(If you didn't get that reference do yourself a favour and look it up on YouTube thank me later. watch the music video btw)

today we didn't have to go to school but obviously I was handed a shitload of assignments. cause why not.

Today's mood:

- WE'RE GETTING OUR FUCKING GRADES FOR THE SEMESTER AND I WANT DEATH!!!!!! You know the thing when you're a great student (I got a 19.8 last year) but then shit like anxiety mess with your head and now you watch everyone get ahead of you and you just can't get it together??? this kind of happened to me at least when we were writing the semester tests and I got a few bad grades and now I'm worried on how that will reflect on my grades and I don't know what my parents may say so yeah

-still not over MANIA and Entertainment what can I say my wig is snatched.

-currently laying in bed listening to the entirety of From Under The Cirk Tree by Fall Out Boy while looking at the ceiling trying to not feel like shit and I'll probably end up listening to Paramore's self titled album too

-So I learned about the Grammys and all I have to say is I'm pissed that Kesha didn't win and Also why the everloving fuck wasn't After Laughter nominated

-ray toro is me

(that was before the Grammys i just don't understand why they gave it to ed sheeran when my girl Kesha is out there writing songs about self love and going through abuse and finding the strength to get through life)

-all I'm saying is I'll raise HELL WHY THE FUCK DIDN'T SHE OR LORDE WIN IN THAT CATEGORY MELODRAMA IS A MASTERPIECE YOU COWARDS

that's it