Still Don't Know My Name - Labrinth

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There's a dead stare in Jeongguk's eyes as he looks up at the ceiling, trying to keep himself calm despite Ten's words hammering his head.

He can't pinpoint exactly what he said to have flared him off the way he did, but all Jeongguk knew was that if he stayed in that room than he would've lost Ten for good.

Even though his words did hurt like a bitch.

However not even an hour later and a knock hits his door. For a good second he completely forgot about his text message with Jimin, so he was ready to cuss out whoever was on the other side of the door.

But when he opened it, he was immediately shoved back aggressively. He nearly fell to his back if it wasn't for his muscle reacting quickly, but suddenly he felt fists pounding his chest.

Over and over again.

It took a moment to register that it's Jimin in front of him, looking like a madman with swollen eyes and a craze mess of blonde hair, hitting him repeatedly when he kicked the door shut behind him.

Ah right, letting out the anger.

It's ironic really that Jeongguk mentioned this to Lisa on their sibling outing. He wanted Jimin to express out his anger to him. To unleash whatever baggage he had just so he could carry it. Not just with him but with Taehyung too.

Maybe he didn't expect it like this, but it definitely brought fragile flashbacks to Jeongguk's head of similar situations like these.

Before he would've slammed Jimin back against the wall and hope he stops being a damn pest, but now he lets him.

Honestly Jeongguk is just tired at this point. The talk with Ten oozed a lot out of him so he definitely was not in the mood, but this is definitely a distraction from it.

To focus on another pain.

"You're getting to my fucking head! We are toxic! We should not be fucking friends because this won't ever end!" Jimin would screech with every strike in Jeongguk's chiseled chest, "I hate you both! I HATE YOU FOR MAKING ME LIKE THIS!"

He's sobbing now, he's sobbing such a broken hearted cry underneath his wheezes that was like another knife piercing into Jeongguk's own heart.

He always hated seeing Jimin so fragile.

Jimin is heaving, his wet lips wobbling as his strikes grew weaker and weaker before finally pressing his face against Jeongguk's shoulder, letting out his series of cries against his shirt.

"Why did we do this to each other? Why?" His voice is quivering, like a shivering guitar string, and that sensitive sound alone was enough to make Jeongguk hold him in his arms tightly with his eyes closed, "You both will always haunt me, no matter what I do to get you out of my head."

Jeongguk only rubs his back with a frown, not really knowing what to say. He is right, no matter what they do they will always haunt each other like ghosts, and it's something that they can't just shrug off so easily.

Unfortunately.

So he calmly pulls away and brings Jimin's face away from his shoulder to look at him. He looks like a fragile little animal, maybe a kitten, so completely devastated and broken.

The moment was like a blurred film because what happened afterwards was definitely not for certain who leaned first. But their lips did met, but it didn't feel the same as it once did before.

This isn't laced with some desire of passion or love that they had in the beginning. This felt like those last moments that they had, where it was just lust and desire to forget.

Now with a hint of nostalgia.

They both felt that sensitivity and vulnerability as their lips moved against each other, the old scars reopening of emotions that brought so much pain into their lives. However they only focused on the lust, just as Jeongguk pushed Jimin done to the bed and removed his shirt to reattach their lips together.

Jimin hasn't changed through his eyes. Every familiar placed he touched gave the same reaction, from the sensitive caresses for the familiar spots to nibble his teeth.

Everything about it was so familiar.

That's what they craved.

Something familiar.

Just for a moment at least.

They're not much about words when it comes to being sexual, they never were. They did what they had to do and that's it, and that's something that clearly hasn't changed.

When Jeongguk began to thrust between his legs, pressing his hard dick covered by his sweatpants against where Jimin's whole would be, that gave an instant response from the other to hum. However the more the ravenette did it, the more needy they grew.

Lips are sloppy as they hungrily consumed one another, separating for a moment when Jeongguk was just about to take off Jimin's shirt-

Their bodies froze.

No, it didn't just freeze, it went complete paralyzed.

And it was when the door bursted open.

"GET THE FUCK OFF HIM."

Jeongguk was aggressively yanked of Jimin by the hair, thrown to the floor to nearly have his skull slam against the damn wall.

What the fuck?

When his eyes moved up, to his complete surprise he sees Taehyung standing there with his body puffing, the glare so familiar and murderous that had Jeongguk scrambling to his feet and pressing himself against the wall to keep distance.

However Taehyung's gaze didn't stay on him for long, traveling to a trembling Jimin on the bed- Who's now sitting up with dilated eyes to what he just saw.

"What the fuck is both of your problem?" Taehyung snaps angry, moving his heaving eyes between the two, "IS FOUR YEARS NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU! DID YOU FORGET HOW FUCKED UP WE WERE TO EACH OTHER!"

