𖥻 chapter twelve
"no one can beat
the way I love you."

꒰💭꒱

─ paris, 09/12/18 08:30 AM

kevin and mia haven't spoken a word to each other since that day. actually, the girl vividly remembers the way she shut the laptop down when she heard his reasoning, but not because she was angry or what.

in fact, mia felt embarrassed, because she should've taken all the signs into consideration and prevent kevin from falling for her.

"I like you-no, I love you." he uttered, as mia widened her eyes, and by the moment, kevin knew that he fucked up. she tilted her head a tad bit, a chuckle escaping her lips. "y-you're tripping."

"I ain't tripping mia, I mean it. I mean those six years of crushing on you, I mean my words about juyeon, I mean everything being said all those years. I love you mia, it hurts seeing you with him."

mia felt overwhelmed by the time she let her mind slip into those thoughts, as she slammed her fist on her desk, causing haruto to look up and face her watery eyes. "mia, what happened to you dear?"

he ran over to her, his hands on her dropped shoulders as he pulled her into a hug. mia leaned closer, as she let her sad, salty tears wet his shirt.

"let it all out, come on." he patted her back, as juyeon came in and found his girlfriend crying on someone else's shoulder. rage took over him, yet not as much as it would do with kevin (he trusted haruto to bits).

"what happened?" he walked closer to them, letting his files fall on the floor covered by the velvet carpet and then running to her. haruto pulled away, letting the boyfriend take care of her.

"baby, why are you crying?" juyeon whispered in her ear, making her lift her head up. the warmth that was no longer haruto's was now his, and she felt this wave of contend run over her body.

cause it somehow felt familiar, tho it was a warmth she just found.

"why?" he asked, wiping off a single tear, before she slightly smiled and sniffled a bit. "I'm fine, don't worry. I'm just...tired, that's all." she said, as she looked straight into his eyes, and the next moment she regretted it.

the way his orbs shook in worry made her heart feel weak, and she wanted to spill it all out, leaving nothing in between. but could she? could she just tell him about kevin and his feelings?

it would affect their relationship, and that was something she didn't want from the very first days.

"are you sure? do you want to tell me later or no? I am not pressuring you, I wanna help-" "I know juyeon, and I'm thankful for that, but it's seriously just me being tired hehe."

juyeon slowly nodded, smiling a little as he stood up on his two feet, then walked back to the piles of files. as he did so, he stumbled upon the start of the next rug and tripped, causing the attention of many to be dragged on him.

he looked up, slowly scanning their reactions, a small sheepish smile on his lips, followed by a chuckle. "I'm okay." hanbin gave him a thumbs up, walking away as he hummed a brand new rhythm. "again with his music production shit."

juyeon picked all the files up and put them on his desk, mia chuckling as his tall figure was dragging his feet in embarrassment.

he noticed her scrunched up face, his middle and pointer being brought to his eyes. he pointed them to his orbs and then hers, his thumb being ran over his neck. "you're dead."

"so? who's dead now?" mia straddled his lap while laying on their bed, his arms pinned over his head by her one hand, her other one tickling his sides. juyeon shut his eyes close, giggles escaping his lips as he vibrated.

"s-stop that!" he laughed out, before he found the chance to turn around, now him being the one on top. he took both her arms and pinned them up her head, leaning closer.

"you are such a tease, I like that." he whispered, planting a small kiss on her right cheek before he stopped to stare. in fact, he was admiring the beauty under him, the light of the golden hour making her orbs seem shades lighter and her lips glisten.

he licked his own thin ones in this attempt to restrain himself the need to kiss her, but he didn't want to seem bratty, or even do something that'd would make her feel uncomfortable.

cause even if they were dating, there shall be some privacy. besides, it's only been two weeks.

so instead, he leaned in once again and planted a kiss on her nose, her closing her eyes as she received the sweet action of his with eagerness and her heart fluttering.

"so gentle, but I know what you really want." she said, juyeon sitting up on his knees as she did the same, trying to straighten her t-shirt, then she took a sitting position and was left staring at him.

"yo I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want!" juyeon started, as mia giggled before she slapped his thigh and made him lean down once again. "just kiss me already dumbass."

and with that, their lips locked into a passionate kiss, just like the one they shared back in her birthday, yet this time there was no doubting about their feelings for each other.

cause they knew, how much in love were they.

juyeon found himself taking the lead, and maybe taking this way too far by biting on her bottom lips and pulling oh so lightly, causing a yelp of actual surprise to leave her mouth. instead of checking, he continued, with his tongue slipping into her mouth.

the kiss went on for a few minutes, mia gripping tightly on his simple black tee and her craving for more than one of his intoxicating kisses, as his soft like crescents lips trailed their way down her jaw, leaving this weird ticklish feeling and the illusion of her skin getting touched.

"hey, who's the tease now?" she asked, as he hovered over her, giggling at the sight before him. "I'm really sorry, I was just...I don't even know why I went this far." he reasoned, his hand scratching his nape.

mia felt slightly bad, he didn't want him to see this action as a sin or what. he was so gentle with her (way more gentle than this asshole of a boyfriend she had) and he was also kind enough to ask for her permission!

for what? for a simple kiss.

that was the moment mia realised that juyeon was nowhere near other male human beings. he was way more different and unique, beautiful both on the outside and the inside, and a big flirt.

but then again, why would god do her the favor of bringing this unique man into her life? of course, he deserves someone better than her, someone more beautiful on the outside, and a girl that could give him more than just a simple kiss.

cause sometimes, even the best males have those needs that they'll seek for no matter what, and maybe leave a girl just for not getting satisfied with them.

besides, this is why he left.

she looked at his eyes scanning her for a few seconds, before she wrapped her arms around his slim waist and brought him closer, to the point that his well-sculptured body could be felt against hers.

"please, kiss me more often...however and whenever you want."