~Miyuki Kazuya's case~

Is it possible for your girlfriend to loose the love she has for you?

Yes?
No?
Maybe?

I think that depends on the the two who are in the relationship. Right?

My girlfriend of two years, (l/n) (f/n), is the cutest of all. She is very caring and understanding. Though recently, she still thought it was just a one-sided relationship. We've been going out for two years already, why did she even think of that?

Well...

It was entirely my fault. She gave me the realization how horrible boyfriend I was. Ever since we started going out, I am lacking on effort and affection towards her.

Opposite to her.

Even though we never had dates, and just simply school interactions, she never failed to show how she loves me.

Ah! Everyone was surprised that I have a girlfriend. They even asked her, why me?

First of all, how did it start? I knew her during middle school, and I felt calm being with her. When she confessed, I had this urge of not wanting any other guy to get her, so we started going out.

Though I said I would prioritize baseball, I didn't say all the time. She said it was totally fine, since she fall in love with the me who is playing baseball. I told her that I would honestly say anything to her, so she won't worry.

But then again, baseball is a big part of my life. I feel bad that she's going out with someone like me. I don't want to break up with her either, and thinking that she will be with another guy, it pissed me off. When she told me to put distance between us for the meantime, it really hit me how lost I was without her. A big part of me had lost already because I lost the regular roster, then I made her mad.

Anyways, it all went well when we had our first fight last time. It was totally my fault, but she was apologizing too. I sent her home that day. On the way home, I told her that I was removed from the regular roster. She got agitated, telling me that I was doing my best all this time just to be removed. But then I reminded her that I am injured.

When I told her, she teared up and apologized that she was so horrible towards me, that she acted like that knowing I am injured. She apologized that she should be looking after me.

But then, she is looking after me, more than enough.

How fortuname I am to have her!

"Miyuki, you are creeping us out." I returned to my senses as I heard Kuromachi's complain "What are you grinning on your own there?!"

"Clearly, he isn't listening at all. Miyuki-kun, even though you are removed from the regular roster, you are still part of the baseball team, a catcher, and also still the captain. So can you concentrate?" Nabe also complained and the other second years agreed. We are having this 2nd year only meeting by Zono here in the cafeteria, and it's early morning. I really don't know what's the point of this.

Listen to the members how they complain about us?

"Correction, my duty as captain was temporarily moved to Kuramochi. So I am just a merely listener here"

"Your feedback is still needed" Kuramochi again complained "also, a merely listener? You are not even listening at all!"

"I understand! I'll properly listen to all your complaints!"

"Sorry for interrupting! Cap I have delivery for you" Sawamura entered with loud voice

"Delivery? From?" I asked and he gave it to me, it's a bento "where is she?"

"Girlfriend-san already left. She also left a message that she will not be in class today because she needed to be with her mom on her mom's appointment today."

See, how thoughtful and full of effort my girlfriend is.

"She shouldn't prepare, and she should've messaged me"

"She said she did message you, but knowing you who really doesn't care about messaging people, she decided on her own"

I couldn't deny to that.

"Well, thank you for delivering this. I'll message her later. You can now leave"

When Sawamura left, I turned to my batchmates and they are looking at me, angrily

"Eh? Why?! What did I do again this time?!"

"Tch! Don't brag having a girlfriend!" Asou just clicked his tongue now

"I feel bad for (l/n) having you as her boyfriend"

"You are right, Nabe-chan. Just recently they had a fight. Miyuki's fault!"

"Kuramochi, don't tell them!"

"What did you do, Miyuki?!" Zono's voice so loud!

"What at heartless guy" eh?! Even Nori?!

"It's Miyuki, after all" even Shirasu?!

"Don't we have a meeting?!" I complained and I couldn't retort to what Nabe told me

"If you don't treasure her, nor show her that you really love her, sooner or later, another guy will get her. Someone, who truly knows her value. Someone, who can really see her efforts and affections."

I know I lack in many ways, but that's one thing I don't want to happen. I don't want other guy to have her. But then, it will be her decision. I can't think of what will I do if that day will come, that (f/n) will tell me that she loves someone else.

Is is possible for that day to come?

Yes.

~

After three weeks, of only doing light exercises, the doctor finally told me that I can play, and so I thought. I still needed to do light training. And with that, a week ago, I started going to Chris' senpai's place, and there do my rehabilitation training as well. I do that, after sending (f/n) home. 

There's one thing, since I wanted to stay with her more often, I didn't tell her that. Why? Well, if I say, she'll prioritize me again. This time, I wanted to spend time with her. Thanks to that, we often go detour, and have our afternoon school date. 

