Bad Alive - Wayv

Never has Jeongguk felt so much adrenaline in his life until now, in this very moment.

It's probably reaching it's peak, such an intoxicating high that didn't even feel as though he was even here right now. His eyes are blinded by the piercing lights alongside the track, hearing nothing but music blaring his eardrums instead of the noisy crowd he had to endure earlier as he watched the race.

Now he's in the race, in this empty stadium, with his two favorite people.

"This is going to be so much fun!"

No matter how loud Jeongguk's heart is pounding, it will never be as loud as Ten's laughter or Woosung's giggles as the prepare by the starting line along with him. It's no surprise that this is Ten's idea after his race to have some fun with racing on his own with his two special people, and he feels more than proud that he at least taught them how to ride the bike well enough to know that a crash won't happen.

So when the stadium cleared up from the audience, they got bikes and are now by the starting line, getting themselves ready to know who's going to kick ass first with this race.

Helmets, engines ready, and after exchanging a few laughs more to each other, they were suddenly off after Woosung's alarm blared his phone.

That's when the explosion of Jeongguk's adrenaline spiked up more, reaching such a massive stretch that has him squealing as his bike took off. He was already behind from Woosung and Ten, with Ten leading as he jumps over difficult obstacles and do tricks that would send Jeongguk into a heap of worry for a second but relax whenever he would land perfectly and safely down.

He's been doing this for years, if anything he's the one that should be worried whether Woosung or Jeongguk is going to end up with his face planted on the ground or not with one wrong move.

Good thing about this is that he warned them already to not try any risky stunts, so at least that's something he won't have to worry about.

No matter how quick Jeongguk's adrenaline is pumping as he swerved passed Woosung, he wasn't stupid. He wasn't going to try anything risky that will end up with him injuring himself, no matter how tempting it is. He's so pumped up with energy that he could scream to the sky and feel so fucking alive.

He's never felt this way before in a long time, or ever really. It feels so new doing something so thrilling that felt so addicting.

Yet just as the adrenaline cruised in, his vision before his eyes began to fade into flashbacks, along with the motor of the motorcycle.

Flashback:

"Wait wait Jeongguk think about this first- OW!"

Jimin flies back to the side walk, butt planted on the concrete by Jeongguk's rough arm shoving him back. Maybe he scraped his hands and landed on his elbow, but that was not something Jeongguk was focused on as he marched towards Taehyung's car with a metal baseball batt.

Yeah, Jeongguk can be a real bitch.

And he's about to be Taehyung's fucking karma.

"You saw the way he was flirting a storm with that guy! Even fucking ignored my texts and before you know it, they could be fucking in a damn room-"

"Lovely please don't be irrational!" Jimin squeaks as he scrambles to his feet, "Could've been a classmate o-or a coworker-"

Jeongguk sneers his gaze to him, his grip tightening on the batt, "Oh so you're defending him now? So if he fucks the person you're just going to accept that like a little bitch?"

That hurt Jimin, it really did because he didn't want to think of it like that. Sure, Taehyung is very handsome but he always assured them that he was zap always theirs.

Parties always brings out the worse in them somehow, whether it's them possessing over Jimin and him not talking to anyone, or Taehyung having loads of friends to talk to because obviously he didn't like his boyfriends talking to anyone. Or it's Jeongguk always finding a way to piss the three off equally.

Now Jeongguk is fuming because Taehyung has been talking to this guy all night, and of course Jeongguk didn't take it that well.

So that's why he's out here, with a metal batt, and after Jimin cowers back his shakily body to the violent way Jeongguk is going to act, the ravenette slammed the batt against the car.

The windows, all of them, the tail lights, front lights, hood evidently dented, the doors; Everything he slammed out of pure rage.

He's boiling in so much anger that felt as though his body lost control of itself, not seeing properly but only hear the satisfying sound of glass smashing and the metal denting of the car.

It didn't last long though before the owner of the vehicle came to view.

Jeongguk didn't notice at first, not until the batt got yanked out of his hands and he's suddenly shoved back.

A very angry and heaving Taehyung is standing there, now gripping the batt tightly before slamming it against Jeongguk's kneel from the side with full force.

A weak yelps stumbles out of Jeongguk's throat, whimpering to the striking pain on his leg yet Taehyung didn't give a shit.

He couldn't snapped a bone but he clearly wasn't focused on that.

His glare only intensified, "I swear I could kill you right now! WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM?! YOU DO FUCKING REALIZE YOU JUST DESTROYED YOUR RIDE HOME TOO YOU FUCKING CUNT!"

