Chapter 44 - His Confession!!
Nicole's P.O.V.
"Oh, I was passing by so I thought to say Hello to you", he said taking a seat on the chair near my study table by shifting the chair towards my bed.
"Do you think it's funny?", I asked folding my arms across my chest still standing on my entrance.
"No, it's not funny. Why do you think it's funny? Did I cracked any joke?", He asked looking all calm as if nothing happened ever.
"Why have you come here? Who told you that I'm here?'', I asked.
"Why are you standing Cole? Come, have a seat. It's your room", he said patting a seat on the bed.
I closed my door because if I'll shout at him then there will be a scene and I don't want that. Yes, my home has soundproof walls. I moved to my bed and sat on the edge far away from him.
"I've my sources, just like you've your sources", he said.
"What sources?", I asked.
"Oh, playing innocent with me. The sources who gave you my room's key, remember?", He asked and my breath hitched in my throat. I felt like he has caught me from stealing something.
Breath Nicole Breath. You've not done anything wrong. It's your right to know the truth.
"What now? Cat caught your tongue?", Austin asked still all calmed and enjoying his coffee.
I hate him!!
"So you know everything", I asked because there's no point in hiding anything.
"Yes and I'm happy that you know the truth also", he said as if he is not guilty at all about his deeds.
"So? You wanna say something", I asked.
"Yes, there are some more secrets which you don't know. I guess you should be aware of them also", he said.
"What more damage could you do?", I asked.
He finished his last sip and placed the cup on the table and then took out his mobile from his jeans pocket and then started typing something in it.
My mobile rang in my hand and there was a name "Rian" on my mobile screen. Austin showed his mobile to me. He was dialing "Nicole", which is me. He cut the call and my mobile stopped ringing. He again called me and cut the call. Tears started forming in periphery of my eyes asking my permission to flow endlessly.
"You.. Rian.. it was-", I wasn't able to form full sentences.
"Yes, It was me. I was the one whom you talked to a every night for hours. And remember those letters you used to got when Rian was in London. Those romantic lines, well they're mine too", he said and then he took notebook from my table and wrote something on it from his left hand.
"You see I can write with my both hands, yes I'm a talented boy I know", he said proudly.
He passed me the notebook and he had written, "You're a fool Nicole's Anderson" on it. I moved my eyes up from the page to him and he had a smirk on his face.
"What do think that I'm actually in love with you?", He chukled.
"What's all this?", I asked clenching my jaws.
"Someone's angry? I see", he smirked.
"It's not funny ok", I said and he sighs.
"Okie, then listen very carefully and I won't repeat it so pay attention to me at one time", he said and sat on the chair again.
"I don't like when someone interfere in my privacy Anderson and you did that one mistake only. You did wrong by stepping your foot into my life. I thought to ask you to stay away but I didn't knew that you would hate me so much. Damn it, you shouldn't have done that. Hating Austin Williams and disrespecting is so not a good thing to do. So, I made an oath to myself to teach you a lesson for ignoring Austin William's", he said with a smile on his face and I decided to keep my mouth shut.
"I started this fun play with you and make my friends to fall in this trap that I really like you and they supported me. You started making hopes from me and I was having fun, trust me. I was going to end this play but then you told Cali everything and she told Kate and only if you had known me, my reputation would've ruined in front of college and I thought to take revenge from you for that. I saw how helpless and restless you turned out when I stopped talking to you, you're addicted to my letters and I loved that. I forced Rian to help me by telling him all craps that how you're affecting me and he, the poor guy helped me", he said and I just kept looking at his face. He was smiling with happiness.
"But there you're. You once again took interest in Kate and my life and as I said that I don't like anyone's involvement in my privacy so I extended this game. Although you did a good job by proving Nial innocent but you had already crossed the limit", he kept on saying and I kept on listening him. My mind stopped thinking at all, it was only grasping his harsh words.
"Rian told me one day that he's going to get back to his girlfriend so he'll be going to London but I stopped him and asked him to date you for one week because I could see you falling for him and that's what I wanted and you being a sweetheart do fall in my trap. You fall for him. I asked him to not tell anyone about this surprise till he gets back and he agreed. He asked me to tell you truth though because he cared for you a lot but I didn't. I want you to have more high hopes so that I could crush them badly", he said these words as if it gave him immense pleasure.
