Imagine #51: Intern (Part 3)

*Y/N's P.O.V.*

"There they are! You guys look so good!" I said excitedly as I saw Patrick, Pete, Andy, and Joe. They just finished preparing to attend the VMA's because Young and Menace had been nominated for Best Rock music.

"It's really been a while since I tried to look at okay," Joe said while looking at his clothes.

"Oh, come on! You guys always look amazing! But Patrick and Pete is really looking professional." I said and both of them chuckled.

"Yeah, professionals whike bringing two human-like Llamas at the event," Pete said which made us laugh.

"The fandom will seriously break ones they saw them. But really, we should give those guys names." I said.

"We'll do that some of these days, Y/N." Andy told me with.

They are currently waiting for their ride towards the place of the event. We just continued to talk for a while since I was taking a break too. Patrick actually asked me to come with them, but there's still a lot of work to be done and I don't want people to see that I am taking advantage of him so I let this pass. Besides, we already had a fair number of dates, and I'm so thankful for that, I guess things really had been going better and better for us.

"Why are you being so silent, Patrick?" I asked him and he seemed to be thinking deeply. I think my voice actually pulled him out of his thoughts.

"Uh, nothing. I'm fine, Y/N," he answered while smiling worriedly and suddenly I noticed him going behind Pete more. I actually noticed that since I saw them, it's like he's hiding.

I looked at him worriedly, is he disappointed that I turned him down? I really hope not. I just really don't want to mess anything or hurry anything. We've already got a lot of eyes since Pete's tweet about me being Patrick's princess. It's not that I don't want this, I know we both want to take it slow.

"Looks like our ride is here! We'll see you later, Y/N." Pete said and they started walking away.

"Bye guys, enjoy the night!" I said cheerfully, but I'm really worried about Patrick. He seemed bothered about something.

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*Patrick's P.O.V.*

I thought I lived through this phase, but I guess not. Those negative thoughts are coming back again.

I am looking at myself at a mirror and having these thoughts again and I hate it. I hate that even at this age, I'm feeling this. I know I shouldn't be, but I couldn't help it.

"Patrick? Let's get to the lob--- Everything okay, dude?" Pete saw me and I tried to brush my every thought.

"Yeah, let's go!" I told him with a small smile.

"Patrick, you look amazing, please don't think negative things." Pete said, he really like a twin to me. He always knows what's up.

"Thanks, Pe---" I began to say and that meme won't really be deleted in my memory. "Damn it, I couldn't say that without thinking about that meme,"

"Just embrace that meme, Stump. It'll never die." Pete said while laughing.

We left the room and hurried to the lobby to meet up with the others, I was actually beginning to feel okay, but then I heard Y/N's voice.

"There they are! --" she said while looking excitedly at us and like a reflex, I'm hiding almost half of my body behind Pete.

I hate feeling like this...I know I shouldn't, I know I should just be confident...but somehow I can't. Now, I feel like I don't want to go out.

"Why are you being so silent, Patrick?" Y/N sweetly asked me which pulled me out of my thoughts.

"Uh, nothing. I'm fine, Y/N," I answered her, trying to lighten up. I know she's already noticing my mood, I hope I won't make her worried.

It's just really my problem right now.

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Finally, freaking finally, the event is over and I feel so tired even if I didn't do anything at all. It's just my mind who made me all tired, my anxiety almost killed me.

Fortunately, I was able to push through tonight...mostly by just being silent and hiding behind Pete almost all the time. Of course they noticed me, and the three of them are really trying to cheer me up but somehow my stupid brain is dragging me down. But at least that night is now over...and I'm here inside my room again, alone, just like what I want right now.

Moments laters, I heard a knock on my door. I looked at the clock and it's about to get midnight, I wonder who that is. I stood up and opened up the door.

"Y/N," I said, smiling when I saw her. She's really the only person I want to see right now.

"Hey, sorry to interrupt you or something. I just heard the music inside and thought you're still awake. Gladly you are, I'm kinda having trouble sleeping." she explained cutely. "I also want to know how the event went? I mean, if it's okay for me to ask you at this kind of hour --

"Come on in, Y/N and I'll gladly answer you. I couldn't sleep either." I told her and let her in.

"I'm really sorry, but it's totally okay if you want to take a rest n--

She's being sweet again and I really appreciate her for being like this. I smiled at her and just pulled her into a hug. I know she's worried, I can feel that that's what she wanted to ask me. I made her worry earlier.

"Sorry for making you worry, Y/N." I murmured gently near her ear. Y/N hugged me back tightly and it actually cheered me up a little.

"I knew something was bothering you. You don't have to say sorry, Patrick." she said while looking at me.

"I'm hating myself again. The anxiety is getting stronger again and I hate it." I told her and I saw how her eyes got sad when I told her that.

