Imagine #125: My Amnesia Boy {Part 2}

{Warning..,some feels ahead,. i think? ENJOY!}

It's been a week since Patrick woke up, but he's still in the hospital because of some other injuries. Of course, you have been there beside him always, telling him about the things he forgot, but somehow Patrick became cold to you.

He's listening to you, but he's not acting like his usual self around you anymore. Of course, he forgot you, he don't know you anymore now. You've been trying to keep positive, but you're scared. You can lose Patrick now.

The both of you are only the ones in the room and you're watching TV.

"Hey, that's our favorite movie!" you said enthusiastically when you saw it's showing a Harry Potter movie. Patrick smiled a little and kept silent there.

You just sat beside him and after a while someone entered the room. She has long hair and she's a lot taller than you. She's a really beautiful girl and she immediately looked at Patrick. Patrick, on the other hand sat up and his eyes widen when she saw the girl. A wide smile appeared on his face that you haven't seen the last week.

"Sam." He murmured.

You gave out a fake smile and let the two meet, but honestly your knees are trembling. This should be his reaction when he saw you, not to that girl!

Sam is Patrick's biggest 'what if' and you know that Sam still loves Patrick till now. The two just broke up because of Patrick's work and he's not able to spend much time with her, but now...they can change that.

"I heard about what happened and I want to check if you're okay as soon as possible." Sam gave a worried smile. Actually, the girl is really nice too, you can't blame Patrick for liking her so much. "Seems, like the others are not here at the moment. Thank you for taking care of him. I'm Sam, Patrick's friend." She said to you.

She doesn't know that your Patrick's fiancé and she doesn't even know that Patrick is engaged now. You and he kept it a secret to all except to Pete, Andy, and Joe.

"I-I'm...Pete's cousin. I'm his friend too." You answered and you don't know what got to your mind.

You somehow heard Patrick sighed in relief, of course, he doesn't want to let her know that he has you for his fiancé. You stayed inside there while the both of them kept talking. Patrick told her about his condition and she immediately filled him up with details. You're watching them laugh and Patrick is attentively listening to her stories more than he listen to yours. You wanted to tell her the truth, but what are you going to do? It seems that Patrick really has forgotten about you.

"Sam? What are you doing here?" Pete suddenly came inside the room and he's in shock to see her. Patrick and Sam are both laughing with each other and you suddenly couldn't take it anymore.

"Looks like Pete's here. I'm gonna go now. Nice to meet you, Sam." You murmured trying hard not to let your voice cracked.

You went out of the room and Pete followed you.

"{Y/N}!" he called and you stopped and began to cry there.

"Do you know how painful this is?! My fucking fiancé forgot me and he prefers his ex over me now." You murmured between your sobs. Pete rubbed your back and he guided you to sit down.

"I'm sorry, {Y/N}." is the only thing he can say.

The others have been trying to let Patrick remember you, but it's all in vain. You felt that nothing can make him remember you.

"I think it's time to give up." You said sadly.

"Just...give him more time, {Y/N}. Don't let go that easily." Pete said and of course, since you love Patrick so much, you're willing to give him the time that he needs.

*One month later*

You've been crying your eyes out every night. Patrick has fully-recovered now and his memories off you are ultimately gone.

You're still doing all the efforts to let him remember you, but now he's too busy to go out with Sam. You knew he was going out with her even if he always deny it. The others have been telling you to keep holding on, but this time, you really think the opposite.

"{Y/N}? Hey, are you okay?" Patrick came inside your room and he saw you crying. You immediately brushed your tears off.

"Y-yeah, I'm fine. I'll be fine." You said while pushing yourself to smile at him. You stood up and pulled your empty luggage out of the cabinet and began to put your things inside.

"Where are you going?" Patrick asked innocently.

"Far away?" you said then sadly giggled. You looked at him and he's worriedly looking at you. You suddenly stopped and sat beside him. "I think I should go now." You said.

"W-why?"

"Don't be silly, Patrick." You both locked eyes with each other and you suddenly whimpered. It hurts you to see him like this, to feel something like this. "I've tried everything I can, but it's all no use. You've closed your heart and mind and I can't go in anymore. B-but I think this is how it should really go. B-besides, you have Sam in your side again." You added, still trying to be cheerful.

"{Y/N}." he called and you stood up and continued to pack again.

"Don't worry! I'll be fine." You said and kept on packing. Deep inside you were wishing that he would stop you, that he would tell you to give him more time, tell you that don't leave, but you never heard those words. After a while you finished packing and you sat beside him again.

"I...I'm really sorry." He murmured. You nodded at him, you understand it all, but it's just too painful for you to accept.

"Thanks for everything...even if you don't remember anything." You said and you hugged each other. You immediately pulled back and looked at him in the eyes.

You slowly pulled the engagement ring out of your finger and handed it over to him.

"Give that to the girl you really want to marry now." You said. You hugged him again and it's like he was lost for words.

You stood up and pulled your luggage out and put it inside your car. You looked at Patrick's front door for the last time, still hoping that he would stop you.

"Three...two...one." You counted down as you look, but Patrick didn't come out. "I love you...forever and always." You smiled sadly and you drove off.

You wish you could just leave all these feelings behind too.

{I honestly think of ending it like this, but it's too sad. Anyone want a Part 3? :) Thanks for reading!}