Imagine #157: Blurry's The One I'm Not

{This imagine is suggested by TaylorYorkYall...Many Twenty One Pilots references here, but still Patrick's here, of course. To those who are fans of TOP, CHEERS and to those who are not familiar to them...I'm telling you listen to them right now...their songs are not just sick but also meaningful!so yeah, ENJOY}

"So Patrick, let's just get this situation like my brother always describes it. Your girlfriend has a 'blurryface' and it's the representation of her insecurities, her negative thoughts, and her low self-esteem. It suffocates her like someone is choking her, she feels like something is holding her neck and she can't breath. It's also stopping her to do what she want like it chained her hands to stop crafting things. The only way for her to be okay again is to take blurryface out and I know you know how to do that." The doctor said to Patrick. He was a close friend of his because of his brother, he is Zack Joseph, more likely known to be the brother of Tyler Joseph from Twenty One Pilots.

"I always thought that something's wrong with her. Thank you, and I really know how to cure that. She needs to meet Josh and Tyler." Patrick said before leaving and going back to your apartment.

"So, am I dying?" you asked the moment he got home.

You were depressed, you think nothing but the negativities of this world and it's been pulling you down always. The only thing that is keeping you alive is Patrick, you love the guy so much...so much more than yourself and any other thing in this world. You know he was very worried for you, you hated yourself for letting him feel that he's not making you happy. You hated the fact that you're acting like this...you really need something to take your depression out.

"No, of course not, princess!" Patrick said to you. He was enthusiastic today. "Hey, I have a gig later with some guys, you know Twenty One Pilots, I want to bring you later, no buts," Patrick said then he kissed your forehead.

Sometimes you just want to ask him, how can he stay with you if you're the most negative person around him. Like, Patrick is literally the sunshine, he's always happy and positive and you're the ultimate upside down to that. Patrick really loves you and you love him too, and he'd do anything and everything just to make you happy and you're willing to accept his help.

"Never heard of them, but sure." You said plainly as you hug him. "Patrick, thank you so much for staying with me even if I'm like this. I love you." you said. Patrick pulled back then cupped your cheeks, making you look at him face to face.

"You have my word, princess. Everything will be fine, I won't leave you and I'll do everything to make you happy every day and I hope you do that to yourself too. I love you, {Y/N}," he said then kissed your lips. "You're so miserable yet stunning." He softly sang.

Maybe, just maybe...soon you won't be miserable anymore.

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It was just a small gig, but there are a lot of people. Of course, you are in the front-most part of the mosh pit. You're just wearing a simple black shirt, jeans, and a black beanie. You don't know Twenty One Pilots, but they seem cool so you're also feeling excited to hear them.

The show started and you are right, Twenty One Pilots is cool and their songs are piercing right through you. The lyrics have been all meaningful to you starting from songs like Kitchen Sink, Screen, Fake You Out, Holding On To You and Stressed Out. You're already crying there too, realizing that you shouldn't act like this. That there's a lot of positive thing to look into more than negative. You even started thinking now and you're immediately feeling all the positive vibe already.

"Well, can we call on Mr. Patrick Stump to join us here on stage?" Tyler said and Patrick walked to the stage. The crowd cheered. He was already holding his guitar.

"Hey everyone. Thanks for being here and supporting this amazing band. So yeah, I'll be performing one of the classic songs of my band called..."What A Catch, Donnie' Well, it's originally written by Pete and he really did dedicate this song to me...It's a meaningful song for me and the gang...and now, I would dedicate this song to the girl I love. You know who you are." Patrick said while looking at down at you. You smiled at him as you shed some tears there. Patrick's really the best thing you could ever have.

"I got troubled thoughts
And the self-esteem to match
What a catch, what a catch
And all I can think of
Is the way I'm the one
Who charmed the one
Who gave up on you
Who gave up on you

I will never end up like him
Behind my back, I already am
Keep a calendar
This way you will always know" Patrick sang the song and you can feel all the feelings he put on it. He was even staring at you while singing.

You're just standing there mouthing the words 'thank you' to him as your tears keep falling. This night is really different for you, you feel like your negative side is washing away as you hear these songs.

"I got troubled thoughts
And the self-esteem to match
What a catch, what a catch" You sang with your boyfriend.

Patrick smiled at you brightly, he know he's plan is going to succeed. He can see the bright smile on your face again and he surely missed that. The moment the song ends, another song started and it was just Tyler playing the piano.

"I'm a goner, somebody catch my breath,
I'm a goner, somebody catch my breath,
I want to be known by you,
I want to be known by you.

Though I'm weak and beaten down,
I'll slip away into this sound,
The ghost of you is close to me,
I'm inside-out, you're underneath.

I've got two faces, blurry's the one I'm not,
I've got two faces, blurry's the one I'm not,
I need your help to take him out,
I need your help to take him out.

Don't let me be gone.
Don't let me be gone.
Don't let me be gone.
Don't let me be gone."

You were stunned by the lyrics and you felt like this song is made for you, but when you looked around some people are crying too. These songs made you realize a lot of things that you should have realized earlier in your life. You have Patrick, he was the one who's helping you take Blurry out and you've been blind for that for a long time. Blurry did succeed on you, but now...not anymore. You are fully taking it out.

After the concert ended, you run towards the backstage and tackled Patrick with a big tight hug.

"Thank you and I'm sorry. I'm sorry it took me so long to realize this. I'm sorry for putting myself into so much misery. And thank you for not leaving me behind...now I know what to do, now you fully helped me, Patrick. I promise you, from now on...Blurry's out of my life." You murmured as you share your hug there.

"Princess, I'm so happy. You don't need to say sorry, I love you and I told you that I'll do everything for you." he said and gave you a kiss on your forehead.

"Hey! Sorry for making you cry?" Tyler was there and he's looking guilty.

"Y-yeah. I felt like I wanted to stop in mid songs because you're crying." Josh was there too. You smiled at them.

"That was the cry I need, I felt like I was crying BlurryFace out of my system. But really, your songs helped me...thank you." you said sincerely to him.

"We make music because of people like you. thank you too." They said.

You looked at Patrick again and smiled brightly at him. You stared at you, mesmerized with your beauty.

"I missed that smile...See, now you're not miserable anymore...just pretty stunning," Patrick said and you kissed his lips.

"And that's because of you..." you said to him.

Indeed, Blurry's the one you're not...

{So Thanks for reading. As you know, I'll be seeing Twenty One Pilots this Sunday, but I just heard the news that Tyler had a Throat infection and they already canceled a show in Taiwan. So I'm feeling like they'll cancel the mall show in our country too (but I really hope not :c)

Oh well, Thanks again guys! Lovelots}