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Chapter 1

Alan Greene Reyes POV:

"Alan you know right?
Mummy loves you", She kissed my forehead,"Mummy loves you Alan, more than herself sweetheart, more than you could imagine", a tear rolled down on her cheek from her red puffy eyes,"Stay strong my child, stay strong, everything will be alright, you will be alright darling, the pain will leave if Mummy puts some ice, Mummy will be back in a blink, Mummy will get you ice from kitchen, it's right there Alan, there", her voice crooked with pain as she spoke, ready to break any time into a whisper.

She turned her head to get up, and go get the ice. But at that instant I grabbed her into a hug, I don't want to leave her, I don't want to be alone, even a second, I am scared like hell of the devil that resides in this house.

"Mummy please don't go, Mummy please don't leave me", I cried. She hugged me closer as she whispered soothing words near my ear, which I fail to hear.

I was drenched in sweat, My body is red and swollen due to the recent encounter of beatings the Devil did. It ached with so much pain. But the pain on my left elbow was more worse. I slowly broke the hug, but still in her arms I looked up my arm. It was, It was so much swollen, and Red as the blood drained, that my brain went dizzy.

My Mom gasped at the sight as she abruptly left my hug to get the ice.

"Alan Mummy will be back in a second my child, the wound is severe", she got up saying..

"No Mummy Don't leave me", I cried.

"No Mummy don't leave me", I sat up drenched with sweat and tears, I checked my body to find the wounds, especially the left elbow. But Thank God it's not there. I left the breathe which I don't know from how long I have been holding.

It's a nightmare, isn't it?

The nightmare which doesn't let me sleep with peace. The nightmare which takes my sanity, as it finishes, each day, leaving me in depression. The nightmare which scares me to hell. The nightmare which leaves the scar of my past. The nightmare which makes the old scars new to life.

It's not a simple nightmare, it's not. It holds so much untold emotions, it's full of my misery.

I got up abruptly from my bed, I need some air, I really need.

I went to my balcony, and starred at my surrounding. It was mid night, everything was silent, except the buzzing of the beetles on the garden around. It was a full Moon Night, as I stare the bright Moon, a tear prickled down from my eyes.

The Moon, the Star's, the Sky, the Buzzing Beatles are my only company. As I don't have anyone who I could share my pain with. I heaved a long sigh.

My life is so complicated, so much of miseries. Sometimes I wonder Why did God create us to suffer?

Why did he gave us life?

Don't say,"He gave you a life to live happily, and enjoy, as it's limited, as it is only once, so take advantage of each second and be happy ".

Who are you kidding Man, God didn't gave us life to enjoy, because if he did, he would not have given miseries, he would not have given pain, no problems and finally no sorrow.

Why did he made one rich while the other poor, one happy and one sad?

And most of all the fact, why did he create death?

He could have left us happily live ever after. Why did he put turns and trials in our lives.

I ran a hand through my messy hair. Sometimes I even wonder Is God really out there?

Will he just give miseries or will he add some happiness into it?

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Boom!!!!

Guy's the first ever chapter is completed. Hope you enjoyed. Everything will turn out to be filled with so much happiness, I think.
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