Taehyung raises the batt again but this time Jimin stood in the way, hands up with tears beaming his eyes. His eyes are coated with so much fear that he tried so hard to hide back, his heart only weakening to Jeongguk's whimpers in his attempt to stand properly.

"P-Please don't," Jimin shutters quietly, trying so hard not to shriek when Taehyung deadly eyes landed to him from Jeongguk's own glare, "Lets g-go home, yeah? We can m-make up like how w-we always do? And everything w-will be okay again, yeah?"

At first Taehyung was definitely not swayed so easily. He only kept glaring between Jeongguk and Jimin, his grip on the batt so tight that he could likely snap it in half if he tried hard enough.

But after a moment, Taehyung shoved Jimin aside to stand in front of Jeongguk. The other boy is glaring at him through his teary eyes, lips quivering to the pounding pain on his leg but held it back to not seem like a coward.

"When we get back home, not only are you going choke on my cock until you can't breathe, but you are going to let me do whatever the fuck I want with you, the same way you do to me," Now this made all the colors on Jeongguk's face grow pale, maybe even sparkle a bit of fear as his boyfriend leans closer to his face, "Now get in the fucking car before I strap you in myself."

Now Jeongguk knows for sure that he pissed him off. Taehyung is not one for threats, that's mostly Jeongguk, but when he does threaten than it just...... It's too much.

There's nothing attractive or seductive about it, it's plain and evident fear. It's a chilling sensation as though you're really about to die.

Sure, Jeongguk can't even begin to bash him about it because if anything when it comes to words Jeongguk is worse. The state on his car is nothing to what he can do when he's pissed, so he isn't any better.

That's why Jimin is here, to be the calmer one of the three.

To be the receiver, and he seems to be use to that role as it is.

He takes it all, their anger and frustrated. He lets them do whatever they want with him as long as they won't feel the same way in return after it.

That doesn't mean Jimin doesn't snap from time to time in frustration, reaching up to their level when tempted.

Dirty habits yet it all seems so normal now.

So that's why silently the three got in the broken down car, that still managed to work, knowing well they have a very long night to come.

End Flashbacks:

"Jeongguk watch out!"

So far into thought and stuck into the past, Jeongguk didn't realize that he was riding straight into a ramp. Ten immediately pulled the breaks on his bike and Woosung nearly tompled over his bike with the fear cruising as he sees this happening.

Unfortunately Jeongguk did not realize sooner what was going on, but he does have quick reflexes. So upon going to the direction of the ramp, he made a sharp turn to the side inside, nearly losing his balance but uses his body weight to keep the motorcycle from going to one side in a safe ride down the track.

Lucky? No, experienced.

Ten is a good teacher after all.

When Jeongguk arrived to where Ten and Woosung are, Ten immediately threw himself to Jeongguk's arms when he stopped the bike.

"Are you fucking insane! I said no stunts! You've could've gotten hurt and then we would've have to take you to the ambulance you fucking psycho-"

Jeongguk takes his helmet off and grabs Ten's collar, yanking him forward and presses his lips against his cheek. He would've gone for the lips but he knows for a fact Ten would've slapped him since that's not a way for him to forget what just happened. So something sweet and reassuring that he's okay like this wouldn't hurt.

All of Ten's ranting cooled down, now pursing his lips to the clear stubborness on letting this go but he was definitely much more relaxed seeing the bunny smile on Jeongguk's lips.

"Worried?"

"The more appropriate term would be concerned for your mental health," Woosung suddenly chimes in, his gaze showing the clear unease in them, "What happened back there?"

Jeongguk didn't know what to say, only remembers those memories in his head that was running through his head at that moment with a slight cringe. It began to settle in to fill him with guilt and slight shame, letting it become so overwhelmed by it to only keep his lips sealed about it.

That was in the past, he's not that bratty boy as he was before.

More around Ten and Woosung at least.

So he only forces a smile, reaching for Woosung's hand and gently tugs him towards him while rubbing his knuckles, "Flashbacks that's all. No worries, I'm good now."

Ten seemed to have understood what he meant by that but Woosung was still innocently curious, and that was relieving that he doesn't know much on Jeongguk's past.

Jeongguk wants to keep it like that.

So he pecks his knuckles, "Let's continue racing! My blood is still pumping!"

The two boys only smiles back equally as bright as his before going to their own bikes to start it once again. Meanwhile Jeongguk's smile falls when he puts on his helmet.

Hoping one day he can forgive himself for his actions he's done in the past.

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A/N:
Ah flashbacks are definitely a pain, especially the negative flashbacks.

Let's see what happens for Christmas break! Maybe they'll slowly start to learn to forgive themselves while being in each other's presence? Maybe?

Who's knows hehe

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