Jennifer's Insecurity
MEANWHILE, JENNIFER'S ROOM
JENNIFER'S POV:
Is he fucking kidding me? Agggghhhh... I pushed myself in the soft mattress with a loud sigh which was mixed with anger, frustration, and disappointment. I must be crazy to think this way. Or maybe... I am not.
I cannot think straight this time as I sat straight up, crunching my face. How did he dare to touch her? For god's sake, I tried... I tried my best not to hurt Shawna... But I can't now. She is practically making things hard for me. She always takes away what I want... I won't let her this time.
And Jordan. Why did he touch her like that? At first, he gave all his attention to her, and secondly, he dares to ignore me. What happened to that Jordan whose eyes were always searching for me. The warmth that soothed my soul. I was not angry just because he saved her, but I was hurt when he ignored me. I know she had gone through a lot, but I have too. I have lost my friend too due to Felix. Why did not he ask me then?
I walked towards the window and thought to myself, am I thinking too much?
I began to walk from left to right in frustration thinking about what happened to me since we came here. Like always, Shawna steals my spotlight. A drop of tear escaped from my left eye thinking how Jordan changed his behaviour real quick. I wiped off the drop of tear in anger as I said to myself-" This time I won't lose at any cost".
A voice echoed from behind-" Lose what?"
I turned back only to meet those dazzling delightful eyes. The eyes, that have the only right to make my heart race at its peak. The eyes, which have the power to drown me in it. I kind of stared at him while losing myself completely by his sight.
Wait, but I cannot show myself weak before him now. I cleared my throat my looking away as I replied coldly-" No one". He knitted his brows as he walked slowly watching me carefully. He was trying to understand me. He asked in a soft voice-" Jen are you okay?"
"Jen?" No no no... don't just give me nicknames after ignoring me. I don't want to be fooled again. Nevertheless, despite being angry with him, my heart did a summersault when he called me by a nickname. My cheeks get the warm rush of blood while a small tint of pinkish shadow forms. I looked away to hide it from him.
I can feel his warmth just behind me as he said-" Jen!! Is everything all right? I can see you ignoring me all day. Did I do something wrong to offend you?"
Did you not? I thought in my head while still standing turning back at him in silence. He sighs as he held me by my shoulder before turning me towards him. We were standing so close, facing each other. My eyes didn't listen to me, as it stared back at his beautiful eyes, which were looking at me with so much love in them.
What are you doing to me Jordan? I know this is not just any of my childish stubborn wishes. He is more than that. The one my heart desires. I think I-I am in love with him. But the question is, does he?
Tears started forming in my eyes with the thought of him, not loving him maybe. Why would he? He is the Elf king. And I am just... nobody to him. We are far different from each other. moreover, he won't love a girl like me. Everyone wants a Shawna, not Jennifer. I stood there looking at his face for some time longer. The silence was suddenly felt like peace. Just the two of us. The souls that were connected but would get separated soon
Looking at my broken face, his face turned serious as he cupped my cheeks with his big hands and asked-" Jen? whats wrongs? Tell me? Please" His voice was full of concern. there is no way I can let this man, go. I love him so much.
I said while sobbing a little-" Y-you"
He scrunched his face and asked-" Me? Me what Jen?"
Suddenly I lost the ability to speak. I had a lot to say to confess but there were no words in my mind at the moment. He became frustrated as he said-" Shawna was right, you were so..."
Taking Shawna's name right there triggered my untamed anger that was trying to get out from the cage. I knitted my brows in frustration as I grabbed him by his collar, making him closer to mine, and said-" Shawna, Shawna, Shawna... What is it in her that makes every man falls head over heels for her huh?" I sighed as my eyes screamed pain in it and continued-" Every man is the same... Where is that Jordan who cared for me? The one who gave me the hope to become something I was not? Since she came here... You ignored me, just like what others did the first time she was here... What is so special in her hu? "
A long-hidden pain was getting out in the form of tears from my eyes. I couldn't control myself any longer as I let out all the anger from my heart. It was hurting me for so long. Jordan's face was blank at the moment hearing all these. His eyes were wide and looking at me as if I was one minute away from murdering him.
"Such a pussy you are"- I said in anger. The tears helped me to release all the anger and frustration that were blocking my mind. Once the pain was evaporated, the strength came back as I gripped my hands on his collar firmly. I looked straight in his eyes, determined to make him mine. No one can take him away. I am not the girl who cries in her loss. I take what is mine.
