"Wow"

I heard the people around me whisper. They all looked at me in awe and became self-conscious. Why were they looking at me like that ,did i made some pee on my body,was my clothes stained from behind and i didn't know?what to do or how to react i just hoped i didn't do something bad because i don't like the small dress i was wearing that looks like i am naked. But the way these people were looking at me like i was putting on the most expensive dress in all of Paris.

I Zhara has managed to swallow my pride to wear this dress. I had no idea i would look hotter and more finer than every girl who wore that same dress with me in my class. I was still feeling very uncomfortable and shy because it was revealing too much of my skin for me and i don't like it. Everyone's eyes were on me including my teacher was looking at me like i was a sexy man.

I have to clear my throat feeling uncomfortable for being the center of attention,all of the girls especially the attention sicking girls in my class were being jealous of me. Even the teacher was surprised with the way she was looking at me as if i was a sexy man. She was so so surprised how i looks good in that dress but to me it's something i wasn't comfortable in. If only they knew how uncomfortable i was with it they will not waste there time looking at me

The teacher and my classmates finally snapped out of it as they were now practicing a lot. We practiced a lot in the heels and the clothes and i did my best to follow through. We all had our first modeling shoot tonight and even though i was very nervous about it, I managed not to think about it too much but i couldn't help as it kept crossing my mind.

" Alright, guys let's take 5 if possible let's hit the shower. We have a big show tonight ."

"All alright!"

"Yes ma'am!"

"Thank you."

We all said at a different point in time while she was in the classroom. Seconds later she left and then came back to the classroom only to say something that was going to embarrass me.

"Hey, Zahra, whatever you do try not to fall off those heels of yours."

I looked at her embarrassed. How could she, how dare she, she have no rights to talk to me in that manner no rights at all? But when I think of it i began to wonder how she knew i can't walk in heels is she a witch or something.It's just now i remembered i always practice in her class and she has seen the way i walk in them.

"I'll do my best ma'am."

I responded trying my best not to cry, a fake smile on my face. She just rolled her eyes at me and responded saying.

"Don't just do your best, that isn't enough. make it better."

I signed slouching once she had left the room. My friend the only one i was able to make so far in the modeling company her name was Isabella and she was very good,very very good with this modeling thing especially in some of the things that the teacher would teach that i don't understand, I will meet her and she will teach me and put me through it very well.

"Hey, Besttie. You good?"

"No,I'm terrified."

" I get it but you are going to do great i just know it."

She encourage me and i smiled at her. I am really happy to have her in my life it would have been extremely difficult without her and the pain i endure here will be too much for me alone to bears. How we meet is a very funny one. I was trying to show off my new walking skills to my teacher but my shoes were too heavy for me to carry on my leg so i ended up falling into her. we landed on the flood and even thoughi thought she will be upset.

She was not even upset that i fell on her and broke her shoe. She just smiles at me and apologizes for her being in my away. From that day we became inseparable, we eat together after classes like this, we've gone out to see a movie once and it was amazing. Indeed it was, we took a few pictures at the time and i posted some of them on my socials. Thank goodness i have a good friend on my side if not i would have felt lonely.

" C'mon Zhara let's go and take a shower and find something to eat. It will soon be time for the show."

"You're right, all this walking is making me hungry."

"C'mon then."

She said and i followed her to the bathroom where we usually take our shower after a long day. Once we were referred and In our regular clothes, we headed for the cafeteria downstairs to get something to eat. We went for something light like salads and fruit with fruit punch to go with it. It wasn't feeling at it but it was what we needed to stay dehydrated at times like this.

We don't want to buy actual food so that we don't feel too heavy once on the stage and we're glad we chose that. By the time we came back to class to get ready, most people were already dressed but were feeling heavy. Since we didn't eat much we were swift, and we used it to our advantage. We went to change into the clothes for the modeling shoot, we did a little make-up and used more body spray. The fashion shoot was in 30 minutes and i was 100 percent ready but just didn't feel prepared enough.

" Alright, guys chop-chop the show starts in five minutes. Are you guys ready?"