"I know it's hard to fight, but Patrick, you're one of the best person I have met in this world. You're so kind, talented, and please! You look so amazing, I know you look amazing a lot of people do think that too!" She said, the sudden sadness in her eyes being replace with looking proud." I noticed  we noticed...almost all of the pictures earlier, you're always behind Pete or in a sideway position. It broke us, but at the same time it showed our love for you. Look here." she continued and pulled her phone out and soon she showed it to me. It was her twitter feed and I saw how many fans appreciated us...appreciated me and never said anything negative about me. Their messages are really uplifting."See? We appreciate the whole of you, Patrick. You don't have to hide or change just to satisfy some." she continued.

I looked at this girl in front of me and there was no hint of lie in her words, she really means everything she says.

"No matter what, we will always support you, Patrick. So let's help each other here. You're amazing, heck! You're perfect. A lot of people loves you, the fan loves you...I love you." she said and I can see her face getting all red now and I think mine too." You're a champion to me and a lot of other people, don't forget that."

She really lifted me up from my mood, made me forgot about those negative things... Only leaving one thought on my mind.

"I love you too, Y/N, I really do and thank you for being here." I murmured, gently cupoing her cheeks then pressing my lips on her forehead. "You're really everything that I want and need." I continued and she hugged me.

"And I'll always be here for you, Patrick." she said.

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*Y/N's P.O.V.*

Looks like it's really official now, and I couldn't be more happier about this. I guess me and Patrick formally confessed our feelings with each other and we both feel alive after that. I just want to be with him now to always cheer him up.

Watching him last night is very hard, I can see him being so anxious and I know he shouldn't be. He's near to perfect! I just really hate those people who keep on hating on him because of that...because of some physical features that shouldn't matter. I hate that he thinks he shoukd be ashamed because of that. But thankfully, with the help of those loyal fans, I was able to cheer him up last night and I promise I'll continuously do that no matter what.

"Seems like you're in too deep on your thoughts, princess." Patrick said.

"Yeah, I'm still thinking how I was able to get your heart." I said, acting so curious and I just broke to laughter because he started laughing too.

"Come on, stop being cute." Patrick told me.

We're currently at a cafe near the hotel. We're just hanging out like the usual since it's our day off today. We just continued to talk about random things, just enjoying our time here and I'm happy that he really seemed to forgot all those negative things already.

"Let'sgo back to the studio? I actually want to record something today." he said and we began to walk out of the cafe. "Uh, wait up a minute. I'll just take a quick bathroom, my bladder is going to explode." he said cutely and we both chuckled.

"Sure, I'll wait by the car." I said and kept on walking as he got back inside the cafe.

"Wasn't that Patrick Stump?" I suddenly heard from a girl who's just hanging around the parking of the cafe. She's with another girl too.

"It is! Huh, I thought he still looked hot. Looks like he gained a lot of weight again." the other girl said and I kid you not, I stopped walking and looked at them in shock and disgust.

"I know right? But hey, maybe there'll be a good Fall Out Boy song again since he's that again. You know, back on the Infinity on h--

"Excuse me, but what did you just say?!" I asked, going near them and I'm trying so hard to maintain my posture here.

"Oh, that Patrick Stump gained a lot of weight again? You must be disappointed too...it doesn't really suit - - -

"Take back what you said! Y-you both disgust me! Are you just going to judge him by that?! And seriously, connect that physical attribute to the band having a good song?! Maybe you both just have a problem with your hearing and eyesight!" I told them, my voice getting a little louder.

Both of the girls just laughed at me, mocking me.

"Oh come on, you're just saying that because you're a fan. But admit it, deep inside you know that kind of body build doesn't really suit him." one said and I involuntarily grabbed her by the collar of her shirt, pulling her closely. "Oh there he is behind you, he probably knows him to himself."

"Listen here, sister. NEVER compared me to you. You disgust me! Body shaming is never a good thing to do whether whoever person it is. You're the problem in this world today! Only judging with your eyes. That guy has done a lot more wonderful things and he doesn't deserve your negativities! Be ashamed of yourselves." I said while gritting my teeth and pulling her close. I didn't even care if Patrick is already behind me, actually holding me back. This girl has stepped over the line.

I pushed her back and they seemed scared of me now and just shot me a deadly glare before walking away without saying something.

I am breathing heavily right now and I am still angry and disappointed at them.

"I am so sorry, I know that move isn't a good move. But they stepped out of the line, you don't deserve those words, Patrick. You never deserve any kind of hate." I told him and he's just looking at me worriedly, but I know he's feeling anxious again.

"T-Thank you, Y/N. Let's just go now." he said, he's probably lost in his thoughts again.

{Thanks for reading!

Something similar to this really did happen, my whole body was triggered that time. I was too upset and angry, I just dont get why some people choose to spread negativities and hate. I just don't get it}