Imagine #38: Fall Out Angel (Part 4) 

*Y/N's P.O.V.*

"What are you...are you fucking insane? You're just going to burn her body like this?!" I shouted at Patrick in anger because he's just really planning to burn Elisa's body when we reached this sine place in the woods.

"This is the right thing to do for us." He plainly answered me. I can't even believe in how calm he is now, but I honestly can see right through his eyes, it was like a monster has been awaken within him and the grief in there was too much.

"Why do you always say 'for us' like you are different. I have no fucking idea what is going on here!" I said im confusion.

"Well, there you fucking go. You have no idea so you just better shut your mouth." He sais seriously while staring straight in my eyes. His breathing was heavy but when we looked at each other's eyes, he suddenly became...calm.

I fell to the ground because I was just so tired and maybe Patrick is right, I should just shut up. Patrick just set up the surroundings and soon, tge fire started. I can hear my whimpers again, I couldn't believe I lost my best friend just like that, without even knowing why or who those people are...I suddenly feel so cheated by this fucking life.

"I'm going to kill them all." I suddenly heard Patrick said. He was already in front of me while looking at plain nothingness.

"P-please...what the hell is all this, Patrick?" I asked him.

"We...we were...it was a part of a drug dealing commotion. What you heard was all codenames and such and I and Elisa quit, but they didn't let us go..." He answered, but somehow I knew he was lying.

"Then how on earth did they know me, why are they searching for me?! And why did they said you are about to kill me?!" I asked.

"Because they thought you knew about the activity, they wanted you to think we are the bad guys here when in fact, it was them. I would have killed you before because it would have stopped all this from happening, but now it's too late." He answered and again, I feel that it's all a lie.

"You won't fool me." I hissed at him and began to walk away, I couldn't even bring myself to trust him, but somehow, I wanted to be with him.

"Y/N, they are after you and whether you like it or not, you're going to stay with me." He gripped my arm too right and I couldn't even free myself from it.

"I have my own life to live, Patrick, I can do--

"Trust me, you can't, Angel. Look at you right now, you're about ro break down. You need me...and I need you." He said and suddenly his voice became so soothing. I found myself just staring at him right in his eyes.

Patrick was already brushing his thumbs against my cheeks to brush off the blood and tears there. I can't believe I'm alresdy feeling like this...enjoying the company of my bestfriend's boyfriend just right after her death...

But I just know that, there's something going on about this and I ought to find out what the hell is it.

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*Patrick's P.O.V.*

I lied to her, I couldn't bring myself to tell her the truth because I know she'll go away from me...I couldn't even bring myself to kill her too, it wad so frustrating.

I can't understand what I was feeling and I hated it, it's like the moment Elisa stopped breathing...all my feelings stopped too, i-it felt so confusing like something was broken between us when she died. I suddenly felt free.

I couldn't even bring myself to mourn now, it's like I already moved on just like that...and all that matters now is this girl in front of me. There's really something about her.

"...I need you." I told her with all honesty and she just looked at me in the same manner. After that, she leaned on my chest and cried there and I swear...I somehow felt her physically.

I looked at her and tried to hug her, but I was disappointed, I still couldn't feel her...but I swear for a moment, I did feel something...

"Why am I feeling like this? Why am I being pulled into you?" She ranted. I guess the feeling is rather mutual...she can already feel the connection between us too.

Maybe I should reconsider my plan...its either, kill her and be a human...or protect her to be a guardian angel. But now, the latter sounds more appealing to me.

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