Jeongguk's Messages

Jeongguk:
Hey....

Jeongguk:
Where are you?

Ten:
Finished up a race

Jeongguk:
Oh....

Jeongguk:
Did you see my messages from earlier

Ten:
Yeah

Jeongguk:
So why didn't you answer me back?

Ten:
I didn't want to

Jeongguk:
Wow....

Jeongguk:
Is it because of that picture of Jimin?

Jeongguk:
It's not that fucking serious

Ten:
Okay first of all, don't be jumping to conclusions like that😒

Ten:
Second, you're up here right now👆, bring that attitude down here👇

Ten:
Who said that me not answering has anything to do with Jimin?

Jeongguk:
So I'm wrong then?

Ten:
Why would I care Jeongguk? 😑

Ten:
We're not in a relationship

Ten:
What we have is not that serious

Ten:
You said so yourself the day we met, remember? You don't do relationships

Jeongguk:
I know......

Jeongguk:
So..... That doesn't bother you

Ten:
Oh no, it does, not in the way you think though

Ten:
Not your past relationship, I sincerely don't give a shit about it

Ten:
The chances of the three of you getting hurt while being together is what's bothering me

Jeongguk:
Well that's none of your business to care about what we have tbh

Jeongguk:
Whatever happened is in the past

Jeongguk:
Don't stick your nose where it doesn't belong so you have nothing to worry about

Ten:
You think I care about your business with them?

Ten:
Do you think anyone talking about the three of you give a fuck about your relationship together?

Ten:
No, they don't

Ten:
They care about either you, Jimin, or Taehyung individually

Ten:
In my case, I care about the three of you to not get hurt

Ten:
It's not me putting myself somewhere I shouldn't be

Ten:
It's being a good friend telling you to watch yourself

Ten:
Sorry that you've never had someone trying to warn you or look out for you when you're close to getting hurt

Jeongguk:
You don't know us ok

Ten:
No, I don't

Ten:
I know my best friend Taehyung

Ten:
My little fling thats you

Ten:
And baby Phoenix, who is Jimin

Ten:
You guys can honestly do whatever the fuck you want, but the moment you guys get hurt than you'll remember all these people who warned you

Ten:
The guilt will kill you

Ten:
Honestly.... Why am I wasting my time with this?😂

Ten:
You're not going to listen

Ten:
Whatever, do you man👋

Jeongguk:
No stop, I get it okay

Jeongguk:
I'll be careful

Ten:
Stop thinking that people who warn you are trying to get 'in your business'

Ten:
They could be simply looking after your heart or soul to not have you be dragged on the dirt again by the same people who did it

Ten:
When you're too blinded to see

Ten:
Have a good day

Jeongguk:
Ten come on don't be upset 😔

Ten:
I'm not upset with you

Ten:
I would like my space, can I not do that now too?

Ten:
I have a lot of shit on my mind, the last thing I need is to worry about someone who doesn't want to listen

Ten:
At the end of the day, I always put myself first, nothing has change. So I'm going to take care of myself so I won't be so fucking stressed with life right now

Ten:
See you around

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Jimin's Messages

Baby Phoenix:
Hi Ten🥺

Baby Phoenix:
Can you talk right now?

Baby Phoenix:
I can't focus

Ten:
Yeah?

Baby Phoenix:
I just.... Saw something I probably shouldn't have walked in on, I'm thinking so many things at once about past relationships and life and I just....

Baby Phoenix:
I don't know....

Ten:
Can I be honest about something?

Baby Phoenix:
Yeah?

Ten:
So not to be that guy, but I know you met up with these two idiots and you guys are in good terms

Ten:
That's great really

Ten:
But this is just a question, do you think you guys will ever go back to square one if you grow closer together?

Baby Phoenix:
What are you implying? That I will let myself be abused again if we get closer together?

Ten:
Omg don't jump to conclusions too🙄

Ten:
I'm asking is if subconsciously you will start to seek them more often and if you think the chance of that progress going to waste is likely?

Baby Phoenix:
I..... I don't know....

Baby Phoenix:
I mean we're good now so.... I don't think if we get closer it'll get worse

Ten:
Can I tell you a secret?

Ten:
Something Jeongguk or Taehyung doesn't know about?

