Janunu

This is pathetic.

Sitting here with absolutely nothing to do, but think about my mistakes is by far the non-nunu thing to do.

Why am I giving up so easily? Past me would still try to get back with her babies, why can't I have the energy to do it now?

What's wrong with me? Am I a bad mom?

I've never even asked myself that, my entire motherhood was me just winging everything. I never thought of what I was doing either good or bad.

I hate that I'm doubting myself, and I hate that I'm just sitting on my ass hoping for Zain to come crying to me.

Brunet. I need to talk to Brunet, maybe if I get him to understand what's happened he'll get my kids to understand too.

He and Monique were there when Death killed me, they must've seen how he weirdly appeared from beneath the ground.

But...what if he too doesn't believe me? What'll I do then? As much as I wanna focus on killing the Professor, I wanna also rekindle my past relationships.

I'll admit, Brunet may have been a great nuisance but he was there for myself and children. Despite that one betrayal, he was still faithful to me.

I regret treating him the way I did, he deserves more.

Maybe my children are better off without me, Brunet seems to be raising them right...I guess.

Oh fuck it, time to stop moping and do something Nunu.

I rose from my seat and decided to take a walk to the school, maybe Zain will trust me again after I tell him. Telling him what had happened to me has to get his attention.

This new generation of Red Skins shouldn't be apart of Zain's life, I should be.

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Nearing towards to Cafe across the street from the school, the cries of sirens echoed the air. From afar, I could hear the speeding cars of policemen as a few zoomed past me.

My anxiety rose when I saw a few police cars parked in front of the school. What's going on?? Zain and Ant is in there, what's the trouble?!

"How many of them are there?!" I heard a policeman yelled in his walkie as he stepped out of his car. He took cover behind his car door as he pointed his gun towards the school.

How many of who??

More and more policemen just came as I stood there trying to figure out what was going on. 

A growing crowd of citizens started to creep up behind the mass of policemen. "Everyone, back up and report to safety! This is a dangerous and important matter!" Said a policemen as he tried to push everyone away.

"My baby is in there!" Said a loud cry from a panicking mother.

"Hey! What's going on?!" The rough voice of a hill billy said from amongst the crowd.

The policemen ignored the raging crowd as they all scattered around the perimeter of the school.

This case of emergency only happens when an outsider has infiltrated a building. So that means someone is the school.

Who would want to do-

The Professor.

My legs acted as one and ran directly towards the school gates, "Hey! Get back here!" A police officer yelled as I slipped past him.

The moment my foot entered the threshold of the gates, the front doors of the school opened and out walked Beast.

He had both my kids in each of his hands, and was walking down the walkway towards the front gates. He carried my children like dogs as they thrashed against him to get away.

"Beast! Put them down!" I ordered him in my authoritative voice.

Beast kept walking towards me, ignoring my order. What's wrong with him? He should've listened to me.

"Ma'am! Get back here before you get hurt!" A policeman yelled.

I saw Zain elbowing Beast's abdomen, as he yelled out mouth filled curses. "Put me down you motherfucking mountain yeti!"

Something's not right. Beast is getting closer and closer to me with a straight calm face. He has no awareness of my presence and he's deaf to my voice.

These are all signs that he's being controlled. The Professor put a chip in him.

"I don't wanna hurt you Beast, fight against the hold he has on you." I said trying to reach Beast.

I of all people understand the feeling of being able to move your body but not control it. It feels miserable not knowing what you'll do next.

The Professor would always remind me not to fight against the chip, he said it'll leave me mentally strained and extremely fatigue. As stubborn as I was, I ignored him and continued to fight agaisnst.

Many trials and error have been made for about 4 months, until I actually was able to gain control of myself. I was about to kill a young woman somewhere in South Asia, when I had abruptly stopped myself.

"R-run! Go!!" I remember yelling to the lady right before I slipped back under the Professor's control.

Unfortunately the woman didn't live, I was forced to chase her until the Professor was satisfied enough with her screams. He had me corner her against a tree and then ripped her head off.

If Beast is able to even move a pinky without the professor controlling him, then I'm sure he can have enough strength to stop himself.

"Mommy!!" I heard Ant yell as he reached his arms out for me.

"Last warning Beast. Release my kids!" I yelled out, growing anxious and impatient.

Like before, he ignored me and continued his way towards me. I really don't wanna do this, Beast.

I positioned myself in my fighting stance, then put up my fists and awaited his approach. Just as he was about to get into my range of motion, a swarm of heavy geared men ran out of the building.

They started shooting directly at the police behind me with their AK's. Fortunately, they kept the walkway clear of any flying bullets.

The sudden attack immediately had my legs moving. I ran towards Beasts and kicked his abdomen, trying to get him to let go of my kids.

He only groaned in response and kept walking, keeping his head held high and his eyes away from my gaze.

"Beast, let them gooo!!" I yelled out as I pulled onto his the arm that held the crying Ant.

"M-mommy!" He cried out as he grabbed my arms.

Beast walked out of the front gates and stopped by the road. By now, there were bodies of civilians and policemen on the ground. The shooting had dimmed a little, with short fires every couple of seconds.

The Professor's militia team is far more advanced in tactical training than the local police.

"Beast!" I yelled out again, as I saw a black sedan pulling up from down the street.

He's waiting on the car to put my babies in!

There was a short response from Beast to my yell. He dropped my kids on the ground before going to pick them up.

My hands moved and slapped his hands away from Zain. "Run! Now!" I yelled to my kids as I got into my authoritative mode.

Zain was quick to listen. He got on his feet and helped his brother after. He then grabbed his brother's hand and pulled him away from Beast and I.

"Wait! What about mommy?!" I heard Ant yell to Zain as he would constantly look back at me.

Don't worry about me baby, mommy will be fine.