Jeongguk was too shaken up to speak, since he nearly had a fucking concussion moments ago, but seems like Jimin has grown rather bold.

"B-But we're not like that-"

"SHUT THE FUCK UP!" If Taehyung had something in hand, he would've most definitely have swung it to Jimin, "Dont you fucking see? It always starts that way! We say we changed, it's good for a week and then it's gets fucked up! This is why I said we should just be friend but not close you incompetent bitch!"

Jimin evidently winces to his words, making Jeongguk twitch a frown to this and focus his eyes to Taehyung, "We aren't going to get into a relationship, so piss off!"

Taehyung sneers his gaze from Jimin to Jeongguk, knocking down every single bit of confidence he had to those horrid eyes. He didn't move for a good minute but the second he took a step towards Jeongguk, Jimin flies off from the bed and gets between them.

"P-Please no fighting," Jimin shutters pleadingly, "You honestly can't understand what we are feeling right now. You have Minho and clearly you both are in your honeymoon faze. We got problems and we are using each other for it."

Oh this made Taehyung smile, a very dark and sadistic smile. It was pretty sarcastic too because of how ridiculous this sounded.

"First of all, you don't know Minho and I together or where we stand " He steps closer to Jimin, making the other man slightly cower back when Taehyung leaned to his face, "You two idiots will start like this and then drag me into it, and I will not let you ruin anything I have with Minho. I swear I will fucking destroy you both."

Jimin's whole face falls, somehow those words being the spark to snap out of that conscious he was in. However it didn't last long because suddenly he was shoved aside and Jeongguk is raising his fist towards Taehyung.

Slamming it to his cheekbone.

Taehyung stumbles back in shock, his skin now pink to where Jeongguk hit him. His eyes are blazing now, teeth growling in such a ferocious snarl.

He was just about ready to launch his fist but was suddenly yanked back by the collar of his shirt.

Minho now stood in front of him, protectively with a mean glare in his own gaze to the two males to not dare take a step forward.

This actually made Jeongguk laugh, leaning back against the wall with closed eyes, "And Prince Charming arrives, cute," He huffs sarcastically, "This cycle is never going to fucking end..... You know you're always going to come back Taehyung. Once Minho is out of the picture, we'll see what your thought process will be."

"As if he wants you two again," Minho disgustingly scowls, "Punch him in the face again and I would definitely not hold him back from whatever he was going to do to you."

A low scoff comes out of Jeongguk's lips, "You guys barely know each other for you to know anything about how he thinks," And he flutters his eyes open, meeting Taehyung glaring eyes with his own hooded gaze, "I'm tired really, and I didn't ask for a fight. You pissed me off and I acted. I've had a shitty night so can I have the room to myself?"

Minho narrows his eyes but refused to say anything back when Taehyung nudges his elbow, tracing it down to his hand and gently guides him out of the door.

When they left Jimin still stayed, and his presence definitely didn't go unnoticed.

"Leave you too," He says heavily, meeting Jimin's gaze with his own, "Fix things with Taemin and Yeosang, this never happened."

Clearly Jimin wanted to say something more but by the way Jeongguk's eyes narrowed back, he only kept it to himself and walked out of the room, his head hanging low to most likely in guilt and shame to what he was going to do.

Meanwhile Jeongguk stayed in the room silently, staring at the wall with now his eyes dropping in exhaustion.

He just wants to sleep and forget about this day.

That's it.

So without a word, he passes his bed and gets out of his room. He walks a few doors down the now empty hallway and gently goes inside one of the rooms.

On the bed laid a sleeping Lisa, curled up for the blankets hugging her body that made her look smaller than usual.

Jeongguk didn't say anything, only wordlessly goes to the bed and crawls under the sheets beside his sister. She's softly snorting, and the sound alone felt soothing to listen to all night.

With one look fo her face, Jeongguk grabs one of her arms and melts into her embrace while wrapping the said arm around his shoulders. He hugs her tightly with his head face resting against her chest as he closes his eyes to the familiar embrace.

But of course Lisa did sense the sudden body in her arms, making her shift a little with a small hun, "Kookie? What are you doing here?"

Jeongfuk's throat grew tight and his eyes began to burn, so he only held her tighter and hopefully not start to cry.

"I-I need my sister."

He never really had to say much for Lisa to understand, she always did. Maybe it's their sibling connection, but she always knew when it was appropriate to ask questions or not.

And now, her brother just needed someone to hold him to sleep.

So the arm around his arms is now around his neck, digging her fingers through his hair in gently caresses to ease him down while holding him close and getting more comfortable.

The two fell asleep like this, just like how they use to as kids whenever one would get a nightmare, knowing that their each other's safe haven from the monsters of the outside world.

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A/N:
Well....... A lot happened this chapter.

I want to apologize if there's any mistakes of spelling or grammar. It's pretty late and I should get some sleep soon hehe

Have a good night or day!

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