06 | GUILT

DAYS LATER

They're breathless and tired by the end of it, but above all, thoroughly satisfied. Once his breath is caught and his pulse returns to a normal rhythm, Ademar gently pulls out of Nichole, allowing her to collapse against the bed. He removes the condom and ties it off at the end before tossing it over into the nearby wastebasket.

"Care to join me in the shower?" Ademar kisses Nichole's neck, his fingers dancing at her hips. "I'll give your sweet little pussy a break and play with your ass instead."

"You're an insatiable, m-monster!" Nichole waves him off, barely able to move. "Get started without me. Need rest. Can't... feel legs. Everything jello."

Ademar chuckles. She's too damn adorable for her own good. "As you wish."

After Nichole hears the shower running from the bathroom, she takes a moment to recollect herself.

Each time they fuck, she finds herself falling even deeper in lust with Ademar Rodriguez. He's by far the best dick she's ever had. Nichole knows for a fact that she's drunk off the sex, drunk off Ademar in general, because she's never had a man make her cum using nothing but his mouth before. She's never had a man fuck her so good that, with the slightest twist of her hips, she's reminded of the bomb ass sex that she had days prior.

Ademar is truly one of a kind. Someone she has no intention of getting rid of any time soon.

"Oh, shitfuck..." Nichole huffs after checking her phone and reading the latest text from Taehyun. "I almost forgot about our date for tomorrow!"

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TAEHYUN      ||      NICHOLE

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Nichole feels guilty.

She feels guilty and she doesn't know why because it isn't a crime for her to entertain other men while seeing Ademar.

The two have only been talking to each other for a couple of weeks, nothing too crazy. They aren't in an exclusive relationship. Hell, they're not in any type of relationship, if titles and labels are being discussed. But still, she feels guilty.

Nichole places her cell phone back onto the nightstand and rolls out of bed to join Ademar in the shower, hopefully to wash away said guilt that's threatening to choke her if she isn't too careful with it.

Nichole has been so lost in everything that she has going on with Ademar that she nearly forgot about the plans she'd made with Taehyun. He'd asked her out shortly after their first meeting, and given how well they hit it off, Nichole had happily accepted the request for a date that is set to take place tomorrow evening.

She accepted it because, technically, she and Ademar aren't official. None of what they have with each other is set in stone. Feelings aside, they're both single right now. They can see other people any time they want... and Nichole already has.

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LATER THAT NIGHT

"Why am I not surprised to hear that your longest relationship was only five months," Nichole says. "That is both concerning and sad."

Ademar finally joins her on the couch, placing the bowl of freshly popped popcorn between them while Nichole searches for something to watch on TV.

"To my defense, that's only half of my answer," Ademar says. "With women, my longest relationship had been roughly five months. If we're talking about men, there was a guy, Xavier, that I was with for a couple of years back in my college days, but we split not too long after I dropped out."

"Oh," Nichole says quietly, already knowing the reason why Ademar had dropped out of college. "I know the death of your father must have been... God, I honestly can't even imagine how painful that must have been for you."

"It was hell. I miss him every day. But I couldn't stop and completely give up on my life. I had to stick around for my baby brother because I'm all he has in this world... so that's what I did." Ademar pauses, sighing. "But, yeah, after my father passed away, I shut everyone out. That, plus other things, led to the breakup that I had with Xavier. He was a great guy, but it just wasn't in the cards for us to be together at that time." Ademar looks over at Nichole and asks, "Me being bisexual won't be a problem for us, will it?"

Nichole shakes her head and smiles. "I don't care who you're into so long as you remain faithful to me if what we have develops into something more one day because I absolutely cannot deal with a liar or a cheat. I've dealt with both in the past and my heart simply can't take another beating."

"I'll take good care of your heart, gorgeous. You can trust me." Ademar leans over and kisses her.

"I already do," Nichole replies, believing his words.

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