Warning:
Triggering domestic abuse mentions, self guilt, mental breakdowns, suicide and self harm mentions

Jeongguk's Messages

Ten:
Hey where are you?

Woosung:
Yeah you just disappeared off?

Jeongguk:
I'm very triggered with anxiety right now

Jeongguk:
Guys I can't even see the screen

Jeongguk:
I'm getting better

Jeongguk:
I swear I'm getting better

Jeongguk:
I'm not a bad person

Jeongguk:
I'm not bad

Jeongguk:
I'm getting better

Ten:
Yes baby you are getting better

Ten:
Take deep breathes okay?

Woosung:
Where are you?

Jeongguk:
A room

Jeongguk:
I hear...... I hear them screaming

Jeongguk:
They won't stop

Jeongguk:
It's my fault

Jeongguk:
I shouldn't have got them so angry

Ten:
......

Woosung:
Jeongguk...... We are at your house

Woosung:
There's no screaming

Jeongguk:
Yes there is

Jeongguk:
Can't you hear it!??

Jeongguk:
I can't trust anyone

Jeongguk:
Everyone around me gets hurt

Jeongguk:
I will never change

Jeongguk:
I can't change

Ten:
Don't say that sweetie

Woosung:
Panic attack or trauma flashbacks

Woosung:
You're in your room, right?

Jeongguk:
Yes

Ten:
Can we come in?

Jeongguk:
No no no

Jeongguk:
You'll hear them too

Jeongguk:
I don't want you guys to think of me the way they do

Ten:
It's going to take a lot more to make me stay away from you

Ten:
Let me come in please

Jeongguk:
Okay

Woosung:
I'm going in to check your pulses

Woosung:
Nursing major

Ten:
Hot😍

Jeongguk:
You're ridiculous

Ten:
Did I make you smile though?

Jeongguk:
Maybe

Ten:
Then I did my job lol

Ten:
Going in

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Taehyung's Messages

Minho:
Taehyung where did you go?

Taehyung:
Minho I keep messing up

Taehyung:
I keep exploding, I keep hurting and I can't fucking stop

Taehyung:
I apologized, I always do but no no NO!

Taehyung:
I can't forgive myself

Taehyung:
I can't move on

Taehyung:
I can't heal

Taehyung:
It will never stop

Minho:
Hey it's okay

Minho:
Slip ups happens, or in this case a relapse

Minho:
What happened?

Taehyung:
Jeongguk and Jimin

Taehyung:
We were talking and it was going so good and then it just got all fucked up and now I want to burn so badly

Taehyung:
I can't Minho

Taehyung:
I can't do this

Minho:
Tae.....Where are you?

Minho:
Come on, let me help you

Taehyung:
What if you end up like them? I'll hurt you Minho, I'll explode on you like a fucking ticking bomb

Minho:
You won't

Taehyung:
But what if I do?! Huh? Run away while you still have the chance

Minho:
I'm not Jimin or Jeongguk

Minho:
I want what's the best for you and correct you when you need to be

Minho:
They didn't do that for you, that's why you got worse and worse

Minho:
You won't hurt me

Taehyung:
How do you know for sure?

Minho:
I trust you

Minho:
Remember what I said? I'm on your side

Minho:
When the world is against you, I'm right here since the start

Minho:
It's about time you have someone like that in your life

Taehyung:
I'm scared I won't treasure you as you should

Minho:
I don't ask for anything in return

Minho:
But what I am asking you is to let me find you

Taehyung:
Backseat of the car

Minho:
Thank you

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2MinSang

Yeosang:
You good?

Taemin:
You've been in that bathroom for a while....

Jimin:
Just a second

Yeosang:
Okay

Yeosang:
A second passed and you're still not here

Jimin:
I'll be there soon relax

Taemin:
Jimin...... You okay?

Taemin:
I hear you sniffling

Jimin:
I'M FINE OKAY

Jimin:
I'm perfectly fine

Jimin:
They're the ones who humiliated me in public

Jimin:
They're the reason why my wardrobe consist of only sweatpants and sweaters

Jimin:
When they called me ugly just to piss me off ha!

Jimin:
I'm pretty

Jimin:
I'm so pretty

Yeosang:
......

Yeosang:
What in the possessed..??

Taemin:
Jimin....

Jimin:
Can't you see?

Jimin:
I was their little sex toy

Jimin:
Solving problems through sex

Jimin:
My body was so pretty with bruises and hand prints

Jimin:
I can hear them against my ear hehe

Jimin:
They're saying...... So many things

Jimin:
Haha I think I'm going crazy now

Yeosang:
Jimin open the door

Jimin:
I'm doodling

Jimin:
Pretty, have to be pretty to make everything numb

Taemin:
..... Are you cutting?!?

Jimin:
Cutting? What's cutting?

Jimin:
So much red..... IT'S RUINING MY PICTURE

Yeosang:
Open the door!

Jimin:
Eenie, meenie, miney, mo

Jimin:
Which blood vessel should I cut first?

Taemin:
JIMIN!

Jimin:
Maybe now I'll be free haha

Jimin:
I'll be free

Yeosang:
FOR FUCK SAKES

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A/N:
So.....

I'm write the three individual scenes and just a warning, I will provide warnings at the beginning of every chapter, that their may be triggering scenes.

You are able to skip it at any moment in time!

I PURPLE YOU! <333