It sucks when you know you need to let go, but you can't because your still waiting for the impossible so to happen .
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Nikki's POV

I'm on my way to the arena right know, and I would be lying if I said I wasn't sweating bullets right know. I'm scared as fuck, I really do not know what to expect. I take out my luggage from the trunk and head inside trying my best to not be seen. Stephanie told me I have my own private locker room. No one knows I'm returning but Brie which makes it even more scary. I really hope I don't bump into Roman' it would ruin my night.

  "Nikki?" I turn around when I hear a familiar thick British accent. "OH MY GOD NICOLE IT'S YOU!!!" Paige runs to me and gives me the biggest hug making me smile. "Hey paige.... Paige babe you can let go now." We both laugh as she lets go and we make our way into our locker room. "Why didn't you tell me you where coming?!"

  "Actually Paige no one knows I'm here only Brie... and you duh." Paige and I where extremely close when I left, she was devastated when I gave her the knews I was leaving. "So... do you plan on talking to him?" My smile drops. "Talking to who?"

  "I'm talking about Superman nik." I look down, gosh I really don't want to talk about him, he's on my mind enough. "Oh um no I don't know, I don't really want to you know we didn't end on good terms so yeah." She shakes her head and stands up. "We'll look I got to go, Seth is waiting for me. But I'll text you girl we have a lot to catch up on."

  "Okay bye babe!!" I laugh, and Start taking my gear on. Ohhh I'm so ready to see everyone's face when I go out there especially Sasha's.

1 hour later

No ones POV

  "So right know Sasha these three woman will compete in a match, winner will face you at TLC!" Stephanie says making the crowd cheer, all the woman are extremely excited.

  As Stephanie is about to leave the ring she stops. "Oh wait I forgot something else, this match is not a triple threat match no no no. It's a fatal four way." All the woman look at each other wondering who's the fourth opponent.

  "You can look but you can't touch."

  There is a huge pop for Nikki, the crowd is just shocked just as much as the woman in the ring.

Roman's POV

  HOLY SHIT!!!! No no no, it's her. FUCK, I look as she gets in the ring smiling. I can't help but stare in awe, god she got even more beautiful. "Fucking shit ."

  "Close your mouth Roman, you're gonna catch a fly." I shoot Dean a death glare. "Shut up fuck face!"

  "I'm just playing dumbass, no but seriously close your mouth."

  The match is going great, the woman are killing it. But in all honesty we all knows who's gonna win. I look as Nikki puts Carmela on her shoulders a delivers what I believe is a new finisher pinning mella for the three count, She hasn't missed a beat. I roll my eyes "great she won."

  "Well imma go congratulate Bella on her win, I'll be right back uce." Dean says walking out of the locker room while I sit there in shock. How could this happen? Why now?!?? My thoughts are interrupted when a not so happy looking Sasha comes in. "Sasha bab-"

  "Shut up Roman I'm not in the mood." Ouch. "Alright my bad." She's definitely pissed about Nikki's return, especially her winning the match. "Why did it have to be her UGH!!!! That dumb bitch doesn't deserve anything." A part of me wanted to scold her for talking about Nikki that way but I just stayed quiet. "Roman? ROMAN IM TALKING TO YOU."

"You told me to shut up so I did." She rolls her eyes. " I'm really not in the mood joe stop." Now it's my turn to roll my eyes, Why is she all pissed of at me. "You need to tone it down Sasha it's not my fault alright."

  "Yeah yeah your right baby I'm sorry, it's just- why her you know." I wrap my arms around her waist and kiss her. "Don't worry about her baby, you got this." Obviously I'm gonna support my fiancé, who's Nikki anyways? Oh that's right a lying backstabbing bitch.

Nikki's POV

  "Congrats Bella, we missed you."

  "Thank you Ambrose I missed you guys too, it's been such a long time!" Dean... I never really talking to him only when I was around Roman. I'm surprised he even said hi to me. I sit down and talk a little longer with dean, until we hear someone approach us. "Sup Superman." I freeze completely, I slowly look up and see him looking right at me. I look down right away.

