Messages

Taehyung:
Hi....

Taehyung:
I know I keep coming back here but this time I actually need some advise

Jeongguk:
Why don't you ask your friends?

Taehyung:
They wouldn't understand

Jimin:
Hm

Taehyung:
Well...... There's this guy that I feel interested in

Taehyung;
He's been helping me on this journey to become better and well.....

Taehyung:
I don't know, he's always busy now and I'm trying so hard not to...... You know

Jeongguk:
Not to be rude, but don't we make that worse for you?

Taehyung:
I'm trying to think of ways to not lose it okay

Taehyung:
Or be clingy that will lead to possessiveness

Taehyung:
And well...... You guys know me well so....

Jeongguk:
You still meditate right?

Taehyung:
How do you know that?

Jeongguk:
I've heard

Jeongguk:
Well.... Do you?

Taehyung:
I haven't that often

Jeongguk:
Well that's a start, meditate

Jeongguk:
Focus on that what's bothering you and let it go

Jimin:
I don't know if you still do this, but back then before you use to explode, you use to always hug a pillow and tell yourself to be centered

Jimin:
Maybe that helps?

Jeongguk:
Oh yeah

Jeongguk:
Do you still have Tata? The stuffed animal I got you from the carnival?

Taehyung:
Yeah

Jimin:
Right, you use to hug it all the time whenever you got anxious

Jimin:
When you do that, try to think of this person and remember who they are

Jimin:
Once you're calm, maybe talk to them about it?

Jeongguk:
But definitely have something on you to squeeze so you won't explode, I forgot that usually helps

Taehyung:
I mean I don't think I'll explode anymore, I'm growing better with that

Taehyung:
I just don't want to sound desperate

Jimin:
It won't

Jimin:
Just be honest

Jimin:
And be prepared to accept rejection, it could happen

Jeongguk:
Yeah that's the most important

Taehyung:
Yeah....

Taehyung:
Thanks

Taehyung:
Um Jimin, you alright?

Taehyung:
Just walked right past you and well.... You seemed annoyed?

Jeongguk:
Are we bothering you? We can stop texting if that's the case

Jimin:
No it's not that

Jimin:
Sorry, got a lot in my head

Jeongguk:
Well it seems like everyone is in a heart to heart mood and that happens never, so mind as well as enjoy it

Jeongguk:
What's the matter?

Jimin:
As if I'll tell you guys😒

Taehyung:
Jimin

Taehyung:
There's nothing I could do to you anymore

Taehyung:
I told you to let yourself be free

Taehyung:
Besides I've already moved on

Jeongguk:
Yeah same

Jeongguk:
We might not get along at all, but once upon a time we were friends.....

Jeongguk:
I'm not saying that we should be now but

Jeongguk:
Maybe talk to a stranger but not stranger helps?

Jimin:
Will you guys stop talking in this Groupchat if I do?

Jeongguk:
We always say that and it never happens

Jeongguk:
Something else?

Jimin:
Don't intervene in my life

Taehyung:
Your life is your life

Taehyung:
We're not part of it anymore

Jimin:
Good

Jimin:
It's been a year since I've been in a relationship with anyone or had any sexual experience

Jimin:
Besides our drunken night

Jimin:
I feel ready for it but I'm scared

Jeongguk:
Of?

Jimin:
Well if what happened to us will happen again with these people?

Jimin:
I care a lot about them and..... I don't want history to repeat itself

Taehyung:
Jimin

Taehyung:
I'll admit, what we went through together was incredibly traumatizing

Taehyung:
Mostly for you

Taehyung:
But there's only one Taehyung and one Jeongguk in this world

Taehyung:
History won't repeat itself

Taehyung:
If this person/s genuinely cares about you and are helping you become better, I'd say there's no need to worry

Taehyung:
Maybe always keep your guard up, say no when you don't tolerate things, but definitely don't be afraid

Jeongguk:
And if it doesn't work out that's okay too

Jeongguk:
That's part of life, to get hurt and move on

Jeongguk:
Never expect a smooth ride for sure but now you know what you can and cannot tolerate from someone

Jeongguk:
Use that as your advantage to never get hurt the same way again

Jimin:
Yeah..... Yeah you're right

Jimin:
I feel like that's what I needed to hear

Jimin:
I mean I trust them but.... Maybe I don't trust myself?

Jimin:
What if I become the toxic one?

