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UNBREAK ME By bilqeesize

Who was I , where was I ,I had tried many times but yet I failed,I was just a girl begging to be loved ,

Begging to be caressed, begging to me held humane,

Am just a girl fighting for what I loved , fighting for my future .

Who was I supposed to be, everyone my obstacles,my fragile heart had been broken .

Better yet , stabbed so many times,
But I had forgiven,

My fragile heart had been mended so many times by my own precious hands,

I owned myself,
I loved no one but myself ,I held on to hopes,but what I got in return

Am just a girl trying
Hard to find the ropes,I have been humiliated , redirected to the very beginning

Am just a girl but my heart was becoming weak,

I had mended my fragile heart so many times ,yet people kept on stepping on me

Am just a girl but I had been taken for granted
Like the saying every thing has their expiry date

So did my heart ,
Am tired of being ridiculed, being stepped on

But no more will I sit and watch,my heart has been ripped out of it's own

I would fight till the very end , just like the hawk watching it's prey

I watched as my heart tore to it's very
Last, betrayed by my own blood ,
I lost all hopes

No more to freckles
I took my heart and tore it myself , and watch me become ruthless

HOW DO I EXPLAIN? By Ztaoffy

Dumbest thing I ever did?
Was wishing I was an adult.

Now I grew up to be that girl,
Yet to discover that inner thing in me
That makes me sad even without a reason.
Being with my family
I still feel sad and shiver like chicken.

Mostly neglected by all
Even those I show some love.
All I see is emptiness.
Weakened as if I should fall
This my problem I should make it solve.

Why? Khalid wrote about me when he said. . .
Never felt a feeling of comfort,
All these time, I've been hiding.
My whole life I felt like a burden
I think too much and I hate it
I'm so used to being in the wrong
I'm tired of caring
Loving never gave me a home,
So I sit here in the silence.

I tried telling a friend or two but it never helped.
They listened but it looked like a story.
Left alone I am to worry
I need to pour out things but to no one, really.
Even if someone would listen without laughter.
Even if someone would help open another chapter.

But how do I explain and be understood?
That I am synonymous to the word 'almost'?
She was almost good enough,
He almost made it.
But sadly, almost is never enough.
Making me feel I am never enough.

How do I explain and be understood?
That I lost something I never had,
And yet, it hurts just as bad.
That I always feel numb?
Not happy, not sad, just. . . Blank?

How do I explain and be understood?
That if I'm asked why I'm sad,
I say I know not why.
How do I explain that I know the reason but chose to lie?
Cause there're so many reasons,
But I know not which one it is this time.

How do I explain and be understood?
That I hate that I push people away,
But then I let someone in, with faith,
And they remind me once again,
Of why I push everyone away in the first place.

How do I explain and be understood?
That people get tired of me and leave,
They didn't know I was tired too
But all the same, I chose to stay.
Well, in the end,
I learned how to be strong on my own.

How do I explain. . .
That I shouldn't be this kind of tired at my age.
But then, it's okay to feel nothing;
The moon isn't always full.
Healing doesn't come quickly,
But eventually, it will come.

But until then, be patient with me
'Cause I'm slowly learning how to be happy again.

I know one day my life will be full of bliss.
But right now, this feeling. . .
This needs to stop.
I need to die and rise again.
Maybe, just maybe I'll find some luck.
I'll rise and never fall again.

Let the tears fall, they say.
The tears will set you free.
But what can I say?
I'm a writer, my love.
We don't cry,
We bleed on paper.

And here I am saying,
I look good, I look sane.
But beneath the surface,
I can't explain.
Oh, My sanity is at stake,
But till forever, I'll be awake.
Lmao, I do quite well in flashing my teeth,
But low-key, MY HEART BLEEDS.

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