Saira pov
*slap *
I saw my ma. Oh yeah right.. How can I forget about it? She is present here and of course she is not with me at all. My friends are standing just a bit away and they guess that what will happen next is not beneficial for anyone.
My family. Rajmata, papa, ma, kaka, kamma, 2 didi, bhaiya, behen, bua... Everybody sensed something different but not an outburst like this.

Aunty : shit! Goo going... Now will you hurt your mother?

Saira : I am not you... That I will hurt the one who went through 9 months pain,but bear it with a smile.

Rhea : how dare you?

Saira : I should be the one saying it...

Aunty: why? Because we said that Sushant  Singh Rajput death is suicide and Rhea Chakraborty is getting hampered? It is a truth...

Sir : how much you know about Sushant? Do you know how much pain he endure with a happy face? Do you even know how hard it is to an outsider, the whole industry against you but still you bear it for deep down you know you have that one person supporting you.... But when that person becomes a backstabber... Just for your money then...? Do you know what amount of pain it gives you?

I tried to keep my calm but.... It is really nerve-wracking.

Rhea : like you know everything..

Saira : I feel every single emotion...

Aunty: what did Sushant do for you to worship him?

Saira : ask what he did not do... Every thing... But he did it with dedication...

Rhea : oh really ...? You love his movies na ? Tell me how much he got through each movie...

Saira : you sure...

Rhea : yeah... Say me..

Saira: 1st movie Kai Po Che... He taught us friendship, mistakes and many other things...
2nd movie... Shudh Desi Romance... Just how complicated love can be...
3rd movie Pk.. A bright brilliant chance to play an awesome small role...
4th movie Detective Byomkesh Bakshy.... The movie of an iconic personality..
6th movie Raabta... You will get your love back... Some way..
Then there is Sonchiriya... Golden bird... The bird which leads you to your freedom... And every film he does has a meaningful sense... And the biggest icon film is..... MS DHONI THE UNTOLD STORY....
The biggest hit... Not in cinemas only... In the heart of the people... The way he depicted Dhoni is amazing... The amount of practice he gave to it, the amount of love towards the role and the amount of dedication towards his acting really changed the movie. We did not see a biopic... We saw Dhoni in real life. His way of walking, talking, thinking... Everything... The movie becomes flawless for his 9 months practice. This 9 months he spent asking questions... Knowing everything... And 3 months to prepare for the movie.... A whole year.. If he wanted then he could have not done so much research...
Curious boy... Even Captain Cool lost his cool while he question... His enthusiasm... His hard work made the people mind blown.... Every Indian watched the movie as Dhoni fan... But walked out as Sushant Singh Rajput fan. You think... Why so many people praise him for this? Anybody could have done it... Especially the star kids if given the chance.... DON'T YOU?

Rhea : yeah...

Saira : WRONG!! NOBODY.. I SAY NO ONE WOULD DO SUCH A HARD WORK... FOR STAR KIDS IT IS ACTING JUST ACTING... THEY WILL BE PARDONED IF A WRONG SCENE IS DONE... SOMEONE ELSE WOULD DO IT.. LIKE THOSE SHOTS.. NO... HE DID IT... ALL THOSE TRAINING HE WENT THROUGH... BUT YOU WANT TO KNOW HOW HE GOT THE POWER FROM.? THROUGH MAHI'S SUPPORT, THROUGH HIS DIDI HELP AND THROUGH THE BELIEF..........
WHICH ANKITA LOKHANDE GAVE HIM... THAT YEAH GO AHEAD.. I AM ALWAYS BEFORE YOU IF ANY PROBLEM ARISE....

Rhea :   *shivering * h-how dare u? Tell me all this... He had failed movies...

Saira :* hysterical laugh *  he was hungry good movies... Good work matters most to him.. Remember the movie Tumbaad? He wanted to do it... And remember this too... It is not a hit film... But a good film

Aunty: Sushant -

Saira : DON'T TAKE HIS NAME THOUGH YOUR FILTHY MOUTH
... I'M NOT ANYONE TO ANSWER THEM TO YOU FOR.... You are never worth it...

I sat back down played " Main Tumhara" on my Jbl speaker... Full volume... Sat near the window... It is raining outside... Head leaned against the window and me crying .... Finding it a bit common... It is common for us... Kizie Basu was listening to this song but smiling in the beginning of the film Dil Bechara... She was smiling for she knew she would meet her idol... And here I am crying for I know it is impossible before my death...

And I know that mother Nature is crying for the death of her son... Otherwise today was sunny day it would never rain cats and dogs  ....
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Lakshmi : this is not good...

Narayan : her tears you mean...?

Lakshmi : no... What just happened..

Narayan : its human nature to hurt people better than them... And it is very prevelant in Kalyug... But still it is a long time since it is fully reached every human... But it will not...

Lakshmi : her tears... She never wants to show it...

Narayan : if not then she would have scratches on her arms and legs.. She will do it on her own....

Lakshmi :and what about Sushant?

Narayan : he is feeling something too.

Far away from Kailash in its green foothills
Sushant Singh Rajput pov
This feeling... Why does it hurt.. Is someone crying? No one can... Wait...
What is this tune...
Main Tumhara main tumhara
Main Tumhara raha...
Mere chaanda main tumhara sitara raha...
This song is a beautiful ballad but how can I hear it?

Ganesh : anything sent to someone by heart is always reached.. No matter where that person is...

SSR :😔😔😔