"Um I-I'm gonna go dean, I'll talk to you later." I get up and sprint to my locker room only to feel someone grab my arm and pull me back hard. "Ow what the hell!!!."

"Explain to me what the fuck your doing here?!" Is he serious right now?

"Um I'm working Roman." I whisper.

"Don't act dumb Nicole your not supposed to be here." Oh now he got me fucked all the way up.

"No actually sir as a matter a fact I am." I can tell he's pissed off, but he has absolutely no right to tell me what to do.

"No I mean why are you back. I thought you where retired." Why does he even care? He hates me doesn't he?

"That Roman is actually none of your business." I reply with a bit of Attitude.

He laughs while Rolling his eyes. "I don't know what kind of sick game your trying to play now Nicole but let me give you a little bit advice... you stay away from Sasha and Me."  Ouch.

"What are you talking about?!" Why is he talking to me like this. It hurts me, so so much.

  "You know exactly what I mean Nicole, I doubt you've changed one bit." My eyes start filling with tears.

  "No Ro I have I- I regret everything I did to you okay?!? I've dealt with guilt for over to years!"  He laughs and I feel everything inside me crumble.

  "Well you deserve that and more, stay away from me Nicole." I shake my head and walk closer to him. I refuse to believe he hates me.

  "Do you really want me to?" I put my hand on his cheek. I can feel him tense, as I lean but a kiss his cheek softly. "Answer me baby."

He takes a deep breath and out of no where pushes me making me take a big step back. "I mean what I said, you are dead to me. I. Hate. You." He walks away and tears start running down my face. Why god why, I know a part of him still loves me.

"Hey Nikki." I turn around and see none other than Randy Orton, when I left he was the one that was trying to convince me not to go. "Randy hey!"

I hug him and feel a little tingly inside. "Gosh Bella I missed you so much." I always knew he had a crush on me, but I never thought of him that way. He understood since he knew how I felt for Roman.

"I missed you too Randy." I hug him tighter, he pulls away so kisses me on the four head.

"I thought I was never going to see you again Nicole." He looks down with a sad expression.

"Well here I am and I'm not leaving again I promise Randy." I hold his hand and smile at him.

"You better not Bella... look I don't know if you still feel the same for Roman but... I guess I was wondering if maybe this time you'd give me a chance." I smile and look at the floor.

"You know what Randy... Your an amazing guy and I would love to give you a chance so yes." He smiles and hugs me. Maybe Randy is exactly what I need to be happy.

"You're so beautiful Nicole." I can't help but blush, he's always been able to make me blush. He was there for me when no one was, when I was in pain trying to deal with the fact that Roman moved on with Sasha.

I lean up and give him a kiss on the cheek close to his lips. "I'm gonna go change, wait for me yeah? Then we'll go to the hotel together." He nods his head.

"Yeah of course princess."

Roman's POV

Talking to Nicole that way honestly hurt me... so bad but it's what I need to do, it's the only way I won't fall back into her arms. I wipe my tears and go looking for Sasha.

Flash back...

" Roman stop!!!" I laugh as I tickle her.

"No Bella you deserve it for eating all my food."  Her laugh being music to my ears.

"I'm sorry Ro stop!!! I'll buy you more."  She gets a hold of my hand and sits on my lap unexpectedly. I look at her lips and she looks at mine. Just kiss her man you know you want too.

She leans in a kisses me herself, now I didn't expect that but she just made me the happiest man alive. I've wanted this for a long time. We continue kissing as she runs her fingers through my hair. And I hold her waist tightly.

Present...

That was our first kiss, I guess you can say we've both wanted that for a long time. Or at least in the moment I thought that and it made me the happiest man alive. After Nicole left it took me a while to get over the fact that I was probably never going to see her again. Sasha was there for me, to comfort me and it worked little by little she won my heart.