"Yo, captain" I looked up and Kuramochi was approaching me. Captain? I pointed at myself and curiously looked at him. "That's none other than you! Are you daydreaming?!" He leaned his back on the chair in front of me, his hands on his pockets "I heard you have been hanging around Chris-senpai's place a lot recently. Well I don't mind being a substitute for a bit longer. So return to the ground in perfect condition. If you are not there, it feels something feels missing."

"Hmmmm.. Fed up with burdens of a captain?"

And he shouted at me again "Shut up! You-!"

"Right on the mark, huh!"

"You really are an annoying ass! If you don't return by winter training camp, no one's gonna follow you! You get that?! BASTARD!"

"Ah... That one...?"

"Let's see hell together" He sighed then looked behind me then blinked fast

"What's wrong?"

"You... You didn't tell (l/n) that you are going to Chris-senpai's recently for training?"

"Eh, no. I didn't"

"Why?"

"Well, I've been sending her home. I wanted to have more time with her. If I would tell her, she would prioritize me again, and just let me do the training."

"And that's what he said, (l/n)" 

I turned around and there she stood with books on her hands 

"(l/n)? How long have you been in there?"

"Who knows?" She answered then gazed away "What's with this feeling? Should I really be happy hearing that?"

"Eh?" 

"Kuramochi, the teacher asked me to give you this. He said you need to hand that in today. Well then, I need to find Kinako-chan and Tani-kun" after giving thay piece of paper, she excused herself and left.

"Oi, wait!"

"And here I thought you need to tell her everything, so she won't worry?"

"No, but I am doing it for her."

"Indeed, but you again hid something from her, and she would have a conflict feeling. As if, you really don't fully trust her. She's happy that you are doing it for her, but you hid it again. Her effort and affections, are you truly returning it? As what Nabe-chan said, there are lots of other guys out there that can reciprocate (l/n)'s efforts and affections. It won't be surprising if she breaks up with you, because she found someone who really treasures her" Kuramochi left to his seat, leaving me with this dark cloudy feeling.

~

I went to find (f/n), but saw her nowhere. For our next class, I saw her on her seat, but she disappeared once again during our interval class.

And that happened throughout the day. 

After class, and here I thought I would be able to catch her before leaving the classroom, she was nowhere to find once again!

I sighed as I head down towards the gate, but finally, I saw the girl I am looking for. She's in the third year building, talking to a third year senpai, smiling from ear to ear. 

Ahh!

Irritating!

I hurriedly ran towards the third year building, and they are still talking, and (f/n)...

is blushing!

"Well then, we'll see each other later." And when I heard that, my body just moved on it's own, and immediately caged her into a tight embrace, glaring at this third year senpai 

"No she will not"

"Kazuya?! What are you doing here?"

"Getting what is mine"

"Seems like your boyfriend is misunderstanding something. I better leave now so you can talk" This senpai grinned at (f/n) and before he left "Seems like you don't need to worry anything. Well then, I'll see you later."

And when he left, I sighed and rested my forehead to her shoulder 

"Just to make it clear, I have no intention of giving you to another guy"

"I know" I moved back and she faced me, and she's confused "What are you worrying about? It's not that I will be taken by another guy. You know, and I think everyone knows how I love you. Or perhaps, Kazuya is the only one who doesn't know?"

"I know! But that senpai..."

"He is my cousin's boyfriend. My cousin is currently studying in different school. Today is her birthday."

"But you didn't need to go and see him!" I retorted and what's with her? She's blushing! She's embarrassed! "Ahre?! You are not starting to like him, right?"

"What kind of reasoning is that?!"

"But I'm curious! Also, why didn't you tell me?!"

"You didn't even tell me about you going to Chris-senpai!" she sighed then held her cheeks and her face is so red "If you had told me then I wouldn't talk to him"

"Huh?"

"His father is a sports trainer. Precisely, trainer for those who are doing rehabilitation. I could see how frustrated you are only doing light training, and not even participating in your practices. I told my cousin and she told me to talk to her boyfriend. And also, I asked him and my cousin to teach me something for your birthday!" She covered her face with her hands and whined "Please, just don't look at me right now"

Ahhh...

I give up. This girl is beyond of what I am thinking. 

See?

That's why I can't let others have her.

I hugged her tightly and I just couldn't help but laugh. 

"What are you laughing at?!"

"I really love you!"

We have both mutual feelings since then, and from now on. I don't need to worry about anything.

So...

Is it possible for my girlfriend to loose the love she has for me?

Yes. But I'll get her back right away.
No. Because that will never happen in the first place.

If I am not a catcher, I have normal boring life, but being her boyfriend makes it more interesting and entertaining.

~TBC~

I'll be uploading the last chapter when it became 17 here in my place ^^
I have Kuroo as well! But I need to edit those first 😁