Imagine #117: Remember Me...For Centuries (Part 4)

*Patrick's P.O.V.*  

"El? What are you doing here?" I asked her the moment I opened the front door of my house. I was just about to leave, but suddenly the door bell rang and it turns out to be El.

"Hey! I brought you and Y/N some food. I would like to ask how's she been too." She said with a smile.

"Oh, uh...well, Y/N is not here. She's --

"I thought you're living together?" She asked as I let her inside my house.

"Well, yeah. Before. But I decided to let her stay at her apartment, I don't want to hurry it up and scare her anyway." I honestly said.

"That's good thinking." She said while smiling. "So, I'll just half this food so some will be left in here and you bring the other half to her? Sadly, I have to run too. I need to meet someone." She said.

"Yeah sure, I'll just ---" suddenly my phone rang and I immediately answered it. "Hey, Y/N?" I asked as it turns out to be her.

The first thing I heard was a heavy shaky breath, I don't know what is it but I think there might be something wrong.

"Y/N? Are you okay?" I asked sincerely. I sat on my couch as I see El walk to my kitchen to prepare the food.

"P-Patrick...I-I need to talk to you." She said firmly...angry? I have no idea what's going on, but I know its not good.

"Did you remember something already? What happened? I'll go there as soon as I can, I'll just finish something up in her---

"Hey, Trick? You're really still unorganized! Leaving all this dishes in here." El suddenly shouted playfully and in a flirty manner and I'm sure as hell that Y/N have heard that.

If she didn't have any amnesia right now, she would have been angry with me for having El inside my house. Come to think of it, I suddenly felt that the tension on the other line risen. Is it possible that she really remembers now? And now she's angry that I'm with El?

"Finish what you have to. I need you here fast. I need to talk to you." She said with a shaky voice and with that she hung up.

I was confused and worried at the same time. I need to get to here fast. I stood up and walk to the kitchen and finally El was done too.

"What's wrong? Is it Y/N?" She asked.

"She seemed angry and frustrated. I don't know what happened." I told her.

"Maybe she's bored? She's been doing nothing for weeks, right?" She said and I looked at her. "Maybe you should distract her with her work. You know, teach her and show her what she do for you and Fall Out Boy. To be a stage manager. That's her passion, right? Maybe she'll be back in her feet if she start working again." She said and I honestly think that's a good idea.

"Maybe you're right. I'll go and try that. Thanks, El." I told her and she smiled.

"Well, that's what friends are for." She said. "I should go, Patrick. Give my regards to Y/N. Bye." She said then left.

After she left, I just gathered some of the things I need to show Y/N what her work is, maybe she really needs her passion to not get bored. I really hope that its nothing more than that.

*End of Patrick's P.O.V.*

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Patrick finally came in your apartment and you honestly don't know what to say. You are angry snd sad at the same time. You don't want to believe Jim, but the things around you says that what Jim told you is true. Earlier you knew that Patrick is with El in his house and now...Patrick is talking about your job...like as if he wanted you to start working for them again...just like what Jim said.

"You've done a lot of things for us, Y/N and you're really amazing in what you do." Patrick said and you've only been staring into plain nothingness the whole time. "Y/N, what's wrong? There's something wrong with you..." He asked worriedly and you stared at him blankly.

"Wrong? What's wrong?" You started as tears build up in your eyes. You're scared, confused and angry right now and you just hate it. "Patrick, I don't know what's right or wrong right now...but I do believe that everything you've been telling me is wrong..." You said while gritting my teeth.

"W-what are you saying...Y/N, I'm not lying. I would never lie to you." Patrick said as he tried to grab you hand and you back away.

"Y-you've been to considerate...too open that I should stay away from you. Why is that, huh? You never say anything about us, you never say anything about me...and then suddenly you're saying things about my work. What do you need me for Patrick?" You continued and Patrick stare at you like he had his heart broken.

"N-no, its not what you think, Y/N. I-I never talk about us because I don't want you to think that I'm forcing you to remember me...or about you, I don't want to trap yourself thinking that that should be you. I was open to you so you couldn't feel that I was controlling you. Hell, no, Y/N. I won't do that, please believe me princess." Patrick said pleadingly and you really pity him that moment. The was golden, you never think that he could do anything like this...but the evidence says its true.

"Stop it. I don't want to believe you anymore...and I-I don't want to see you anymore."  You said with venom in your mouth and right that moment Patrick's tears fell.

"Y/N, please...don't do this." He said weakly and god knows how you just want to comfort him right now, but the negativities have eaten your whole system right now. "Princess, please...please...remember me. It's me, whatever or whoever made you think of that is not true or a lier. Please.." He said. You just backed away while wiping your tears.

"I will never believe in anything again, Patrick. Get. Out." You said firmly as you point to the door.

He just helplessly looked at you while he wipe his tears. He doesn't​ want to disrespect your decision, but he will still not back down. He walked to the door and opened it, but before leaving he looked at you once more.

"Y/N, I'll do everything and anything to make you remember me. Whatever measure it is, even how hard it is, I promise I will." He said with determination and you just stared at him. "I love you, princess. And I hope you'll never forget that." He continued and with that he left.

You were left staring at the door...hoping that he'll really be able to make you remember him...even if the memories weren't so great.

{Sorry for updating late! Thanks for reading!!!}