Taehyung:
If you always think that way, you're just restricting yourself of happiness and a never ending cycle

Taehyung:
Minho told me that

Taehyung:
Trust yourself enough to know you don't want to hurt them, and in your heart that with you they will feel just as safe as you feel with them

Jeongguk:
Ah triggers

Jeongguk:
Sorry getting a little panicked

Jeongguk:
Flashbacks

Jimin:
Calm down, it's okay

Jimin:
The past is gone, focus on the you of today

Taehyung:
Everything is okay now

Jeongguk:
Yeah I'll be fine

Jeongguk:
Just..... Not use to this way for us to talk

Taehyung:
As sad as it is, that's true

Jimin:
Baby steps

Jimin:
I still don't think it's a good idea if we keep talking though

Jeongguk:
Yeah

Jeongguk:
But every once in a while check up won't hurt anyone

Jeongguk:
Well since everyone wants to be mushy

Jeongguk:
I want to say that...... I think....

Jeongguk:
I don't know.....

Jeongguk:
Sometimes I feel like I don't know myself

Taehyung:
Ha, relatable

Jimin:
Elaborate

Jeongguk:
Sometimes I try too hard to be someone perfect or good for..... My own special someone but.... I feel like I don't recognize myself anymore

Taehyung:
I mean is it a good change?

Jeongguk:
Yes it is

Jeongguk:
But it's growing to the point that.... If I were to be upset or weak, I can't show it to him

Jeongguk:
I can't

Jeongguk:
I'm doubting if what I feel for him is even real at times because of how much I offer to him and I just....... I don't know I'm a mess

Jimin:
Well don't lead him on that's for sure

Jeongguk:
I'm not, I do feel something

Jeongguk:
But he's becoming an anchor for me

Jeongguk:
And not my own self

Jeongguk:
I changed so much as it is for him

Jeongguk:
Is that what it's like to fall for someone? To the point I have to become almost someone else so I can be what they need?

Jeongguk:
Maybe I'm overanalyzing this

Taehyung:
Okay okay relax

Taehyung:
I guess what you mean is..... You really like them but are doubting yourself because you're giving so much of you that you're becoming someone you're not

Taehyung:
How so?

Jeongguk:
Someone who feels no pain, just to be strong for them so they won't think I'm weak

Jeongguk:
Focusing all my attention to them, always worrying, literally as if my world surrounds them

Jeongguk:
The scary part is not feeling a stable ground

Jeongguk:
I'm just falling

Jeongguk:
Wanting to become someone he really needs in life

Jeongguk:
Don't get me wrong, he corrected many of my old habits

Jeongguk:
But now I feel like I'm changing me

Jeongguk:
Does that make sense?

Jeongguk:
Does what we have even is real?

Jimin:
Jeongguk....... You don't have to do those things, like exchange everything about yourself for them

Jimin:
I'm pretty sure the person will really like you the way you are

Jimin:
You don't have told mold yourself to be someone you're not

Jimin:
The Jeongguk they met is who they were attracted to

Jimin:
Don't change just to please them

Jeongguk:
I don't want to lose him Jimin

Jeongguk:
I want to change so he won't leave me

Taehyung:
You must find a balance in your life Jeongguk

Taehyung:
He has his own life, you must live yours

Taehyung:
You're way too deep into this okay

Taehyung:
Find a center

Jeongguk:
He is my center😞

Jimin:
Jeongguk..... Do you think maybe you love him?

Jeongguk:
Idk is it love?!

Jeongguk:
I don't know I don't

Taehyung:
It's not

Taehyung:
When you love someone you don't have to change your own personality for them

Taehyung:
Sure maybe bad habits, but not your heart

Taehyung:
Maybe this is too much but come mediate with me one day

Taehyung:
It'll help, I promise

Jeongguk:
Yeah I feel like I might need it

Jimin:
And maybe to focus on yourself too

Jimin:
Making music, hanging out with your friends, go outside and breathe a little

Jimin:
You'll find yourself, you'll see. Perhaps you're just way too attached at the moment since you're always with him

Taehyung:
If you can't find yourself, make something new of yourself that you love and accept

Jeongguk:
Thank you

Jeongguk:
I really needed that

Taehyung:
Well look at us, guess we're not so hopeless after all😁

Jimin:
Don't push it

Jeongguk:
Lol☺️

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Punks

Ten:
Hey guys.....

Ten:
I..... I think I'm in love?🥺

Yoongi:
Fuck out of here with that bullshit😡

Yoongi:
It's been 2 1/2 months 😤

Taehyung:
Love has no time Yoongi 😒

Taehyung:
I can happen when we least expect it

Taehyung:
But on a serious note, Ten..... Are you sure?

Ten:
Guys..... I feel things

Ten:
Whenever we're together it's almost like a dream, as cliché as it sounds because if how well we click

Ten:
Each day I want him more and more in my life

Ten:
I feel like I am myself around him and it feels so peaceful

Ten:
Even though at times I do wish he wouldn't have to act as tough little baby all the time and just relaxes

Ten:
I don't know...... Maybe I'm looking too deep into it 😔

Yoongi:
Most definitely 😒

Yoongi:
You don't do love dude

Yoongi:
Remember that

Taehyung:
He can love if he wants to Yoongi 🙄

Yoongi:
Then that's when he will really get hurt

Ten:
What?🥺

Yoongi:
Love is blind, strength and weakness

Yoongi:
Little by little you will be weaker for that person

Yoongi:
And if in the wrong hands, you'll be completely destroyed

Yoongi:
Do you think he feels the same for you?

