Jeongguk's Messages

Joon:
Dude

Joon:
What the fuck is going on next door?

Joon:
You do realize these walls aren't sound proof right?!

Jeongguk:
I don't even know what the fuck is going on

Jeongguk:
Ten is spazzing out on me and my sensitive ass is getting triggered and I'm not doing okay right now

Joon:
What do you mean he spazzed out?

Jeongguk:
I DON'T FUCKING KNOW OKAY

Jeongguk:
Started saying all this shit about how we don't work good together and how I am indecisive about my feelings

Jeongguk:
I'm so fucking pissed right now istg

Joon:
Okay okay relax, is Ten still in the room?

Jeongguk:
He's glaring out the window ignoring me

Jeongguk:
Fuck this I'm out of here

Joon:
Wait wait just talk to him calmly about what's going on

Jeongguk:
Namjoon

Jeongguk:
If I talk to him

Jeongguk:
I will say things I don't mean

Jeongguk:
He knew exactly what to say to tick me off, things I trusted him with

Jeongguk:
I'm not dealing with this

Jeongguk:
I'm going to my room, just don't talk to me rn

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Taemin:
What the actual fuck is going on?!

Taemin:
You do realize I'm outside the door to give you guys privacy to talk!

Taemin:
Why are you screaming?

Yeosang:
I'm going to lose my fucking mind

Jimin:
I said it wrong okay!

Yeosang:
YOU ADMITTED TO ME THAT YOU STILL FELT SOMETHING TOWARDS YOUR EXES WHILE FUCKING AROUND WITH ME AND TAEMIN

Yeosang:
Dude I'm going to punch a wall istg

Jimin:
Okay first of all I said it since the beginning I wanted nothing serious

Jimin:
I was clear about it because of what I went through

Jimin:
It's not easy moving on okay?!

Yeosang:
Aw so if I just comfort you in one of your lowest moments and continue to treat you like shit, you will have feelings for me?

Jimin:
THEY'RE NOT LIKE THAT ANYMORE

Yeosang:
TO EVERYONE ELSE BUT GUARENTEED THAT WITH YOU THEY WON'T CHANGE SHIT

Taemin:
..... Ok

Taemin:
Guys

Taemin:
Calm down

Taemin:
Can I come in?

Yeosang:
We're not done

Jimin:
Well I am because you're not going to fucking listen to me

Yeosang:
HOW DO YOU EXPECT ME TO REACT!?

Yeosang:
YOU HONESTLY THOUGHT WE COULD DO THINGS AND ONE OF US WOULDN'T CATCH FEELINGS?

Jimin:
I said I wasn't ready

Yeosang:
Yeah I understand now because you can't get over them

Yeosang:
Whatever just leave me alone

Jimin:
Why the fuck are you so mad?

Jimin:
I said I'm still confused okay! It's not something for certain!

Yeosang:
Yeah... Right...

Yeosang:
Just leave

Jimin:
Lol okay

Jimin:
With this attitude, you're no better than they are if you're not willing to communicate

Yeosang:
Then maybe I'll have a chance for you to fall for me right?

Yeosang:
I know clearly see where we stand now and I'm the dumbass

Yeosang:
Just go

Taemin:
Yeosang.... Stop holding your emotions in, be honest

Jimin:
Whatever I know when I'm not wanted around

Taemin:
Jimin stop being stubborn

Taemin:
You guys have to learn to communicate

Jimin:
Really now?

Jimin:
What about you huh?

Jimin:
Anything you need to say to me?

Taemin:
What?

Yeosang:
Watch it

Jimin:
Talking about communicating but you don't communicate your thoughts or feelings with me, how the fuck am I suppose to know how to be careful when you don't tell me anything!

Taemin:
Jimin..... You're getting triggered from your past memories

Taemin:
Brings yourself back

Jimin:
Don't fucking say that!

Jimin:
You don't know shit about what I went through

Taemin:
I know I don't

Taemin:
Relax okay

Jimin:
So are you finally going to tell me what's on your mind?

Yeosang:
Why should he?

Yeosang:
Like I've said, that won't change anything right?

Taemin:
Yeosang, shut it

Taemin:
Okay I need to communicate more, I agree

Jimin:
Don't tell me you're telling me what I want to hear

Taemin:
It's not, you're right

Taemin:
But not right now

Taemin:
What you need to do is get out of that room and go to yours, close the door and calm down

Jimin:
You think I'm crazy right?

Jimin:
That I can't control myself?

Jimin:
Ha, this is why I always feel so fucking alone

Jimin:
Neither of you understand me

Jimin:
lol maybe he was right

Taemin:
We are trying to understand you okay?

Yeosang:
Can you please leave?

Jimin:
Gladly

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Jeongguk's Messages

Jimin:
You're getting into my fucking head

Jimin:
I hate you

Jimin:
I fucking hate you

Jeongguk:
I know

Jeongguk:
So come here and show me how much you do

Jeongguk:
I need a distraction

Jimin:
Fuck you

Jeongguk:
The door will be open

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A/N:
Wow what a leap....

So to explain more Jimin's behavior towards the end, he was getting emotionally triggered. Sometimes when being in intense emotions or environments that he was in, flashbacks or paranoia tends to occurs.

Speaking from experience, I use to get panicked upon hearing shouting or have anyone touch my wrists because it was a negative trigger for my memories. So Jimin's emotions traveled back to that moment in time, resurfacing it by how similar the situation seemed to him.

What's worse about it is that yeah, even though Yeosang and Taemin have been trying to help him, they're still new through his eyes unliked Jeongguk and Taehyung. He believes that they will still understand him, almost like a lingering emotional attachment.

Well next chapter is about to get intense, buckle up everyone!

I PURPLE YOU! <333