Oh does she now? I snatched my arm from her grip and turned back towards her. "Who am I?" I asked her.

She smirked, "You're the girl in the videos, the one they call Nunu. Nunu the Queen."

I smiled as the nickname from the Jackson brothers rang in my ears once again. I wish I could go back to those times, it was simpler then.

"I am her, now leave my kids outta what you've got going on." I said reminding her of my request.

She scoffed, "Unh unh, see, my own child is in the hospital right now. He described someone that looks like you to be his attacker, now why would I leave Silent alone? Imma need him to help bring in money, especially with the hospital bill coming soon." She said.

Oh she wants to play this game.

Taking a step closer, I closed the small space between us. "Leave my kids alone." I said repeating myself for the last time.

A smile was all that covered the lady's face, it's obvious she wasn't taking me seriously.

"Your boy came to me, and I can see why he ran to me earlier with flooded eyes. He has an addict as a mom and a fed as a foster parent. Shit really is bad for the little nigga, I wonder what happened to his daddy?"

The anger within me pulsed as I clenched my fists and jaw. There would be no greater feeling of relief than having her dead.

I plotted my move to hurt her, a blow to the head could kill her easily.

"Sola, there's no food in the fridge and Ant is hungry." I heard the soft voice of Zain say as he came downstairs. He had his head looking down at the steps, cautious to not fall down.

He didn't realize that I was here until he finally reached the bottom. I heard his heart beat speed up at the sight of me. "W-what is she doing here?" He asked as he stood still near the foot of the staircase, far away from me.

The lady before me looked back at Zain, "Silent, come here. Don't worry, I understand everything now. What happened to Rocky wasn't your fault."

I watched Zain obey the lady and came forth to her. She wrapped her arm around Zain and pulled him close to her.

With a smug smirk on her face she said, "Seems like your child doesn't feel comfortable being with you."

I rolled my eyes and looked down at Zain, "You don't have to be here, Zain. Come with me." I said in a soft tone.

He kept his calm neutral face as he responded to my request.

"I accept that you're my mom. Now that I remember, the person in the casket didn't look exactly like you. So the only reasonable explanation to your disappearance is that you faked your death." He said confidently.

No baby, you've got it all wrong. I wanna tell him what happened, but i'm afraid he'd just hate me even more. I'm a monster now.

I shook my head and thoroughly thought of what I'd say next. "I didn't fake my death."

A scoff came from the lady holding my son, "He's right, you would do something like that. You did it before, I'm sure you did it again." She commented.

Her comment made Zain turn to me with a questioning look, "If this is true then you really are a liar. You said you'd come back...you said you'd come back to take this." He softly said as he showed me the small chain that I had given him.

He still kept it. I smiled knowing that I could still reach him. "I'm here, I did come back. Zain you have to understand-"

Zain shook his head and covered his ears, "I don't wanna hear your stupid excuse! You left me and Ant, I won't let you come back just to leave again!" He yelled out angrily.

I was shocked by his sudden outburst, never had Zain raised a voice at me. What's gotten into him?

A cold erie mindwash had shifted my mindset, I looked down at Zain with twice the annoyance that I felt before. He can't just stay mad because I fucked up once.

"Zain...you have no idea about all the suffering and pain that I've been through. I suggest you watch your tone, I'm still your mother."

He rolled his eyes, "Last I checked, my mom didn't fake her death just to live the life of an addict."

Oh he's getting it, I have never laid a hand on Zain but today may be my first time.

A loud clap sounded in the basement as my hand met Zain's cheek. That pinch of pain isn't nearly as great as the pain I went through.

I can already hear the small whimper coming from the boy. Ignoring his quiet cries, I looked at the lady, "You stay outta my family's business. It as nothing to do with you."

She gently pushed Zain back, offering him to her little goons standing behind her. A bald guy with a long beard catered to my crying child as the lady before me abruptly slapped me.

Not a second later, I reached to tear off her head.

How dare she lay her fucking hands on me?!

"Zay! I wanna see mommy again!" The voice of Ant said. His eager voice froze my bones and calmed my rage.

Did I hear him correctly? He wants to see me?

Zain quickly ran up the stairs, "Get her outta here! I don't want him to see her!" He yelled back at the lady.

The lady smirked after hearing what Zain said, "You're unwanted here." She said to me before swiftly turning around and walked towards the staircase.

"You'll regret putting your hands on my runner. Now, get her outta my sight." She said as she left upstairs.

The men that surrounded me followed her orders and began to slowly close in on me.

When will Zain's ridiculous grudge end? He sure has changed tactics when holding a grudge. Usually, he'd be petty and not eat whatever I'd cook, now he's keeping me away from both him and his brother.

I hate that he's doing this, why won't he accept what I tell him. I've never lied to him, so why does he believe that I'm lying now?

"Time to go, addict."

I'm not a fucking addict?!

I'm getting sick and tired of these people calling me an addict based on my poor looks at the moment. In due time, I'll get better. I'll feel and look much much better.

A guy with a gold tooth reached to grab my arm, resulting in me moving away. I won't let them man handle me again.

"I'll leave on my own, anyone who touches me will die."

My warning meant nothing to them, since the gold tooth guy made yet another attempt to grab me. "You're in no position to be making threats." He scoffed.

His small bony hands grabbed onto my forearm, pulling me towards him. 

I took a quick look at him before using my index and middle fingers to stab his eyeballs.

"Ahhhhhhh!" He yelled in intense pain.

His little friends immediately withdrew their guns and pointed it at me. Oh that's very rude of them, there's a child in the room...and he's sitting right behind me.

"All I need to hear is a bullet being fired. I won't hesitate to end the lives of everyone who dares to come for me."

I'll wipe them out in a instant, they're no match for me. Not even my old self was a match for them, I'd still be able to kill them all.

The bleeding man before me grabbed onto my wrist, trying to remove my hooked fingers from out of his eye sockets.

Well he's impatient. Very impatient. It's ok, i'll give him what he wants.

Slightly disgusted, I put my thumb in one of his nostrils, getting a good grip in all holes.

A teeth revealing smile was expressed on my face, "Sorry guys, but I have quite a bit of anger pent up on me. Imma have to break my word."

In a swift pull, I pulled the guy's face off along with a little of his bone structure. The guys behind me and I, stared at the very still living person before me.

There were two large dark holes in placement of his eyes, and a triangle for his nose. His tongue was still intact with his face, making him look like a weird monster from under the sea.

Overall, he was bleeding everywhere. His red bloody face reminded me of Juan.

Wow, that's cool. I went to grab his head and pulled it off his body too. I wanna keep it as a treasure.

But where would I put it?

"Yo! Shoot her!!"