Shehnazz looking siddhaarth in disbelief and looking him in shock and feels like some one stab knife in her heart and cut in two pieces 💔

And give a tight slap on his face and tears flowing from her eyes.....,

Siddhaarth looking her in shock and blood ozzing from his mouth and put his hand on his mouth,

And looking her in shock.......,

Shehnazz looking towards siddhaarth from wet blood shotted eyes and grab his collar of shirt and said,

What are you saying......?

And shouting on him,did you realise what are you saying...

Siddhaarth put his hand on his cheek and blood ozzing from his mouth and now he realised what he is saying.....,

Siddhaarth trying to said something.......,

Shehnazz looking him and push him hard and he is looking in her wet eyes,

Siddhaarth got numb and now he realised,what he is saying........,.

And tears flowing from his eyes and going in balcony and sitting on couch,

And shehnazz runing in inside the washroom,

And close the door.....,

Siddharth closed his eyes and rest his head on wall.

Shehnazz standing in washroom turn on the shower and looking upward water droplets fell on her body........,

And she closed her eyes and tears escaping from her eyes............,

How......,and her heart beat going fast.....

weeping and fell on floor and hug her kness and looking down and sobbing.....,

Kyun....kaha tumne.,

Kyun......

And now her heart is aching and rub her both palms and her shoulders.......,

Sahi toh kaha hai usne,kya galat kaha tha,

Main selfish hi hun..,sirf apni juthi self respect ke liye apna ghar choda apne mom,dad ko itna hurt kiya.....,

Kya jhuth tha kuch bhi toh nahi.....,

Or bhai bhi toh sirf mere liye hi bahar gaye thae jab unka......

and her throat clunch and crying...

Haan and hug her self tight in shower and her body shaken and toes curled up...

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Paras come inside the palace and looking everything and seeing all around,

There every thing is messed up and and looking towards shehnazz and siddhaarth's room that was hal opened,

And no voice come from there....

Smilling and thinking,

Ye sab dekh ke Lagta hai uncle ashok ka plan successful ho chuka hai......,

And going inside in his room.

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Siddhaarth close his eyes then he is looking up and said,

Ye coincidence hai ki,

Aaj bhi hum iss pure chand ki raat mein ek sath hain,magar aaj kuch bhi waisa nahi hai jaise pehle tha.....,

Humare sath hi kyun humesha asa hota hai,

Kyun........,

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Water flowing on floor and tap is turn on and shehnazz laying on bathtub and looking upward and thinking about her whole journey of life........,

Shayad kabhi kisi ki khushi hi nahi ban payi main,

Kitne logo ko dukh diya hai maine,

Shayad main ye life deserve nahi karti......,

And now her tears is lost she got numb and laying on water and his hurt just aching and siddhaarth's word roaming in her mind......,

And she closed her eyes and going down in water and stop breathing......,

And just thinking about her every memory of her life,

Her mom,dad....,

And her relation with his bhai,

And her friendship with everyone.....,

And siddhaarth and her happy moments and their night,

When siddhaarth hold her hand and said,

Mujhe nahi pata kitna pyarr hai tumse bss itna janta hun ki tumhare bina main shayad ji na paun......,

And then next memory come where siddhaarth hold shehnazz and said,

Kitni selfish ho tum tumhe sirf apni khushi dikhti hai or kuch nahi.......

And Reality hits shehnazz that she is laying in bath tub and drowning in water and trying to do suicide,

shehnazz open her eyes in jerk and take long breath and hold bathtub and tries to get up, when his hand is hit by a sharp thing and his hand is cut a little.

And some blood droplets fell on floor,

She hold bathtub from her hand from both side and come up from water and sitting,

And standing up from the bathtub and said,

Nahi....main itni selfish kaise ho sakti hun,

And put her hand on her stomach.....,

Apne ek dard ko kam karne ke liye phirse apne pure parrivar ko dard dedu nahi.....,

And wiping her tears....,

And come outside after changing clothes,

Siddharth hears the door opening and opens his eyes and stands up from his place.

Shehnazz come out of the washroom and looking around and seeing that siddhaarth is not there,

And her stomach is growling, and shehnazz put her hand on her stomach and said in very low voice......,

Baby sorry,apko itna wait karaya maine.....,

Aapko bhukh lagi hai,Chalo khana khate hain.....,

Siddhaarth looking shehnazz from balcony and his eyes got wet again,

And shehnaaz going in kitchen and and seeing all food that was she prepared for siddhaarth some times before and take plate and put food in her plate,

And going towards table and sit their and take a bite of food in her mouth and again crying......,

She has absolutely no desire to eat food but still has to eat from it, only for her babies.......,

And siddhaarth looking her from door and his eyes also got wet and feel an urge of crying and his heart is aching after seeing her love like that in this condition,

And want to hurt himself and thinking,

Why......why.....kyun ho raha hai ye sab,kyun kiya shehnazz tumne kaash tum ye sab na karti .......,

But..., how can I do this with her and going inside near the balcony.

maine apne hi bachho ke baare main asey kaise socha why.........,

And bang his hand on balconies door again and again.....,

And listening voice of chair stretching,

and he runing towards bed and laying their and looking another side and tears escaping from his eyes......,

Shehnazz come out of kitchen and looking towards the parcel and open it......,

And seeing some pics and a chip there...

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In morning
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Siddhaarth laying on bed and looking around but no one is there......,

And he going in washroom and take shower and seeing some blood droplets there on floor......,

And he got worried and thinking....

Ye sab kahin kuch nahi nahi......,

And going out of the room and looking around and his eyes feel on a servent.....,

And ask yuvrani saa kahan hai,

He looking siddhaarth and said,

Yuvrani saa is not there she is going out in early morning....,

Siddhaarth got tensed and think,

Kahin shehnazz mujhe chood ke toh......,

And got dissapoint and going in his room and fell on floor and hold his head and shout.........,

Ahhhhhh!!!
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~whisperedaura.

Thinking what happens next and what is in that chip and pics,

And where is shehnazz now,

will she leave siddhaarth.