" Listen you little Elf, You are mine. And I will not just stand there looking at her taking you away from me." Without any warning, I pulled him closer while attaching my lips to his. The soft pair of lips somehow made me forget all the anger I had in me as I was completely lost in him. I stood there just my lips on him. There was no movement at the time. I just wanted to feel him.
Wait, did he just smirk? I can feel his witty smirk on my lips as I opened my eyes to see him. But a pair of strong arms wrapped around my waist pulling me towards me, not making me release my lips from his. What is happening? My eyes widen when he pressed his lips on mine with all the force and began to suck my lower lips. For the first time, I felt butterflies dancing in my stomach. Where did they come from?
He pulled me by my waist closer to him, not leaving any space between us. My small figure was getting crushed under his. My body began to get weakened under his touch, as he began to take steps slowly, My legs followed his rhythm and we landed on the bed.
We were breathless, as our lips separated for a second. I looked at him in shock. He had a wide grin on his face. He said in his beautiful voice-" You are the most amazing woman I have ever seen Jennifer. There will be no one to take you away from my heart. I am all yours"
A smile curved on my lips as I looked at him with all the love I have. His words made my toes curl in happiness. He leaned in to kiss me again, as I gave myself into him. His touch was soft. Making me feel the sensation through my blood. His lips trailed to my jaw and then to my neck as he kissed my neck with passion I cannot resist. Moan left from my mouth as my head pushed back in pleasure.
" Yours"- I can only say this at this time. I was overwhelmed to hear he felt the same for me. His touch did magic to me. I was a girl who was taught to be self-centred always. The situation taught me to be the mean woman that I was before. Anger, jealousy, frustration did their work for making me the woman I was all these years. But for him, he changed me. He taught me to see the world with a different view. The visuals he made me see were beyond my imagination. They were beautiful than the life that I lead all these years.
His visuals were just as beautiful as he was. Those plums cherry lips made me forget who I was. He was the reason I began to look at the world so differently. The kiss was hot enough to make the room heated in the chilled windy.
Within some time, our clothes were thrown at the ground as his lips passionately trailed through my figure. He was on top of me. Wait, I was in charge. I flipped on him, while he was under me now. He smirked as he said-" You want to be in control?"
I nodded while giving him a witty smirk too. My lips touched his jaws and then to his neck, and a soft moan escaped from his mouth. His hands gripped my waist firmly. His hands trailed through my bare skin giving me shivers through the spine.
His eyes were screaming the love that I was aching for. I was happy. Happy to be in his embrace. the next moment my lips were on his, as they fitted perfectly on each other. I bite his lips a little as I can feel the smirk he gave me. I wanted to be in control. And he let me. Our tongue fights with each other mixing all our saliva while giving each other our tastes.
I can feel the bulge in his lower abdomen which started poking my ass. I broke the kiss and looked into his eyes. I slowly moved back keeping eye contact, as I leaned in lower to grab his erected manhood. It showed no mercy to me though. I was a confident and strong woman. But he is the one that makes me nervous sometimes. I want to show him I was the best.
His head pushed back in pleasure as soon as my tongue touched his erected manhood. A small whimper left from his mouth-" Y-yeah..."
With my tongue moved up and down he held my head firmly and started to push me a little roughly. Soon after that, he sighed releasing himself inside my mouth. I was pleased to see him submitting to me.
I came up kissing his lips once again, as his hands grabbed my ass. He squeezed it hard as I moan a little. It felt pleasurably good. He smiled at me and said-" Do not ever doubt yourself, you are the most beautiful and amazing woman I have ever seen so far. And I love every bit of it"
I smiled at his words. I cannot explain how happy I was right there. He was all mine, and that satisfied me. Soon his smile turned into love and he grabbed my waist before pulling down near his bulge. He was hard again. Who am I telling to? I was wet from the moment I laid my lips on him. My womanhood is screaming his name by now. Without further notice, he held me a little up before putting himself in my entrance. I gasped as soon as he entered me. He was fucking so big!!! " Oh fuck"- I said while catching my breath.
" You feel so good Jen"- He said.