"I told everyone when they reached Paris about me and Rian and you. All fake lies, that how I'm in love with you and all those craps and how sad I'll be when you'll get to know about Rian and Tina. I knew that Ellie would help you because she had a golden heart and she did. She gave you my room's key as per my plan and you got those craps and all and a ring which I bought actually for Ashley. You see, you and Ashley had same size of hands", he laughed harldy.
"God, I never thought you would be so stupid. If I had loved you then I could've got you long ago, because you're a hopeless and desperate girl who needs a shoulder to cry. I won't write those diary and made those sketches and keep carrying them here and there with me. I'm Austin William's and If I had wanted you ever then you had never denied but I never wanted you. You're not of my standard, you're just a puppet for me whom I used to play but now I'm bored with you and I throw the toys who bore me", he said holding me by my arms making me stand vehemtly.
"Listen Nicole Anderson, this is a real life. Don't set high hopes that some prince charming would come to love you. Because that's not gonna happen and if you'll ever dream of one then just remember what I did to you. You've done a mistake by hating me and now I'm going to make your life more worse. You shouldn't have messed with me, you made my reputation at stake and you need to be given punishment for that", he said with anger in voice. I just kept looking into his eyes not able to think anything. I couldn't feel my legs and there was no energy in me to fight with him.
"How could you?", I asked but my voice came in whisper.
"I could've done much worse but because you're Nial's friend so better learn from this and stay just stay far away from me and my life.
If you want a normal life for one more year then learn to be in your limits. Don't you dare tell anyone about today's meeting or I can do much more things", he said and give me a small push and I fall on my bed.
He brushed his shirt and passed a hand though his hand and then sighed.
"It was nice meeting you my 'Happy girl', oh sorry, see now we should change the title. You should be 'Lone girl' and I should be 'Happy boy'.", He chukled.
"I've painted my life with beautiful colors as you say but sad your life become black and white. But, you deserves this, have fun", he said laughing and left my room. I kept sitting there only without blinking my eyes.
He came like a tycoon and turned my life into a bizzare. All of a sudden he destroyed my all hopes, my all happiness. He made me all lonely, he's right. I'm alone now and I don't have any energy to fight with him. He broke my confidence and my heart. I'm feeling numb, what did I do to him to earn this? Does hating someone could be so bad that they got the license to play with your heart?
I don't know when I sleep after hours of crying and crusing myself for this pathetic life.
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I woke up when my mobile rang. It was my alarm. I had to go to take Kian from his school. I had to be strong and can't let that Austin destroy my happiness. I'm not a weak girl who would allow that jerk to walk all over me.
I washed my face and moved out of the home and drove to the Kain's school. I waited for Kian to come out and only then another car parked next to mine and Austin came out of the car.
Think of devil and devil arrives!!
I don't know why but my breath became heavy all of a sudden after seeing him. He's a freaking ghost. He smirked seeing me and stood with the support of his car.
I ignored him and decided to look in front because he was making me uncomfortable.
"Seems someone's feelings paranoid", he slowly whispered in my ears making hair of back of my neck straighten up.
I turned towards him taking a deep breath and looking at him said, "I'm fine. I'm not nervous, I just don't like you and you know what I hate you even more now. You infact don't deserve my hatred also Austin. You're dead for me, you don't exist for me anymore and I'm not afraid of your threats because Nicole Andersons is not your puppet", I said and moved away from him.
Good, serves him right!!
Kian came holding Sara's hands and smiled at me. I bent down and Sara pecked my cheeks. I can't hate her, she's an angel even if her brother is the head of devil.
"Cole, would you please bring Kian to our New Year kid's party?", Sara said.
"Kid's party?", I asked.
"Yes, Austin bro doesn't let me come in his party at the farmhouses so I'm having my own kids party at our home", she said.
Oh, it means I don't have to see Austin. I'm so coming!!
"I'll try Sara. I've to ask Kian's mom for that", I said and she nodded.
"Ok", she said and then turned towards Kian and said, "Ask you mom Kian and make sure she say yes. I'll be waiting for you". She pecked his cheeks and walk over to Austin and my eyes just go wide with her cute anitcs.
I laughed and asked Kian to go to the car. I got up and moved to the car only to see a very angry Austin looking at me.
"Ask your brother to maintain some distance from my sister", he said.
"You wish. Go to hell and die Austin", I said and hop into the car and drove to my home. I can't remain always sad, neither Austin nor Rian deserve any emotions from me. This coming year deserve a happy Nicole, a strong and independent one.
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