"Oui ma(Yes ma)"

We chorus and she smiles at us feeling proud of herself before saying.

"Good!Maintenant vas-y et rends-moi fier (Now go and make me proud)"

It was going well really well. I had absolutely nothing to worry about. All i need to do is walk up the stage smile and strike a pose and i am good to go. Everyone was doing that and they did it just fine, some of them were looking at me with jealous eyes but i didn't let that affect me. If someone had told me that when it will be my turn i would freeze and i won't be able to walk properly. I would have laughed it off even though i knew it could happen because of my clumsy nature.

Right now it was my turn to walk and that's when my legs were jelly. I was so incredibly uncomfortable, so many eyes were on me and i didn't like it. They were looking at me with Judy's eyes and i don't like it one bit some were whispering to themselves as they looked at me and it frighted me to the core.

"What were they saying?"

"What were they talking about?"

" Why are so many people here?"

This are the questions that was on my mind and in my heart as it was on the fashion stage, I Zahra ended up falling again. This was because i didn't concentrate my mind was on so many things,so many people were looking at me and I lost my balance and fell. Another reason is because of that heel shoe i was wearing and this time i was hurting,i was hurting more badly than the first time.

To make matter worse all my colleagues those girls that were jealous of me and looking at me with jealous eyes were now laughing. They made me the comedian, the laughing stuck amongst so many people. How did my life reduce like this?why does this keep happing to me? Everyone was laughing at me now, this laughter was getting too much and I couldn't take it. Even those that were looking at me with Judy's eyes were giggling and laughing at me.

Could this day get any worse? I thought as i struggled to get up. No one came to my aid as usual and instead of them to come and help me they all caused at me, and some of them were snapping pictures of me not just pictures but video.They were all snapping pictures and videos of me.i was humiliated and annoyed, why me? Why always me? What did i ever do to deserve this kind of treatment from them?

I was trying my best not to cry. My best friend Isabella called the teacher and the teacher was kind enough to call an ambulance for me. It took a while but the emergency bus came to get me and Isabella my only best friend was able to carry me into the bus. after some emergency and check up on my leg they finally took me to my home with a wounded leg in P.O.P so the leg could heal faster.

I got home Around 8 pm In the night tired hungry and frustrated.I can't believe this was happening again twice in the same month i was really embarrassed. How am i going to survive modeling school if i keep falling off my heels?i don't want to be known as the woman who can't walk in heels or who keeps falling off her heels.i don't want to be remembered as that at all,i need to do something about it and fast.

When i got home the Kamals were at the dining room and i managed to leap in with couches. Salman and his sister joined in later and when they both saw my leg they busted out laughing. They were laughing at my leg for being on a P.O.P. They were even teasing me on top of that and i don't like it one beat at all

"Will you two stop laughing? It's not funny!"

"Ohh, but it is actually. You still can't walk well in heels?? How is that possible."

" I know random she is in modeling school! Shish I am simply disappointed."

Aliya and her brother keep teasing me....when they said that even in modeling school i still can't wear heels,can't aliya be nice for once in her life. As if that wasn't enough Salman said in conclusion

" How can a person booked a flight and come to Paris for modeling school. after all, that person can't even walk on the heel, can't catwalk, and other stuff like that. Poor shame."

I Zahra was still very embarrassed. I just eat in science when we all started eating,i managed to eat my food to a point and left the remnants. To say a word i just stood up and left not internet in the big news that Mr. Kamal wanted to share. Maybe just....maybe if i had waited and stayed to hear him out after eating then i have to know that
Mr kamal has already arranged Salman and zahra's engagement.

He had called my father in my absence and told him that he wanted the union between our families, he wanted me to marry his only son that arrogant, annoying, egoistic, jerk he calls a son, and to make matter worse my parents were delighted and selfish enough to accept his proposal but mostly selfish because they didn't ask me or consult me if i wanted the union. They just did it behind my back and now it was even Miss Smith that was in my room telling me that my parents had accepted a proposal, a proposal that i Zahra should marry Salman because my parents already accepted the union and there is nothing I can do about it.

Thank you for reading my story!!!
See you soon
Heroine