Imagine #133: Plane-Crashed Hearts (Part 5)   

*Patrick's P.O.V.*

Yep, it's official, the whole world have forgotten about us. It's been more than a month...A MONTH since the plane crashed and still, we're here! I have no idea if I'll be happy or not, but as far as I know, I'm just lucky to have Y/N with me on this island. Or else I might have gone crazy!

With nothing else to do, I felt like we know each other so much right now. We've only just been chatting and looting around the place. We're really that this island is rich in natural resources, we never ran out of food and the clothes that we found are enough for the both of us.

We're currently just roaming around this forest like place at daylight. This is the first time we've gone really far from our base, but I think it's already time to venture out here too.

"Hey...hey, can you hear that?!" Suddenly, Y/N said. I looked at her, she wasn't distressed, in fact she's excited.

"I really can't...hear anything?" I said, trying to hear whatever it is, maybe it's just because I have poor hearing since I'm also around loud music.

"Come on!" She said again, more excited this time. She took my hand and we ran towards what this is and finally the moment I saw what she was saying...I understood why she was excited. It's a waterfalls.

It's actually beautiful...an unknown beauty of this world. It was just a small area, but the water came from a very high ground. The water falls perfectly in a spring. It's a clear what that you can see the bottom of it.

"Wow." We both said in awe, totally forgetting that we are stranded here in this island.

Y/N walked towards the edge of the ground to feel the water on the spring.

"Well? What are you standing for there?" She said. I've never seen her so alive like this...it's really beautiful to see her this way.

She removed her shirt, revealing the tank top she was wearing under it before she jumped into the spring. I chuckled and I just walked near the spring and plunged in, following her.

"So, you're a fan of natural beauties, huh?"  I asked her, going near her as we float.

"Yeah. It's not everyday you see something like this." She said which made me smile and look at her.

"Yeah." I said, not pertaining to thjs beautiful place, but pertaining to her...it's not everyday I came across a person like her.

Y/N caught me staring at her and she just blushed because we had a locked-eye moment. "Y-you're really beautiful and amazing, you know that?" I suddenly murmured.

"P-Patrick --

"N-no, pleasr don't get me wrong and trust me, I'm not feeling this way just because I've only been stuck with you here...trust me, since the first time I saw you on that plane before it crashed...I was somehow attracted to you. I may sound corny and lying, but that's true...trust me." I said, probably blushing too because I can feel my cheeks getting warm. "I'm falling for you." I confessed, slowly holding her cheeks as I smiled at her. I was reluctant to lean closer and kiss her, so I just stared at her with a smile.

We're just in the middle of the spring and after what I said she was just staring at me, shocked. I can't explain what her emotions were...but one thing is for sure...she's near to cry. "N-no...y-you can't, Patrick. You don't understand." She murmured in panic...all excitement were gone. She backed away from me, from my touch. Have I gone too far? But no...I knew she was feeling the same way about me...why is she like this all of a sudden?

"Y/N, I'm not pushing you to --

"N-no. You don't understand. I don't...I don't want to hurt you." She said, getting silent and silent as her tears roll down from her eyes. "I-I'm sorry." She said and swam away, getting on the ground again.

I hurriedly followed her, I know there's something wrong...but I know it's not my confession. I know...I can feel that she feels the same way, she's just trying to conceal it.

"Y/N. Please, wait." I said, running to catch her. The moment I did I held her arm and pulled her gently, making her face me. "I m-may have been too fast, but everything I said is true. Please believe me." I said, holding her cheeks again as she cries.

"That's the point, Patrick. I know it's true...but I'm telling you, it shouldn't have been true." She said with her crackig voice and trembling lips.

"Please tell me, I know you're feeling the same way...right? I'm correct, right?" I asked her with a small smile and she whimpered more.

"You really know how to read me well, Mr. Stump." She said, laughing while crying and staring at me. I don't understand why she is crying, I hate to see her this way. I just kept on wiping the tears away, giving her a reassuring smile.

"Then what's stopping this?" I asked gently, leaning closer to her...but once again I heard her whimper and this time she looked to her right.

"Turn away
If you could get me a drink
Of water 'cause my lips are chapped and faded" she started singing this song with her cracking and crying voice while still looking away from me. My heart beat was going fast...this song...this song is goddamn familiar to me and I don't like where this is going.

"Call my aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me in all my favorite colors
My sisters and my brothers, still..." She kept on singing, I can feel my hands getting colder and colder as her voice gets shakier. No...it can't be.

She slowly looked back at me, the same girl that wanted death was in front of me again. Looking like she gave up, helpless infront of me.

"I will not kiss you
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you" she sang while looking at me and I swear the tears in my eyes just fell. The tune was like she just gave up...gave up because of..

Cancer.

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*Y/N's P.O.V.*

"I will not kiss you
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you" I sang infront of him and I swear I wished I didn't. Patrick is crying in front of me after finally confessing what I have...and I hated it, I am causing him pain.

He was right, always been right. I fell for him too, but it just can't happen. WE can't happen, not because I don't want to but because of what I have. But this is better than giving him false hope, he needs to know the truth.

"I'm counting down the days to go
This just ain't livin'
And I just hope you know." I told him with my shaky breath..."I'm so sorry for not telling you, but I know you noticed. This cracking voice of mine, my weak body, and everything. It's true, Patrick. And I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being like this, for having cancer, for you being stuck with me out of all people. I'm sorry. I'm sorry." I sobbed in front of her.

I am breaking down, all these thoughts and pain are eating me up again...and seeing Patrick crying isn't helping. Suddenly, I felt that he pulled me in and after that, just warmth. He was hugging me, letting me lean against his chest, as I sob there.

"I...I don't care. I-I'm still happy that you're the person that happens to be with me here...it's not a bad thing, Y/N. In fact, it's a golden opportunity for me. I will not give you up...b-but please don't give up just yet. Please." He said, his hug getting tight as if smhe doesn't want to let go and I don't want him too.

But sadly, it's not possible...I'm already on my deathbed to be honest. Life just gave me another fucking painful thing now and it's this...the torture of not being able to be with someone I truly love. What a cruel life...If I could really just continue living...
....
.... if only I'm not dying

{Did I warn you that this is heartbreaking...no? Well now you know T.T. THANKS FOR READING. ONE MORE CHAPTER FOR THIS.}