I started to move on him as we both moan at each other's touch. His hands grabbed my bare breast cupping them in his huge palms. They looked beautiful in his hands. A thin layer of sweat covers both of our bodies. As I was breathless now. He understood and flipped me ver still being inside of me. The changing of the position made a little intense as I hissed.
The missionary position was the most intimate as it can be. He began to thrust his big dick in me while looking at my eyes full of lust. I enjoyed the view. The thrust speeded up as I closed my eyes in pleasure.
He was so good, I barely can breathe now. The night went on wild, him submitting to me and me submitting to him. We both found the soul we were looking for. The missing piece of us. After the last round of the rough night, both of our bodies fell beside each other breathlessly.
He wrapped his big hands around me putting his head beside my neck. I was staring at the ceiling. I wanted to ask so many things but it was not the right time. I said-" I love you Jordan... Nobody had made me feel this venerable and puissant at the same time. It was... you control me."
He chuckled softly while still closing his eyes and replied-" No, Jen. It was you who control me, and I like that. I love you so much"
I smiled and looked at him as I asked-" So does that mean I am your girlfriend?"
He opened his eyes and looked at me in amazement. I asked-" What? is that a problem?... Wait... you don't want anything from me in a commitment is that it... Oh... god!!!"
I was feeling like a jerk as I was angry with myself not knowing his real intention. I was about to stand up as he help my arms firmly and made me face him.
He looked softly at me as he said-" It is the last thing I'd be wanting." He sat up on the bed as I frowned at him. He was searching for something in his dress that was scattered on the ground. He returned with a smile holding something in his hand. I was feeling a little annoyed I don't know why.
Coming back, he held my hand to sit up as I wrapped the sheets around me to cover myself. He looked deep in my eyes before telling-" I don't want you to be my girlfriend"
I sighed in frustration as I said-" I knew it... It's okay Jordan ... you don't have to..."
He didn't let me finish as he inhale a deep breath before taking my left hand and sliding something in my ring finger. It was a RING!!!
Oh my god!!! Is he... Yea-h I think so... I looked at the ring blankly and then at him. I chuckled slightly at me as he said-" Impulsive, attitude and powerful, just what the Paradise of Doom need as its queen"
He just proposed to me!!!! AAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!! I am screaming in my head not knowing what to answer. Stupid me!!! I thought... He was... Oh god. I was happy and shocked at the same time. All of my insecurities went flying away long back. For the first time maybe I did the right thing.
I nodded with a happy face as he hugged me.
NEXT MORNING,
Shawna and Jennifer woke up beside the man they love. Only with a small difference. One was happy and one was not.
SHAWNA'S POV:
I devoted myself to him last night. Despite knowing he doesn't love me, I can not resist his touch or him. There was something in his eyes yesterday that made me completely lost in him. Is this... maybe a beginning of a new story for us?
I woke up early as I laid to my side, head rested on my palm as I kept watching his sleeping figure. Should we give each other a second chance?
I was thinking to myself as My eyes never left his face that was sleeping peacefully beside me. How long have I imagined this day, but it came in the wrong way. I wanted him to love me.
My hands reached his cheeks as I caress them softly. He moved a little on my touch. He didn't open his eyes as he mumbled something in sleep. I leaned closer to hear it more prominently. My eyes widen when I heard-" I love you...... Cindy"
"Cindy?" He loves Cindy. Not me. yesterday was all a mistake!!!. It feels like the ground from my feet had been removed as I kept falling into insanity. I got up slowly with my shaky legs controlling my tears. I ran towards the bathroom before I break down completely.
MEANWHILE JENNIFER'S POV:
I woke up with the feeling of the happiest woman on Earth. The ring on my finger was shining bright with the diamond wrapped in shimmery gold. I was freaking engaged!!! To the Elf King!!! Also, my father was on the very verge of the truth we were searching for. A lot was going on but I am here, in Jordan's embrace and I love every bit of it.
We have to go in search of Sheera too!!! For a minute my face turned in grief and remorse with the thought of Sheers. I wonder how she is doing. What if my father is related to this? A mist of blurry vision covered me with a feeling of moroseness. What am I going to answer him? I was sacred.
Jordan woke up looking at me with his sleepy eyes. I knitted his brows before pulling me in his chest. A sudden shock and blush formed in my eyes. He said while patting my head-" The morning is only meant for us, my soon-to-be queen".
I smiled as we lay in each other's embrace for a few more minutes.
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