False started to worry even more. "Wait. Wait. Wait! Xisuma how can someone HERE even think about taking out player chips!? I understand people doing playful jokes that sometimes turns into someone's death.. But- But someone going out of their way to cause permadeath!? If it was in a different world X then yeah I can see it but here I can't!"

"False calm down. I'm still trying to figure out what is happening but for we have to worry about Cub and Tango to resound.." Xisuma is doing his best to stay calm and keep False calm because if he freaks it's going to put the warrior in a frenzy.

"X who else is hurt?" She looked at him with eye's full of worry and looked like she was about to cry.

It hurt Xisuma to see one of his fellow hermits so scared and nothing he could do to fix it. "Physically no one but mentally I think everyone.. Stress as set in to everyone and well Stress is stress making potions of healing and regen. Grian is a mess every time someone has seen him he was crying or stress building-" Xisuma stops talking as he see's False's face.

"Where is Grian, Xisuma!?" Her eye's are filled with what can only be called rage.

"With Mumbo.. False Grian is really sick right now, you won't be getting a rematch any timw soon." He gently puts a hand on False's shoulder.

"I see.. Please tell me how everyone else is.." She stares at the ground.

"Well Doc has completely closed himself off right now, his last visitor was Ren, Ren nearly got a trident through his chest.. But Ren is okay now" Xisuma takes notice of how tense False is. "Iskall has been patrolling the jungle, I think they'll check in here soon.. Mostly to make sure Scar and Bdubs are okay" 

"Xisuma? How is Impulse and Zed?" Asked False while she kept her eye's on the floor.

"Well right now I think Impulse and Zed are sharing  bases, they're both rather shaken up by everything"  Xisuma tried to judge how False is feeling but she wont look from the ground. "False.. Can you please look up at me?" 

She looks up at him and sighs "X sorry but I wanna look at another person's face and not that helmet that you wear.. It feels like I'm looking at a robot or some heartless mob.."

Those words stung and hurt Xisuma but he didn't let it show. "I'm sorry False but you know I'm not comfortable nor is it safe foe me to show my face"

She let's out a sigh "I'm sorry Xisuma.. I really shouldn't have said that but it's so hard to be emotional while your helm makes it look like you aren't listening.."

These words just felt like he walked into fire. "I.. I see, I'll find away to make it look more caring.." 

"Sorry Xisuma but I should go and check on everyone.." False leaves before Xisuma can say anything.

The Admin takes a seat and just stares at the ground as he goes into thought 'Do I really seem uncaring. Is my mask something that the others are uncomfortable with?  What if they needed my help but were to nervous to say anything because of my helm? I wish I could show everyone my face but they'll freak out. It's not fair that Etho just wears a mask yet no one is uncomfortable with that... Did I really get upset at Etho? Fuck I did! I just feel horrid now'

Xisuma looks up as he hears Scar climb down the ladder. "Where's False?"

"She left to see how everyone is doing" Mumbled Xisuma. 

"Alright.. And what are you doing now?" Asked Scar while putting a hand on Xisuma's arm.

"Questioning life I guess..." Xisuma sighed looked at the ground.

"Xisuma what's wrong? Don't say nothing I can clearly see that you're upset.." Scar leads Xisuma to a chair. He sits and keeps looing at the ground.

"Scar.. I rather not say this but you'll get it out of me somehow.. So I'll just say it. I feel like not everyone trusts me because of my mask.." Xisuma felt close to tears and his voice wavers 

"Xisuma what made you think about this... Wait did False made you think like this?" Scar looks at him worriedly.

".. Well she voiced some of my thoughts and concerns.." He didn't dare look up at his kind friend.

"X listen whatever False said isn't true. She just is rather tense plus you know how it is after a respawn.. " Scar's voice trails off, Xisuma couldn't blame him sense Scar was known to die a lot, he always seems to get new respawn scars each week. Scar also has one of the shortest respawn times due to him dying so much. 

"Thank you Scar. You are a great friend" Xisuma looked up Scar and see's his small smile.

"Of course!" Scar hugs Xisuma. "So are you, you are also a great admin, you know? There are a lot of great things about you- Oh I'm rambling sorry" Scar laughs a bit and Xisuma lets out a small chuckle.

"It's fine Scar you can keep rambling all you want, I honestly don't mind it." Xisuma pats Scar's shoulder. 

"Well.. If you say so.. Oh do you want to pet Jellie? I know she would love some pets from you, she's such a sweet heart when she gets pets and cuddles" Scar started to ramble again.

"Sure thing, where is she?" Xisuma looked around for her.

"Oh she's cuddling with Bdubs right now.. I'll get her" Scar said while already climbing the ladder. Xisuma found himself smiling at how energetic Scar is being, it was honestly a nice break from the doom (OMEGA something OF DOOM) and gloom that the rest of the server had at the moment. 

Scar soon climbs back down with Jellie on his shoulders. "See she's a cuddle butt!" Scar laughed a bit.

"Well I don't mind if she is, some cuddles would be nice right now" As Xisuma spoke Jellie jumped off of Scar's shoulders and went over to Xisuma. She jumps onto his lap then lays there, Xisuma laughs and pets the cat.

"Xisuma you should stay for awhile, Alright?" Scar can tell that Xisuma is still stressed out.

"Alright..." That's all Xisuma says.

Man this was awhile to write, I really wanted to show how bad things are getting for the other hermits. It's kind of hard to figure out what I wanted to do for awhile. anyways!

SUNSHINE OUT