Ten:
I don't know...... I mean maybe?

Taehyung:
Do you think he's changed?

Ten:
A little....... I don't know, he gives me mixed signals😓

Yoongi:
And you better not let that affect you

Yoongi:
The second you let him in, you're weak to only him

Yoongi:
If he can't decide how he feels, it will only hurt you in the process

Yoongi:
Trust me, took me 10 fucked up relationships until I finally met Johnny to understand that🙂

Taehyung:
I don't think Jeongguk will hurt you..... Maybe push him a little to be more himself

Ten:
Isnt he himself already?

Taehyung:
....... I mean yeah, I don't know your relationship with him so....

Taehyung:
Just an advise

Ten:
Well alright then, I'm head fo class so I'll talk to you guys later

Yoongi:
Ok

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2MinSang

Yeosang:
So...... How's paradise?☺️

Jimin:
Lol all good

Taemin:
Easy for you to say, I had two exams today😫

Yeosang:
And the friendship proceeds, marvelous

Jimin:
Yeahh its going to take a lot more to break us apart lol😅

Jimin:
I made him breakfast this morning 🥰

Taemin:
Yeah, everything good for now

Yeosang:
For now?😈

Taemin:
Stopp

Jimin:
Lol no

Yeosang:
Well if you guys don't want to get nice and cozy with each other, can I?👀

Jimin:
What's with you hitting on us lately?

Yeosang:
Okay truth is I've been needy for attention and giving special attention 😓

Yeosang:
You guys are the only ones not in a relationship so that's perfect for me 😁

Jimin:
Eh I get that

Taemin:
Affection deprived 😒

Yeosang:
Exactly

Yeosang:
So, can I?

Jimin:
Can you what?

Yeosang:
Get a little more affectionate? And in return you hug my special attention? 👀

Taemin:
Are you gaining feelings?

Yeosang:
Taemin, we've been friends with benefits before, what's confusing about it this time?😑

Jimin:
Oh.....

Jimin:
Friends with benefits? Hm, new experience 🤔

Yeosang:
I mean you guys don't have to get all that with each other if you're not comfortable, just with me ☺️

Taemin:
Spoiled brat

Yeosang:
Trust me I'll make you feel like a princess😉

Jimin:
Well...... I mean it's kinda weird since we're also friends too 😅

Jimin:
Would anything change?

Yeosang:
I mean..... If you gain feelings that's on you 😅

Yeosang:
I just want someone to pamper and someone to pamper me 🥰

Yeosang:
Please sign here if you're willing to be my little friends, please and thank you ☺️👇
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Taemin:
You really have no friends do you?

Yeosang;
They're all taken or people are afraid of me 😐

Yeosang:
You two are the perfect contestants 🤩

Jimin:
Lol how long would this be going on?

Yeosang:
Idk, until either of us decide against it

Yeosang:
But knowing you guys that'll last a week by how you geek towards a hug alone thinking that I'm asking for marriage🙄

Taemin:
Right🙂

Yeosang:
😏

Yeosang:
So, deal?🥺

Jimin:
Idk..... I'm scared to get hurt

Jimin:
But I know you wouldn't hurt me

Jimin:
I kinda need practice being intimate either way when I decide to be in a relationship with someone in the future

Jimin:
Better with someone I know than a stranger I guess 😅

Yeosang:
That's the spirit!😍

Yeosang:
I know Taemin agrees already so there's no point in me asking☺️

Taemin:
YEOSANG

Jimin:
What?

Jimin:
Wait, you guys have been messing around already?

Yeosang:
..... Maybe....

Yeosang:
I mean not that often

Yeosang:
He refuses to have sex so eh😒

Taemin:
Thank you for exposing that🙂

Jimin:
Oh

Jimin:
Kinda wished I knew sooner😅

Yeosang:
Why?

Jimin:
So I could've started practice much more earlier with you

Yeosang:
I'm liking this spirit 😍😍😍😍

Yeosang:
Oh and just by chance if you two decide to.... Get a little freaky, please by oh means do all of us a favor🥰

Taemin:
DUDE

Yeosang:
I'm just saying it's okay with me ☺️

Yeosang:
Well babies, I have studying to do with my roommate so we'll talk later

Jimin:
Okay😊

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A/N:
Muahahahahaha

This is going to be so so good.

I mean for 2Minsang, guess TenKook and Taeho are going through it rn :')

This should be good.

I PURPLE YOU! <333