagmalaki na mahal na mahal kita

"When you said you looked a mess, I whispered underneath my breath
But you heard it, darling, you look perfect tonight"

Do you still remember? Nung nagperform ka na may takip sa mata. You still performs that's how you love eris. Ilang beses mong sinabing ang pangit mo. Na hindi ayos.

"Im ugly" Baek pouted "This eyes of mine sucks"

I slowly walks towards him and slowly held his cheeks. "You're not. You're perfect. Always remember that."

"Well I found a man, stronger than anyone I know
He shares my dreams, I hope that someday I'll share him home
I found a love, to carry more than just my secrets
To carry love, to carry children of our own"

The most beautiful thing about you, Baek is you're my lover, my keeper, my bestfriend and my everything. If I have the chance. I will marry you. Kahit saan pa. Ikaw at ikaw lang ang gusto ko makasama habang buhay. You means everything for me. You without my life is so dull and colorless.

And I love you for that.

"We are still kids, but we're so in love
Fighting against all odds
I know we'll be alright this time
Darling, just hold my hand
Be my guy, I'll be your man
I see my future in your eyes"

Mapanghusga ang mga tao. But I still don't know why you still can smile after bombarded by insults. You still smiles. 

Nalaman na ng buong mundo na kami na ni Byun Baekhyun. Parehas kaming mga artist. Naapektuhan ang grupo namin. Pero nandyan parin ang ibang members to support us. Naramdaman ko rin ang mga certified and hard core fans ng ChanBaek.

Ilang beses kong nakitang umiiyak si Baek dahil sa nangyari. Pero kapag mahal niyo naman ang isa't isa wala nang makakapigil pa. Sabay naming nilalabanan ang lahat. Love will win. At hindi ko hahayaang magkahiwalay kami. Matanggal man kami sa EXO. We will take the consequences.

Baek is more important than any other things surrounds me. 

Byun Baekhyun is enough for me to live. And to breath. And him, beside me is enough to fight my love for him. I will give up everything for him. 

Lumuhod ako sa harapan ni Byun Baekhyun. Kaharap ng magulang ko at ng mga magulang niya. Kasama ang ibang exo members.

Siguro kailangan ko nang itanong. Kailangan ko na tong gawin. Were not getting any younger.

At alam kong siya na ang gusto kong makasama habang buhay. Sa pagputi ng mga buhok ko. Sa pagkulubot ng balat ko. Siya at siya lang ang taong gusto at mamahalin ko.

Napatakip siya sa bibig niya at tumulo ang mga luha sa mga magagandang mata niya.

"Byun Baekhyun...." I whispered and smiled at him. "I want to have a future with you. To have the rest of my life being just with you. I love you, Baek. I don't care what will other people say. But I love you. I want to take care of you. I want to prove them that having a relationship with your same sex is not wrong. Marry me, Baek."

"C-chanyeol" he sobs. Hinawakan niya ang dalawang pisngi ko at pinatayo ako. "You know what my answer is. I love you too, Park Chanyeol. And of course I wanted to have the rest of my life with you too. I will marry you. My pleasure to be your Mrs. Park Baekhyun"

"When I saw you in that tux, looking so beautiful
I don't deserve this, darling, you look perfect tonight"

I feel anxious. Sobra akong kinakabahan. Habang papalapit siya sa altar habang umiiyak. Ang alam ko lang ay gusto ko na siyang yakapin at halikan. At pahiran ang bawat patak ng luha sa mga mata niya. I never thought of meeting someone as perfect as him. As gorgeous as he is. 

Inilahad ko ang kamay sa harapan mo. I feel nervous and excited at the same time. Nervous of being your husband. And excited because you will be mine forever. Finally.

The priest started the ceremony. Your tears wont stop. And Im here wiping it while smiling at you sweetly. 

"So both of you can say your vows for each other already"

"I'll go first" you said and smiled at me. "Park Chanyeol. I never thought of falling for you. I never thought of having you in my life. I never expect that I will met you. The guy who is really perfect. Alam mo bang nai-insecure ako sa sarili ko. Feeling ko kasi hindi ako bagay sayo dahil sobrang perpekto mo. Im afraid that you won't love me back. But you fell in love with me. You really did." he started to cry again. Kinuha niya yung singsing at dahan-dahan nilagay sa ring finger ko. "So, take this ring as the sign of my long lasting love for you. I won't get tired loving you, Chanyeol. Hinding-hindi ako mapapagod. Iintindihin kita hanggang kaya ko."

I wiped his tears and sighs.

"My turn..." I said. "Byun Baekhyun. You're the most perfect person I have ever met before. You're the most gorgeous thing I know. You're wrong. Mali ka dahil ako ang nahihiya sayo. You're beyond pefect. Everybody wants to be with you. I don't deserve you, that's what I think but you are always there for me. Understanding my childish acts and understanding everything about me. Sorry for being stupid sometimes..but I love you. I can't live without you" I slowly put the ring on his ring finger and smiles. "So, Byun Baekhyun, take this ring as the sign of my love for you. You are my everything you are my world."

Pinagdikit ko ang mga noo natin at nagsimula ka na naman umiyak. Kasabay nun ang pag-agos ng saya ng puso ko. Sobrang saya ko.

"I happily announce, Mr and Mrs. Park Chanyeol. You may now kiss your husband"

Tinitigan kita sa mata at unti-unting nagflashback ang lahat. Sa unang nagkilala tayo, sa mga pagsubok na dumating sa atin. Pero nanatili tayong matatag. At mahal kita.

Dahan-dahan kong nilapit ang mukha ko sa kanya hanggang maglapat ang mga labi namin.

Byun I mean Park Baekhyun's lips is so soft and I can't stop myself drowning into them.

Baek gently pulled back. And I give him a peck.

I heard the cheers and claps of the guest and our family 

"You're forever mine now" i whispered.

"I am always be yours, Chanyeol. Since the day you said your first I love you to me"

"I have faith in what I see
Now I know I have met an angel in person
And he looks perfect
I don't deserve this
You look perfect tonight"

Park Baekhyun is my angel. And he is perfect.

Indeed.

*****

(A/N: Pinalitan ko yung lines nung kanta. Hahahaha. So sana. Na-enjoy niyo. There's will be a part two. And it will be written in Baekhyun's POV)

-optimistichanbaek