Saira pov

Talking

You are so charecter less. How many more persons are you going to hook up with? Oh.. So mean.. Just because people ship you, you will hook up. I mean are you not serious with one person only? Why? What is your problem? I mean they don't have a problem for you go with everyone. But that doesn't mean that you can hook up with them. Tell me... Don't you believe in true love? No?! Because you don't want to be single like me? Hahaha.. Very funny joke. I am waiting for him. But look at you!! You are married several times. Have some shame bro....

Thinking who is getting this and whom I am talking to?

Wanna know?

THIS GUY RIGHT HERE! MR. ALU AKA POTATO...
Don't call me psycho (though I am one) for this.
You think I am joking. Think about it. Almost everywhere it is present. With every single thing. Almost. Only momo is left along with some other dishes... Then... Biggest player of the century....
Real reason for blaming it?! My Ma threw me out of the bed to wash these.

And this chipkali entered into my morning boredom.

Rhea:hey pagal...

I roll a potato in her way and,*thud* she falls down. And starts what we call... Gold digger drama...

Rhea :oh... Oh my god.... Fuck ya... My lotion.. It went down... My face is fine.. Oh no a scratch.... Huh... Shit! How will I video call my boyfriend? Ok... WHAT? I HAVE PIMPLES? IT IS YOUR MISTAKE... IT IS BECAUSE OF YOUR POTATO AA

Saira :really? Good...

Rhea: pagal... Mera dimag kharab ho gaya ( mad... My brain got bad)

Saira : tera sirf dimag kharab hai... Main bandi hi kharab hu.. 😉

Rhea: oh.. A necklace? Mm... Where do you buy it from?

Saira : didn't buy... Got it as a gift...

Rhea: ok.. But it doesn't look good for you... I am taking it...

She touched it and tried to open it but I pushed her away...

Saira : OVER MY DEAD BODY...

Rhea : whoa... I just want to wear it...

Ma: share your thing with her... She is your sister...

Saira :*scoff * sister? She is someone who I don't want to know... And share my things? You want me dead?!

* slappp*

Saira : you hate this word... But you kill me... Every time you ask me to interact with her...

Ma: but you should social-

Saira : who do you think I am?

Ma: her sister?

Saira : huh... Wanna know something... Wait for it...

I dial the phone and put it on speaker...

Saira: guys, who am I to you? Main Tumhara kya?

Sreya : life...

Sneha :love...

Neha :Time...

Rikta: sister..

Anwesha : friend..

Arka: mate...

Saira : guys.. I am sorry but call you later...

All: bye...

I cut the call.
Saira : heard..?

Rhea: friends are backstabbers...

Saira: what? Really? How do you know? Oh... Must have been one... Towards everyone...

Rhea : you...

Saira : why? It is my chain... What is the problem?

Rhea : because you always have something I don't...

Saira : what if that greed engulf you..

Rhea : I will be your end before that..

Saira : I am leaving... Can't even stay here...

I walked out wearing mask and with my backpack.. I walked to the temple. I sat down at the Lakshmi-Narayan temple.

Saira: didi... Is he fine? I truly miss him.. Do you think a star can take birth again?... What am I expected? Never... We never deserved him... That's why he left....

I started crying and vigorously rubbing my face. I don't want anyone to see me like this. Suddenly 2 things feel on my head. And got stuck in the hair. I look up a saw... Devi Lakshmi had a big piece of red chunri on herself... It feel on me... Along with Narayan mor pankh.. Securing the chunri in its place.... I feel their love...and I started crying like there's no tomorrow...

My heart is crying... And my eyes are handling things... So that my heart does not get disappear in the depth of my tears... But the tears of my brain is too drowning this heart... What is my mistake in this? He died without a mistake... And we are suffering without one...

I swear... Someday.. I will sure end it... He will be given justice apt for his death...

Kanha.... You are always by me right? Please... Stay with him now... He has gone to visit you guys... Mahadev... Keep him with you... His devotion towards you is from his heart...

??? : Beta...

Saira: pandit ji... Sorry... It fell on me... I will put it up right now...

Pandit ji: no... Keep it... They gave it to you..

Saira : ok... I will... Keep it safe..

Pandit ji : Beta... Can we talk?

Saira : sure pandit ji... Why are you even asking?

I open the chunri and mor pankh and fold it and keep it in my bag. Then we start walking round the temple area.

Pandit ji: Beta.. Why are you crying?

Saira : pandit ji... I am crying over someone who should have been living till date... Who deserves a better life but got together with a...

Pandit ji :Alakshmi?

Saira : what... I mean how...

Pandit ji: ever saw Narayan away from Lakshmi? Ever found anyone else in his heart other than her Sri?

Saira : no pandit ji....

Pandit ji : then have you ever thought how he will be with anyone else other than her?

Saira : So... Sushant is a part of... Kanha and Ankita di of our Lakshmi di?

Pandit ji : can be kiddo...

Saira : then how could he be....

Pandit ji : Alakshmi is always wants to be with Narayan for his power, looks, reputation... Whereas Lakshmi wants to be with Narayan for she loves him... And he loves her... Now think about Sushant condition when he left Ankita?

Saira : just like Shri Ram... He hid everything under a smile... With the hope of her coming back...

Pandit ji : yes...

Saira : so... He must have been waiting...

Pandit ji : you asked for enough tears... Ask for something else now... He will grant it..

Saira : my friends must never cry if I die...

Pandit ji : why friends only? Why not your family?

Saira : anyone or they themselves can rub off the tears.. Will have someone else to cry on... But they'll not cry in front of me.. Lest I might get hurt.. They will close themselves up and break down and may hurt themselves...

Pandit ji : then your wish will be fulfilled....

Saira : really? That's good... But you know what you feel like known... Really known...

Pandit ji : I do? Maybe... You know me then...

Saira : yeah.. Maybe...

Pandit ji : that chain is beautiful...

Saira : got it for Uluka...

Pandit ji: really? You know... I heard that this chain always remains with the people who wear it.... Even after death..

Saira : really? That's cool... I should be leaving bhaiya.. Oh sorry... Pandit ji... Bye..

I ran out of the campus and towards the road. That pandit ji is really known...

Pandit ji pov

Both of you are chanchal... Goodness.. How are we going to control you? You do know me... After all you are my.... Paglet... And you did somewhat recognised me..

When will you leave your sadness to me? And your wish will keep you safe and always together....