You know what? I had yet a another dream. I know, I know nothing worthy right? But this one dream felt so crazily realistic, and that is what scared me. I had found myself standing on the cold pavement in my love heart pajamas. But no one seemed to notice. Actually revised- no one was actually there. What was I doing here anyway? I always popped up in the weirdest places whenever I had a dream.

That was when a shadowy figure quickly brushed past me, quickly running down the street. He was really fast, the girly part of me noted. He had a soft mop of ginger brown hair, the pasty moonlight making it seem blond. Holy Hot Sweet Chili Coconut Stir fry. With my heart in my throat, I realised it was Thomas.

Great I muttered, this sick feeling rising within me, please don't let this be another de ja vu experience. I sarcastically remarked, now all we need to complete this is mysel- there she is! Julia(myself) started running towards him although he made no effort to stop. 

In fact, it didn't look like he even remotely wanted to stop.

What on earth is going on?? I super confused as I started to follow behind her, since I had nothing else to do, barely keeping sight of the two shadowy figures in the distance. My mind as trying to rack up any logical explanation, so far none. Once again, what the bloody hell was going on?

She called his name but he kept running anyway. That was when I realised he was running away from her. My heart sunk. I froze just slightly then ran even quicker in an attempt catch up to the other Julia and Thomas. Just great, Julia I scolded her/my self, what have you/I done now? I sprinted even faster, although since this was a dream I guess it did not hurt running barefoot on the gravel dirt road. 

Then Julia seemed to yell something and Thomas abruptly halted mid-run. He paused as if hesitant to keep running, a small tear leaking out the corner of his eye. He seemed so upset and sad, so naturally I started to move towards him. However the dream Julia came and I had to detour my running to avoid colliding with her. Could you collide with dreams? I thought. Probably not. Another one if life unanswerable questions. It looked painful though.  She caught up panting very heavily, looking hysterical and desperate.

My face in the dream was this ugly twisted and contorted grimace, my eyes wide and shiny. I was crying. The sight made me wince slightly. Gigantic note to self- do not cry, you don't look good. At all. I was already average enough. This was... a little extreme.

She grabbed for his hand and whisked him around to face her. Before hugging him and muffling her face into his chest, all the while hurriedly saying something. I just started in confusion. Could someone please tell me what is going on? Anybody? Oh right, this was just a dream. How pathetic of me. Face palm. While I was still face-palming myself,Thomas seemed to lose his footing and crumbled to the ground, Julia panicking and supporting his fall, his head resting on her lap. I got a horrible reminder of Tina crying on the floor. I gasped and moved forward but something paralyzed me and held me back. 

Again. I bit my lip to prevent swearing, I still did though. Curse you holy Mother Nature... of my weird dreams. Looking at the scene unravelling before me, I yelled his name. Once. Twice. A desperate third time. But no matter how high the octaves, no one seemed to hear me. He quietly whispered and murmured something into Julia's ear and I craned my neck to hear it, but I heard nothing. What had he been saying? I wanted to know! Far out. She went very still and quiet...

As if causing a chain reaction, the ground beneath me opened up like dominos and I fell through the floor into darkness. A small scream or two before I opened my eyes, only to see myself/her(?) laughing with him in the cafeteria, not looking anger or sad. We seemed so carefree and cheerful. Oh... I remember this now, it was when he had been talking to me about our favorite things. I smiled at that good memory, then faltered at how different we were now. Why couldn't it be like before when I hadn't broken his heart? 

The scene shifted to when he had been helping me in one of the science experiments. He was helping me pour the chemicals, standing so close to me, reading out the measurements. Being able to see myself from this new angle, I fumed quietly from embarrassment. I had never known that I blushed so dang obviously. I need to work on that. Oh well. I shrugged to myself.

All too quickly the scene once again morphed into this plain white room, which I instantly recognised as the cafeteria. I saw Tina trying to talk to him, although Thomas was irritated and frustratingly said something like go away. I could see myself in the background, sad eyes slowly taking in what was happening. Everything faded away once again.

This next scene however was extraordinarily strange though. Thomas and I somehow were taking a stroll. I was eating yet another red velvet cupcake(me and my cupcakes, tee hee),lacing my hand through with his as we walked through the park, a beautiful display of sunset painted before us as I leaned my head on his shoulder. Our silhouettes had a strong contrast against the lemon, clementine and deep maroon sky. It looked so perfect. It belonged in a romantic cheesy movie. We both paused in sync and turned to face each other, sharing a small-lipped smile. I (in the dream) leaned forward. He leaned forward as well and....

I woke up... Dang it! I woke up! Ugh, I had wanted to know what had happened next. But the dream was already fading from my memory, any thought going blank. My life sucks. The clock next to my bed read 3:30 am. I slumped back to sleep, although sadly and curiously enough, that was the last of the dream I ever heard or saw of, again.

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