Baby Phoenix:
Of course

Ten:
So, the reason I am how I am with relationships and putting myself first is because I was once in a domestic violence relationship

Ten:
Ha, this fucker is thankfully in prison now but shit was hard for a while, you know?

Ten:
It's like having a string tied together, you know? No matter where I was, or if we grew apart, he was always there like a shadow

Ten:
We knew we weren't good for each other but we kept going at it

Ten:
And I realized that..... No matter how much he said he's changed, when it came to me nothing would've changed

Ten:
He would still hit me

Ten:
Call me so much shit

Ten:
Fuck around with other people, sometimes even to my face

Ten:
Shit was hard dude

Ten:
Anyways, my point is in this is that after we broke up, I felt like I still needed him in my life somehow

Ten:
Manipulated little shit I was

Ten:
So I would always reach out somehow

Ten:
Seek his comfort even if he was going to hurt me

Ten:
He made me feel good

Ten:
While also like shit

Ten:
I didn't realize how toxic our relationship was because he gave me false hope often, saying they will get better or no one would ever love me more than him

Ten:
He did get better

Ten:
With other people, being a better friend or son, but not a better boyfriend for me

Ten:
And then I just..... Finished it off

Ten:
Not by choice, Yoongi helped me out of it after the fucker got to prison

Ten:
Guess that's why Yoongi hesitant now about things with Jeongguk

Ten:
Ah, anyways I'm not telling you this to influence you or manipulate you into thinking the three of you are full of shit

Ten:
I do believe you guys are healing and are good people

Ten:
But be careful, the closer you get, the more scars start to open

Ten:
Memories come, so does feelings, before you know it, you're after them like a little puppy dog subconsciously and old habits arises

Ten:
Not every relationship is the same obviously, that's why feel free to take this information to influence you or not

Ten:
It's good to shake hands with your demons

Ten:
Just remember to put boundaries

Baby Phoenix:
Wow.....

Baby Phoenix:
I have no words..... I'm sorry you went through that

Ten:
It doesn't matter anymore

Ten:
What matters is how the three of you approaching this setting you guys are in now

Ten:
Don't rush it

Ten:
Let it process within time to give yourself enough space to heal

Ten:
Alright?

Baby Phoenix:
Yeah I get it

Baby Phoenix:
It won't becoming something toxic or a circle

Baby Phoenix:
I want to take care of my heart

Ten:
Let that be your priority

Ten:
And you'll suddenly will know what to do

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Taehyung's Messages

Taehyung:
Hey, are you busy?

Ten:
Guess I'm famous today 🙂

Ten:
Kinda, what's up?

Taehyung:
I need some advise

Ten:
Mhm

Taehyung:
So there's this guy that wants to experiment a little with his sexuality

Taehyung:
He asked me to help him out but I'm kinda shy around him when it comes to being bold

Taehyung:
He gave me consent to anything but ah... I'm so shy😔

Ten:
..... Who are you and what have you done to my best friend?🤨

Taehyung:
Ten I'm serious😖

Taehyung:
This guy makes me feel nervous

Taehyung:
I don't want to mess up his experience

Ten:
Alright alright

Ten:
Well...... Putting away my typical charming and sarcastic self aside

Ten:
Honestly I would just say let things just happen naturally, don't plan it out or anything because nothing ever goes as planned

Ten:
When he's ready then he'll make a move first, just go along with it if you're okay with it

Ten:
I would suggest let him do something first

Ten:
Don't be weird about it either

Taehyung:
Oh I won't, no strings attached

Ten:
Even better!🤩

Ten:
Ah what if he falls for you dude? I know how you are when it comes to no strings attached stuff

Taehyung:
Well once he decides how he feels than we'll sort it out from there, but during I'll keep it professional

Ten:
You're making it sound like it's a business🙂

Taehyung:
And he's my loyal student🥰

Ten:
Idiot😂😂

Ten:
Is that all?

Taehyung:
Yes! Thank you

Taehyung:
Oh and maybe we could hang out later if you want to?

Ten:
Always down for it ☺️

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A/N:
Stream of updates today!

Should be good!

Let's not forget the Christmas get together coming soon!

Now that is definitely going to be fun! :)

I PURPLE YOU! <333