Tw: self-deprecation, mentions of ducking out

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Y'know.. I'm starting to regret not ducking out...
It'd be so so much easier then having to deal with all theese icky feelings!
I know- I know it's stupid because well- it's literally my job to deal with all thomas' feelings but- gosh... did it really have to be this hard!
Anyone, and I mean anyone could do this better then me!
If only logan hadn't stoped me then maybe somebody else could be doing this!
If things all went to plan wouldn't it of been better?.....at least a tiny bit.....
Just imagine how much better it'd be!
.....surely one of you have to agree, right?
....

~Patton