I love myself
Is a lie I once told
I tried my best
To be proud and bold

But I'm not those things
At least not all the time
I'm only one person
With one body and mind

I loved it outside
But now outside brings me fear
Just one step closer
To take me away from here

There are some ups
But too many downs
I'm trying to look forward
The weight keeps pushing me down

I need good outlet
Something that helps me through
I'm tired of being tossed around
Sick of thinking I'll never find you