The feeling of despair
When no-one's really there
And the lonely stare
Of a heart laid bare

Feel the need to cry
But I smile and lie
When expectations defy
The mutual feeling tie

The final state of han
When you no longer can
Sense the blood that ran
And think about your life span 

And you stand there cold
Once you were told
That he was growing old
And you must stay bold

The final state of life
When he left all strife
Pierced my heart with a knife
Left with sadness rife

I have no one now
And I don't know how
And if life would allow
For me to go on somehow 

The darkness depths of living
Myself, not forgiving
In the depths of hell, still sieving
The sins that kept on giving