Shi Wudu

"How are you feeling today"? Pei asked as I sat on the balcony that connected to my room. "I'm ok I guess, any news on Jun Wu"? "Not yet, everyone who doesn't know still thinks highly of him".

"I see". "You don't need to be thinking about any of this though, let me take you somewhere that'll get your mind off of things for a bit". "What if it doesn't work"? I whispered. "We have to at least try. Let me try, let me help you". He came stood behind me and gently wrapped me in his arms.

I wanna give in to you so bad

He took me to the mortal realm but had me blindfolded insisting on letting him surprise me. If it had been anybody else I'd be uncomfortable with it considering what happened to me not too long ago but Ming Guang was different.

I knew he wouldn't hurt me or let anyone else hurt me. With him I was safe.

Don't get too attached Wudu, he's just helping out a friend. That's all he will ever be to you

When we came to a stop he made his way behind me and held me in his arms once more before taking off the blindfold. My eyes widened in shock as I took in the beautiful mountain with a waterfall beautifully flowing into a lake with multiple different kinds of wildflowers surrounding it.

"Do you remember this place Wudu"? He asked softly. "I I do". This was the place we came to after completing our first mission together. "Why though"? I asked teary-eyed.

"I know you Wudu, I know you're trying so hard not to give into your feelings for me". He whispered softly against my ear. I gulped letting out a shaky breath. "I I don't know what you're talking about".

"I can see it in your eyes. I can see the longing that's in them every time you look at me. You so badly want to come to me and have me hold you but aren't allowing yourself to do so.

I would say it's because of Jun Wu and Shu Shu but you've always been this way. I can't understand why. Why won't you come to me? Why won't you let me help you"?

"Because I know you'll never be able to return them". I lowered my head allowing tears I didn't know where their to fall. "You'll always choose some random woman over me. It doesn't matter how many times they break your heart you'll always pick them". I whispered.

I expected him to be mad. I expected him to push me away and yell at me but that's not at all what happened. Instead, he turned me away and kissed me. My eyes widened in shock but soon relaxed and closed as my body took in his warmth.

"They mean nothing to me, it has always been you. You are the only one I want to be with. The only one I want to spend my time with. Nobody knows me like you do, nobody understands me the way that you do. I want to be with you Wudu. I want to be with you and give you the love you've been searching for for years".

"Ming Guang"."let me show you Wudu, let me show you just how much I truly love you". Without saying a word I wrapped my arms around him and kissed him as he picked me up and carried us over to the water while simultaneously taking our clothes off.

The water was cool as it surrounded both our bodies I moaned softly as he held me closer to him and gently slid his member into me before turning us around so my back was against the grass wall.

"Am I hurting you"? "No, it feels good. As long as it's you I'm ok". I smiled. He kissed me again before moving in and out of me slowly. I loved it. I loved how gentle he was being with me. It was completely different from what I was used to.

He was worried about hurting me. He wanted to erase everything they had done to me from my body and replace it with love instead. My hand rested on the back of his head as he planted soft gentle kisses on me and started to move faster.

"Pei". I moaned with my head tilted back. "You're beautiful". He left a kiss. "Breathtaking". He left another one. "Gorgeous". I moaned. "You feel so good". I lightly gripped his hair. "You feel good wrapped around me as well". He whispered in my ear causing me to moan.

"I love you so much Wudu, so so much". "Aahh, I love you too. I only want to be yours". "You are mine and I'm yours". "Ming Guang".

Afterwards, we both laid on the soft grass wrapped in each other's arms. For the longest time, all I could hear was his heartbeat, the gentle sound of the water, and the birds chirping every now and then as they passed by. I loved it. I loved being here with him.

I finally felt at peace once again. I've finally had the person I loved in my life and could take comfort in knowing he loved me back.

"You're safe Wudu. It's just us". He spoke softly as his fingers passed through my hair. "Thank you for everything Mimg Guang".

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