Imagine #37: Everybody Wants Somebody Who Doesn't Want Them (END)  

*Patrick's P.O.V.*

"Let me in! She's my friend! Please, let me in!" I begged at the top of my lungs as I try to get inside the emergency room, but these nurses are holding me back.

"Mr. Stump! We know! Please calm down, we're doing everything we can, and you are not allowed inside. The best thing you can do now is wait and pray the best for your friend." The nursed told me and I just stopped by then, I know I'll have no chance in getting in anyways.

I walked to the chairs and sat. I can feel the fear in my head now, she's in a critical condition...and I'm thinking the worst case scenario here.

"Please, Y/N, don't leave me." I murmured with my shaking voice and that moment, my tears fell down.

"Patrick!" Pete called and then I saw them by the hallway. They're now with an officer and with Y/N's boyfriend...and suddenly my eyes just blacked out.

"What the fuck happened?! You're supposed to take care of her!!!" I said with full anger, already holding hom by his shirt.

He looked injured and in pain too, but nothing like Y/N...and I'm so angry at him right now.

"Mr. Stump! Calm down!" The officer said and Pete held me back. My breathing is so heavy...everything is just a fucking mess.

"I really tried to protect her...but..--

"It wasn't their fault. A truck having a drunk driver collided with their car and unfortunately the collision hit Ms. Y/L/N's side severely. That's why she's in a critical condition now. The drunk driver is dead on the spot." the officer said and that's it, I just sobbed there.

"P-Patrick...I'm so sorry! I really did try to protect her but it happened too fast and it wasn't our fault. The truck just counterflowed and hit us." He said and he's already crying too.

"Why her?! Why does it have to be her!" I screamed as I shove Pete away and went walking back and forth, really not knowing what to do.

I saw Pete and the officer started to talk and Y/N's boyfriend walked near to me.

"Trust me, I was asking the same thing...I would be willing to exchange places with her now for all I know." He said lowly. I know he's really sincere.

"Sorry, I'm just really frustrated...I..."

"I thought we ended the night perfectly. Patrick, we already made a mutual decision that would lead us to where we truly belong. We mutually let go of each other earlier and I know we're both happy. I know she is, because I know she'll finally find a home with you. That girl really loves you, Patrick, she only took a break but that doesn't mean she stopped loving you. She was about to go back and everything was supposed to be perfect...but this just happened and ---

I stared at him in disbelief...she still loves me...up until now.
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But again, I feel like it's all too late now.

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*Few hours later*

"Are you Mr. Stump?" The doctor finally came out and asked. I immediately went to him.

"I am. How is she? She's okay, right?" I asked and I've never heard my heart beat this loud.

"We really tried everything, Mr. Stump, but there are too much injuries. Her internal organs continuously malfunctions and there are too many internal bleedings." He said lowly and every word feels like a cold knife being stabbed directly at my heart.

My surroundings began to fade...the girl that has been my best friend, been my buddy in all the stupid shit I've done, been the one who cheers me up the most, been a huge part of my life and been the LOVE of my life is now drifting and I didn't even had the chance to tell her how I love her dearly. It's all unfair. Why is this so unfair?!

"The only thing that keeps her alive now is the monitors...but honestly, it's just making her suffer more." The doctor continued.

I looked at my friends and they all looked devastated...but not like me...I'm feeling like the half of me has died now.

"Soon we'll have to cut off the monitor, we are really sorry but we did everything already, a miracle is the only thing that can save her now." he said.

"May we...see her now?" Pete asked.

"You may now...I am truly sorry." He said and he walked away.

I feel like I should be angry now, I should be screaming, shouting, punching walls, kicking chairs...but no. I jusr stood there, silently looking into nothingness as the tears flowed. The news completely broke me like I'm a machine...and now I can't function anymore.

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"We'll you time to talk to her privately, Patrick." Andy said as they went out of the room. They've probably said their good byes already...of coursr they look broken. We are not ready for this...and I'm still not ready for this.

I went inside and every step I make gets heavier. I can see her now with all these monitors attached to her, I can actually see the pain. I just also want it to stop for her, but then again that means I'll lose her forever.

"Y/N." I called out the moment I was near her. I sounded like a begging kid, crying and asking for what I am craving.

I sobbed in there and hold her hand, gently pulling it up and kissing it with mu trembling lips.

"Please, wake up. You can't leave me like this...I haven't made it up to you yet, I still owe you after fooling you before. Please." I continuously begged with my cracking voice as I cry. "I haven't even told you about what I'm feeling now. I...love you, Y/N and I was so stupid to realize it too late! Please, I really need you to hear me out." I continuously said...knowing I'll have no response.

Y/N just laid there with her eyes closed. She's already so peaceful, but I didn't want her to be. I want her to be awake, to be okay, and to be with me and I promise I'll make it up to her. I'll make her feel loved every second. But deep inside, I know she can't...it can't happen anymore.

I had enough and sobbed loudly in there...I was trying to keep it all in, but I just broke and sobbed loudly in front of her as I hold her hand. My hands are shaking, my lips are trembling and I'm just all over the places. All I'm holding onto is her hands...not wanting to let go.

"I love you so much, Y/N...and I promise this time it isn't just a white lie. This is all true now, you're always the one I've been looking for. I'm so sorry for everything, I'm so sorry for wasting time...I'm so sorry, but I just really want you to know that I love you so much, Y/N...." I stated while I cry and I suddely felt her hand twitched a bit and squeezed my hand.

I went in gently and brushed her hair...she's still in pain and I want to put her off her misery now, meaning I have to put myself in that state now.

"Sleep now, princess. I'm sorry for every shitty thing I did to you." I started and it's now like I'm taking in a poison. "But thank you for everything, for completing me, being a part of me...for loving me so much. Thank you...I love you so much, Y/N. You'll always be my princess." I murmured and pressed a kiss on her forehead and with that I heard the heart monitor emitting a high pitch noise.

And I sobbed...sobbed so much and I don't think I'll stop anytime soon.

Now realizing that sometimes, somebody would really want someone who doesn't want them...or can't be with them.
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And all they have to do is 'don't get hurt'. And now, I'm one of those 'somebody' now.

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