"What stopped you? From stepping off?" Artemis asked curiously and I shrugged. I remember thinking those thoughts, I remember that pretty well now.

"Almost everyone in this room. I was going to do it, but one thought of my family, I couldn't bring myself to. No matter how much I could've told myself I wanted to, I was vulnerable, I was weak." I said, rubbing my neck.

"Thank gods that your still human." Becky smiled, holding my hand.

"Humans get scared, it's human nature. We're all glad that you got scared, and you should be to, we would've came after you in the underworld." Summer smiled, hugging me. I tried not to cry, I've done it to many times lately.

"For now, we will stop time in the mortal world so we may continue watching memories." Zeus declared and I was relieved, I just really don't want to confront what happened.

"Well, let's watch then." Leo said energetically and I laughed.

"How about we find out what Sophia mentioned, when things got really bad for Percy?" Jason insisted slightly, looking at my sympathetically, and I gave Sophia a look.

"What's he talking about?" I asked, raising my eyebrow. What does he mean when things got worse for me?

"Thing is, Percy doesn't remember, he was hit so hard he had amnesia for about 2 or 3 months. After he remembered everything, him having amnesia left his memory, he doesn't remember, so we all decided it would be best not to tell him." Becky started, and I looked at her in astonishment.

"But, he got his memories back from another incident, and he got worse for his breakdowns and stuff." Summer said lightly, and I looked at her curiously.

"What happened?" I asked like we were talking about a totally different person. When did I get amnesia?

"Sally, I think this is your story to tell." Becky said, and my mom nodded sighing.

"We had all decided not to tell you, or anybody else. Your behaviour changed slowly when you had amnesia, because Gabe was out of state for a few months, you were happy for a while, the happiest kid I've ever seen." My mom chuckled sadly, thinking back to the time.

"How old was I?" I asked curiously, and she frowned.

"7 or 8. Your friends were happy for you, they pretended to be happy for you, because they were excited that you were finally smiling often. But Gabe came back, he was awfully drunk, high as well, I locked myself in the bathroom, you were meant to be at Parker's house, but you snook back." She started, tears starting to run down her face. I was quick to comfort her, hugging her. The memories refused to come back, I didn't know what happened, it was like a missing puzzle piece.

"It's okay." I whispered to her, and she nodded, wiping her tears.

"You didn't remember he was abusive, so you went to the kitchen, he got mad at you, hit your head against the wall and poured liquor down your throat." She cried. "He got you drunk, I'm pretty sure he got some heroin in your system as well. He, Gabe, he ended up raping you." She sobbed, burying her face into my shoulder, and I sat there in absolute shock.

The entire throne room was silent, other than the sound of my mother's sobs, and whoever else was crying from absolute shock and dread. Everybody gave me surprised looked, except the ones who knew what happened. "How did anyone know, if you locked yourself in the bathroom?" I asked curiously, rubbing her back.

"I was trying to sneak in to get you to join me and the girls on a little runaway mission. I walked in while he was drugging you." Parker said quietly, probably diving into his thoughts. I stood up and hugged Parker tightly, who had tears brimming at the corners of his eyes.

"You shouldn't have had to see that." I whispered and he shook his head.

"It's probably a good thing I did, I made sure Sally knew, and she made sure it wouldn't happen again." Parker said, hugging me tightly.

  "And you made sure it didn't happen again by letting him do it to you?" I asked my mom, and she frowned, nodding. "I'm sorry mom." I said, letting go of Parker and going back to my mom, hugging her.

  "And that's when you got worse?" Leo asked me, obviously not noticing that it was slightly a bad time.

   "Yeah, it was almost like he was addicted." Sophia sighed, grabbing onto her hair loosely, tying it up.

  "Honestly, I probably was. Sucks that is was at such a young age." I shrugged loosely. If I seem bothered about this, they are going to be worried.

  "And are you still addicted?" Hazel asked me like she was fearing the answer she would get. Telling them the trust was the last thing I wanted to do currently, but it's the grown up thing to do.

   "Not as badly as a few years ago, but yes." I shrugged like it was harmless. She didn't seem surprised, no one did, just disappointed, which hurt. Telling them the truth sucked, my addiction was my best kept secret and things were fine when it was that way. "Are we done watching my memories? You guys all know how what you were wanting to know." I grumbled bitterly.

   "We want to know what happened when you were a kid that got you more money than your mom made." Jason said and I groaned loudly. Watching my memories was bad enough, spilling my secrets was worse.

A/N) I'm sorry for the previous chapter of the rape, my favourite series right now is currently Law and Order special victims unit which is about rape victims and usually I hit phases so😂 if you can not handle talk of rape or sexual abuse, you may yeet out of this fanfic and find something more child friendly