I AM SOSOSOSOSOSO SORRY!

You see...

I sent these messages to some of my closest friends on wattpad

I need advice, please help me

okay, so My best friend is My crush's girlfriend, even though she knows how much I like Charlie! What do I do? (they just got together) we even had an oath bfob (best friends over boys). 

WHAT SHOULD I DO, I DIDN'T KNOW SHE LIKED HIM, SHE NEVER TOLD ME EVEN THOUGH WE SWORE TO TELL EACHOTHER EVERYTHING. SHE KNOWS HOW MUCH I LIKE HIM (cuz i still do) BUT SHE JUST STABBED ME IN THE BACK!

So, yeah. I am currently heartbroken over a boy and a fake friend.

Okay, I can't really say that she is fake, we were always so happy together and we had so much in common! We told eachother all of our secrets, or so I thought. 

How she told me was this.

We were on a facetime...................

And I was ranting about how cute he is when she snapped "Don't talk about my boyfriend"!

I was so shocked. And then I said "boyfriend, you know how much I like him, how could you do this to me"?

Then she said "Well, face it Ally, he likes me better, I am sorry, but I like him too, you should be happy for me".

Then I was like "yes, I am sorry, I should be happy for my backstabbing liar of a friend, who stole the boy I liked and is the fakest person I know"!

Then she was like "Look, I still want to be your friend, but he doesn't like you, so move on, you are a pretty girl, boys will be clambering all over you".

Then she ended the facetime.

Should I be happy for her? 

I need your advice.

I lose everything I love, and usually see them die (my mom, my cousin, my cousin's boyfriend ect...)

Is there even a point in loving anymore?