I'm done with everything. I don't want to be here anymore. I don't want to give up but I'm getting close. My sister keeps discouraging me. I can't take it much longer. She beats my dog because Merida won't give her what she wants. She's a effing asshat. I'm tired of hearing her call my dog a 'fucking bitch.' I'm just done. I wish I was never born. Then I wouldn't have this crazy dream to be on broadway. That's all I want. All I'll probably ever want. And my sister doesn't want me to be happy. I'm just tired of it. Excuse me while I probably do something stupid.